Today I just another Friday..... :|




Go to school just for maths.

Guess what? The FT lesson I had..
My FT teacher wasn't here.

Then maths.. Teacher didn't come either.
IS THIS THE NEW TREND IN TEACHERS? :OO



Anyway, during art lesson (which is my free period),
We were discussing about religion!!! :OOOO!!!!



As a free thinker (I don't believe in anything),
I guess i've asked/said alot stuff..
Which some may be quite offensive.
So.. Sorry for my insensitive-ness.
But owell no one's gunna see this so.. O well.

But seriously I've seen people who are like.. "Christian"
But they're like clearly not follow their commandments?
So are they like gonna askfor god's forgiveness or something..
Like I've known some really disgusting people..
Who are.. A certain religion?
So does that means that their religion allow them to do evil deeds..?
It irks me, eww :(

I can't help it but to think negatively about religion.
Always I've heard things like,
A family hating another family (blood-tied)
Just cause they don't follow their religion!!!
Seriously this is outrageous!!!!!!!
It defeats the whole purpose of a religion...
You can't force religion on someone!!!!
You can't force someone to believe what you believe!!!
Forcing a person to believe they don't..
They will just "pretend" to believe so that they have no conflict with family members
Then that... You might as well be a free thinker right?


Some people are just so.. Religious.
I mean if they're committed to their religion then so be it
Then hate others for not believing in what you believe!!!
Does your religion tell you to get people to do what you do? Lol


Sorry if the words above are offensive/sensitive
But Its my blog, I'm Voicing out my opinions only :3
So yeah.




Anyway.....
I'm @ kpool now T_T
Just went arcade hehehehhe.
Then I saw some classmates of mine in my shitty clothes ROFL
Ok sorry cause my mentality is just..
"it just Parkway what".
Which means.. I go parkway sooo often that maybe..
It's like a 2nd home?
Hahahahahahah why would someone wear so nice @ "home"? :)




Kekekekek prelim results was okay ba.. ;)

Ytd I've got back my history results.
I passed! And I surprised rajan, my history Cher.
Cause I really really really don't listen in his class..
Don't bring book.. Etc
But hey... I can study @ home de! :3



Kekekke or maybe it's just cause I'm smart xD



Ok so overall..
I've only got a B4 - lit
1 C5 - English,
3 C6 - maths, science, combined humans
1 D7 - Chinese

Ain't that great? ;D
I failed Chinese!
And its like, 49 out of 100.
So I think I'll probably pass.... :D
Which means Bo red marks in results slip! Yay :)





Ok oh I heard the school's....
Oops better not spill anything if not
"I will get expelled".


But seriously,
The principal only cares about the school's name rather than students.

IMO she certainly not fit to be principal.
And she's biased towards students who score well only.. -_-
have tea with them. Lol.




Ok hehehehehe I scared my phone no batt le so.. Baiii!~~~



The principle of my life:


Never care about what people think of you,
as long as you have fun, it's alright."


I've come into thinking that..
whatever i do may displease others (in the sense i did not offend them)..
they may think that i'm rude, childish, inconsiderate and idk whut..
but as long as i'm happy, then it's fine :)

reading this you may think me self-centered.
selfish. arrogant. narcissistic.
but it's the truth.





if you enjoy whatever you are doing,
but however at the meanwhile displeasing others,
it isn't necessary to stop what you're doing.

others may not like it.. but why should you change for them?
they are only part of your life..
but your interest stays in your life for long, or maybe forever.

take playing a violin an example.
you have interest in playing the violin, you're in love with it.
however, people around you dislike it as to them,
it produces high-pitch and 'deafening noises'.
however, if you choose to change to 'suit to them',
what good would it do to you?
sooner or later, they would move away..
and you will be left with nothing.
you probably wouldn't continue playing the violin anymore..
as you have been told-off before, and have changed.
the interest wouldn't be there anymore.




you are just forcing yourself to change for the sake of comments from others.
for what? seriously.
who are they to you? are their existence in your life so major that,
you would drop what you love just for the sake of their comfort?
ask yourself another question.
would THEY change for you for YOUR comfort?

there's no real kind & understanding people in the world anymore.








