(Saturday, 30 June 2012 / 11:45 pm)
You can't just wait around to wait for what might happen, you got to chase for what you really want in life.
and it's flowing all back~~~~
:) at least i know..
at least i know he hasn't forgotten me.
(Sunday, 17 June 2012 / 4:57 pm)
shattered.
It doesn't even have anything to do with me.
I don't have anything to do with it.
I'm aware i'm just paranoid but..
the feeling is just there.
i'm holding back..
but how long can i hold it?
how long must i wait to get rid of this feeling.
tim passed.
i've moved on.
so has it.
it has been 4 fucking years.
or maybe even 5 fucking years.
and i fail to even get it out of mind...
i just hate it.
i know it's not real but..
i can't stop thinking that you're all lying to me.
i know i should trust her but..
i just can't bring myself to forget it.
to forget you...
somewhat it angers me..
to see that phrase
that phrase of which i used to call
so lovingly..
so tenderly....
i wonder if all of you is lying to me..
or rather if im lying to myself..
but to lie to myself.. for what?
lying to myself.. to make myself more hurt?
it doesn't even make sense.
..
i said to believe her but my heart can't seem to accept it...
how long again, must i wait....
to kill this addiction..
this possession..
of something i don't even own anymore.
(Friday, 15 June 2012 / 12:08 am)
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Update....
Here's pics of my SISTER'S disgustingly rotting leg.
(Monday, 11 June 2012 / 10:54 am)
A quitter never wins and a winner never quits.
I sincerely apologize for the lack of updates.
here are some SS-es. LOL.
yes im literally spending my holidays like a mapletard.
need to do something about my life...
life isn't all about maple! ;(
haiz