......










ok sooooooo after saying all this.
i gotta add that nothing has happened that made me posted this.
it was just one of my random thoughts that flowed into me while staring @ blank air.


..... there's not much things in my life nowadays.

except for this mutant vanilla ice-cream cone from Mac:










are you petrified by it?! f5


that idiotic personnel actually has the cheek to give this shit.
although it's not handed to me directly.. (hah)
i meaaan you should give your best shot in everything.


previously a employee made a disgusting looking ice-cream.
and then the would ask whether i wanted to change for another one.
as it wasn't a very decent looking one.
i agreed and then.. they threw it away.

at that moment i felt that although it doesn't look nice,
it is really a BIG waste to just throw it away.
ugly food tastes nice too,
just like some ugly people have good personalities.
(while nice-looking peeps actually suck)
after that experience i told myself to not reject anymore ugly food.



HOWEVER this time.
that personnel never even asked for a change,
even when it's so mutant-looking!!!!
seriously i would definitely demand a change for a new one if not for that previous incident.
seriously!
i know i'm a teenager, i dont earn money i can't do action by complaining to their manager blablabla about their service or anything but....
seriously! im a customer too.






it's like almost all the well-doing business are having their own way.
because they are doing well, they are earning big money,
they do not care if they lose a customer or two, because they earn alot.
thus they treat their customer like shit.
whereas a business isn't doing well, they would treat customers like king.

i believe doing business consists of 4 Ps:
-Price
-Personnel
-Place
-Product

if any of this lacks,
a pillar would be gone, and the whole building would collapse eventually.

after writing so much i've once again came to realise...
my posts are getting out of point.

but then again, a blog is for personal judgement, no?
i have the freedom to write what i think and believe.
but at least im not defaming anyone/anything here.








ok time for my personal life.
i have been getting reaally fat lately.
a secretly is that...... HAHAHAH im too shy to post it here.



anyway something i ate last night:





yes, it's fried chicken.
and yes is obviously not KFC, but some other fried chicken.
but hey, it's nice.
my papa bought it for me :)

although i've told him SEVERAL TIMES not to buy food at night.
because the myth is that 'eating @ night = FAT'
not that i believe in myths but im very fat-conscious.
anything related to being fat (with sense) would make me alert.. sort of.

ok now im not saying that im ungrateful to my father buying me chicken.
i mean but really.. i don't want him to buy it.
if i don't eat it, no one eats it, and food goes to waste, he'll be disappointed.
if i eat it, i get fat, i feel DEVASTATED.
so owell, i decided to be more considerate of his feelings and just eat it but.. haiz.











anyway.. it's only 26 more days to O levels!
am i scared? LOL.
ASK ME IF I'M SCARED!
my reply would be "NO im not HAHAHHA"









today was the release of some Prelim results.
english was.. well compared to others i must say i'm not that upset.
although my Paper 2 is a complete turn-off :(
i reallyyyy want to get "more than just a pass".
it's seriously making me sad. :(



as for maths,
i was in complete GRIEF when i was one of the failures.
i really really really really REAAALLY gave it my best shot.
not forgetting to mention i've been practicing maths from time to time.
better than nothing like in the past, no?
and besides during the exam, i was.. sort of sure i'd do well.
i thought i'd get a B. at least a B.
but NO! it was a D7. a mark away from the passing mark.
...... *heart broken*



however, my broken heart started to magically fix themselves when receiving my paper 2 --
i bet i've made Ms. Santhos (my maths teacher) super proud of me! (not really)
i've always been doing poorly in maths and.. everytime she would write a comment on my paper, asking me if i have studied for it?
and for me to do well, work hard, i need to spend more time on my maths.
and there, i've got it, i've got her a B for paper 2 maths :)
although it may not be an A1, A2 or B3,
but i managed to get B4,
and i'm sure that's definitely better than getting a C6 :)
and without a doubt, i will continue working on my maths to try to get a B3 during the national exam.
of course i do not have confidence in me saying that but.. i will do my best.


(probably because my mum promised me $3K if i get into poly LOL)




skipping that, to physics.
seriously, TO HELL WITH PHYSICS!
i know my teacher hates me.. :(
i failed practical.
i failed the paper itself too.
and i'm sure that even if my multiple choice passed,
it's not gonna help my overall physics score -_-
i didn't act as if i was downcasted though.
but i was.
my physics teacher went over to me and ask me..
"WHEN R U GUNNA STUDY."
....... the truth is that i never put any effort in physics.
i've got revision book for chinese,
english, maths, and even chemistry,
but not physics.

i don't know why.

i used to love physics last year.
to be honest, i didn't think physics was that hard. (although i always fail).
before the examinations, i thought i would be fine.
as long as i know all the formulas.
but NO! i still gotta have some knowledge in.. I STILL DUNNU WHUT.
anyway i think i'd be doing some physics practice soon.. sign.

i dont have the time cause i wanna accompany my love.





last paper of the day was chemistry.
all of a sudden, i've got back my interest for chemistry.
probably after getting back my paper :)
receiving multiple choice, i thought i would get my usual "mere pass" results.
afew marks above passing or below passing.
but NO!
i actually got another B! :)
but owell.. everyone did well.
so it's not much of a special thing.
however, my chemistry teacher was.. "touched" < she says.
she even wrote for me to 'keep up the good work' on my paper.
and it's only me! no one else. hahahaha :D



at that moment i was filled with...
"the happier version of embarrassment".
sorry cause my vocab sucks i cant think of the word to say it.
sooooo i've decided that i will do well for Os! :D









































as for after Os...






recently i've been to the arcade (as always).
and because i refuse to be kept bored in kPool
i decided to go play by myself in the arcade and..
after staying the arcade for more than 2 hours +++
i've come to feel that..
i get real dizzy.
i couldn't concentrate on my fishing game.
my coins from 800++ dropped to 0.
a complete waste of effort, time and money.

but that's not the point!
the point is that i've come to realise
staying in an arcade for too long sorts of harm you.. (personally)
cause the machines are loud..
it sort of invade your ears and your ear will feel weird after some time.
always the bright lighting sometimes kills me......





thus my point is that,
i may be re-considering about me getting a part-time job @ a arcade.
however i think i'd be so much fun.... :(
i still dont wanna be a waitress!



but ohwell, there's still so much time.
i shall then wait for the time to come, then decide! :D



















my post has come to an end.






xoxo,
natnat. ♥

Early in the morning and I'm alr having fun.




Today, I had science practical preliminary.

Fml because of my over-confidence.


Well the gas turned red litmus blue
And when I look @ the QA,
I saw the word "litmus".
So I wrote down 'chlorine gas'.
When the answer is ammonia.

I forgot that there's 2 gas tests that use litmus paper -.-!





Anyway, I went to arcade today!
And my lalala-ness has got me to win...
ALOT OF THINGS!!!!


A LIFETIME OF ENTERTAINMENT AND SWEETS:



I have serious issues with my iPhone.

1. My top right on/off button spoiled. (thus no SS. And can't restart phone)
2. My sound system is screwed (can't silent phone during school -.-)
3. My wifi is totally unusable (it's greyed out)
4. My phone can't let me press 2 different spots @ a time (hard to play TapSonic when I need to press 2 buttons @ a time".


I wonder why is my phone always trying to find technical problems with me ;(
They always spoil themselves!!!!!




Ok ANYWAY..... :D

I feel squashed. Hahahahaha





Anw if you're wondering why am I sooooo fat,




It's because of buffet --

And alot others. Haha!






I REALLY HATE THOSE CARS
THAT GO
"VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
SO LOUD
because
my ear will pain pain :(
it's unpleasant!
instead of what you wanted -- (attention to show off)
U R ACTUALLY MAKING PPL ANGRYYYY


ok anw...









LITERATURE PRELIM PAPER WAS ABIT DIFFICULT LEH..
DO YOU THINK I CAN PASS?
but hor sometimes people say got relevant to passage
sure pass! hard to fail!
BUT THE THING IS THAT NATNAT DUNNO IF SHE WRITE RELEVANT ANOT..

they askk... something like.

WHAT IS "GOOD NAME" TO DIFF CHARACTER


OMAIGAWD
HOW NATNAT KNOW
MY NARROW BRAIN KENOT FUNCTION PROPERLY
ESPECIALLY WHEN NATNAT HAVING FLU
SORETHROAT
COUGH
*acts pitifully*
DU U PITY MEH?












ok anw I CANT WAIT TO GET A JOB!!!
I WANNA HURRY UP GET THAT FREAKING PLATINUM TIMEZONE CARD
THEN..


I WIILL SPAM SWEETS CATCHER MACHINE
GET MY JACKPOT
AND
GET
MY

microwave oven.
QUITE GOOD PRICE LEH!
YOU KNOW, OUTSIDE SO EXPENSIVE

YOU KNOW? MICROWAVE OVEN ALOT OF USES.
DONT LOOK DOWN ON IT.


FIRST OF ALL, IT CAN:

1. heat up food
2. boil water (when your boiler breaks down or something..)
3. heat up frozen food
4. heat up cold food
5. kill bacteria in your food
6. melt chocolate/cheese/idk whut
7. source of entertainment -- look @ the food spinning inside while being heated
8. source of entertainment -- look @ the cheese melting with 'pimples' bursting
9. light source if you lazy to on the lights
10. test for boiling point of liquid/solid! (got bubbles = reach boiling point!)
11. keep flies/mosquitoes away from your food!
12. prevent food from spoiling! (cause hor, outside got air. later soft)





SEE! THERE IS ACTUALLY ALOT OF USES FOR MICROWAVE.
just that you dunno only! never experiment with it!

BUT NOW YOU READ MY BLOG
NOW YOU KNOW.
HA HA HA HA HA. :D

Hiiiii tards.


Life has been realllllly sickish for me ever since I was sick.
Which was since.. Friday.

:(
So there goes my 2 weekends dedicated to lying on the bed + NOT study.
For Prelims.
Owell it's just Prelims not o level. Heh.

But what happens if I fall sick during the real deal?!
Worry worry me :(


Anwwwww I still can't wait to get a job!!

And I've decided I wanna work in a retail store.
Preferably bookstore, toy store or stationery shop.
Why?
Because I'm lazy.
I just wanna sit down there and do nothing.




Why I don't wanna be..

Waitress - must walk here walk there treated like servant. And I'm not very good and carrying heavy stuffs especially when there's drinks/soup.

Clothes store - lazy to find different sizes for customers. Then after that take Liao then the customer "o cannot fit" then WAPIANG EH must take another size. Thn later try try then say ok I don't like le then find new design thn the cycle starts all over again then I will practically have FIRE IN MAH EYES!!!! *_*

Electronics - later they ask me product A better or product B better I will kena stun cause idk much about the product. Then customer will glare @ me and slam me to manager thn I kena kick cause idk anything

Babysitter - cause I hate them

Tuition teacher - cause I alr can't cope with mine





... So in conclusion,
My beat fitted job would be some lazy bum sitting @ the counter waiting for customers to magically appear!

Weeeeeeeeeee 8D




But I don't even know how to find a job on my own... :(
I know it's newspapers/Internet/ask for recommendation..
But... HOW SIA AGHH



anw I also scared later my parents want bring me go overseas
Then I just got my job then I tell my boss I need MIA
Then my boss WALAO EH then kick me..

THEN HOW????
I sad :(



Anw my sis said something like for students/16 yr old only have max limit to go for job
Then omg wtf why la
I hope can "go when I feel like it and get paid"

I bet alot of you are gonna think "HA you gonna go for only 1 hour"
But NONONONONONO u r wrong
I'm gonna go as much as I can!!!
And earn.. Small bucks but it's worth it!!!!




K sorry I think I'm just too excited over something which may or may not happen but.. Haiz.



Some pix:

Hello PEEPO.
Yesterday's wedding dinner was awesome? I guess.
Pix below (cuhz app photo uploads all below posts de)



Anw today..
Was English Prelims!!!! And ss.
KNS I THINK I SCREW BOTH

English was relatively fine but..
My composition. Haiz cmi.
And my situation writing my format I anyhow.
Die!!!!

Ss, my source base, dunno can make it or not.
I do the same format all the time..
Sometimes fail. Sometimes pass.
But most of the time is fail.
I don't understand why?




Ok nvn heheheheh.
Then went Kallang leisure.
Pastamania.
So long never eat alr. HEHEHEH I miss it :)




Ok time for wedding pix.


Some pix :
Hehehhehehehehee.
The woman in black is my mummy!


Hello.

Ok I know the previous post the pix extra big I DUNNO Y ALSO
Must be this blogger app KNS.


BUT NEVERTHELESS IT'S STILL GOOD TO HAVE IT SINCE I CAN STILL POST WORDS :)

Ain't that great? Huh huh huh huh huh?

Anyway I've decided to quit foursquare
(due to idiotic scumbags checking in nonstop to steal my mayorship)..
And I've decided to join instalgram!
Hohoho! How great is that >:D


Instalgram is like you take nice pix
Upload.
Then ppl can rate and comment on your pix. :)
Unfortunately I'm not made known to the world since I'm sooo low profile (I guess)
And I hardly commented on anyone's photos. Ever.




Ok so anw my Instalgram ID: nathyy

LIKE DUH. WHAT ELSE CAN IT BE? :>




SOOOOO tonight I'm Gonna go for wedding dinner
Which ends @ around midnight+++
and after tmr i'll be having eng+ss Prelims.
HOW GREAT IS THIS.


Ho!ho!ho!



Anw some instalgram pix of mine:




Hello!!!! :D


iPhone finally has a blogger app!!!
How cool is that. :D
Though it's sort of faulty I guess.
Took me so much time to get to this posting page.
I gotta restart my whole app but that wasn't that bad.


SO SINCE I DON'T HAVE TO OM MY COMP TO START POSTING ANYMORE.. I may actually update more often now hehehe :)


Ok anyway~~~~
mummy came sg ytd!!!! :)
But papa didn't lemme go out because Prelims is next week :(
I think I'm gonna fail.. T~T



Ok sooo uhhh.. My life alot interesting things.




HELLO i've been having some IT problems lately... :(









First of all my MSN seems to have me after i tried to uninstall it..
and then i realised i couldn't uninstall it completely properly.



Secondly I have this HALO thingy stuck on my .. idk whut :




first of all it's an annoyance to me cause I'M TRYING TO CLEAR MY COMP for
as you can see -- my comp is running out of space.
and i only noticed that when i experienced the evil sensation -- lag
which entirely ruined my mood to even play; yes that may be a good thing (indirectly) BUT STILL.........




Thirdly would be that whenever i go into websites,
THE SAME WINDOW FROM FROM THE SCHOOL'S COMPUTER POP-ED UP..
saying something like invalid security certificate or something..



:( BEFORE THIS IT WASN'T LIKE THIS!




Another matter would be that I can't connect into the internet properly.
sometimes can, sometimes cannot.
I don't think my wireless has a problem because my sis's comp seems to be working fine.











seriously wth is wrong with my lappy :(:(:(:(:(


I used to have alot of IT friends but i barely talk to them anymore...
and vice-versa.



























WITH REGARDS TO MY.. softcore... STUDYING..

I REFUSE TO TOUCH CHEMISTRY UNTIL I GOT ME A CHEM GUIDEBOOK BECAUSE..
I'm lazy to go through the huge chemistry. and it's pure. so it's unpure to my syllabus.


SS totally kills my mood because after jotting down point form i'd go and lie down somewhere and....
after i awaken from my deep slumber i look @ the points and..
i have no clue how to make a decent length paragraph out of it.
and, my e-hist and source base(s) is gonna pull it down anyway...




language - i do have interest but do not have the mood for it.



maths -- I finally understand at least 30% of matrices!
initially i wanted to give it up but after time to staring at answer sheets,
i think i know what it's talking about..... :D
HOWEVER i still LOATHE anything related to graph, construction and vectors.
VECTORS! they make no shit sense.



physics -- actually i love this subject i always think it's easy but..
i always fail my physics tests and exams and class work and I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.














ANYWAY!

I still cant wait for Os to be over h3h3h3h3h3h3h3h3h3.
Should i go against everyone's wishes & highlight my hair?
I'm sort of against dying cause I dont like roflmaoz.
Or should i stick to my natural beauty (HAHAHAHAHA) with my natural hair.
hehehehe black hair also nice right!

i rmb-ed my korkor say:
all the girls all dye hair dye brown dye red highlight here and there
then all wear hot shorts singlets etcetc.. all of them look the same.
natural girl still looks the best
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D



OMG BUT I THINK I WANNA HAIRLIGHT MY HAIR BUT... D:
owellll..


OH AND I STILL CAN'T WAIT TO EARN $$$.
At least $5 an hour please!
Be it cleaning floor, washing dishes, receptionist,
babysitter, running errands, pick up litter
as long as the pay's above $5 i will go for it.


I'm leaning towards cashier/receptionist though. :D






after that i shall go and excercise!
i shall play badminton h3h3h3h3h3h3.
I wanted swimming but now that my skin is getting more tan..
due to the glaring sun that ONLY APPEARS WHEN I GO OUT.

heheheheh. also,
i, refuse, to, TORTURE MYSELF BY
RUNNING even 0.5KM TO SWEAT, RUNNING SIT UPS, PUSH UPS,
and all sorts of tiring excercises that seems to be pushing me nearer to suffocation.






















.......................... :( then i wanna go shopping.

hehehehhe.
I heard there's a new H&M shop that opened in the east.
Hehehehehe saw a bag which i think i like! :D
so after Os the crowd should have dispersed like tiny ants.
then I can go visit without squeezing into the fat crowd!
hohahohahoha :D






speaking of "tiny",
I HAVE FOUND A HACK FOR TINYTOWER.
I know i have made a bad name for myself by hacking pet society...
But now that i have found this hack I FELT VERY SAD.
DEMORALISED. GRRRR.
I SPENT ALOT OF TIME TO BUILD MY TOWER UP TO 92 LEVELS WITHOUT HACKING
and now that there's a hack.. there's no challenge to it anymore.
because anyone could hack.
anyone could get into 100 levels any problem.
and as for me?
i dedicate my precious time just to restock, build, hire and restock.
and as for hackers, just afew minutes and they could get what i got.
...... :(

so i think i'm quitting tinytower. but haiz.
....










D:
prelim's after the september holiday.
september holiday's probably taken thanks to some wedding i'm forced to attend.
as well as... well you know i'm lazy.
i do have my fat-days (BUFFET & EAT CHOCOLATE DAY),
lazy day (SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY AND LIE AROUND)
nothing-to-do day (GO OUT AND HANG OUT SOMEWHERE.. probably arcade or kPool?)
and study day (which i study.. which adds up to probably.. 2 hours? out of 24 hours.)






so yeah. :D :D :D :D











AM I HARDWORKING? i think i wrote alot on my blog today! :D


but i bet no one will read it.
because i update soooooooo seldomly.
D:





also no one really read wall-o-texts so...
WELL NO ONE'S FORCIN' YOU TO READ IT!
SO YEAH.














SOMEONE IS SICK SOMEONE IS GONNA DIE SOON!