After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart...The best we can do is breathe and reboot.
there was once a girl
who,
was a happy-go-lucky girl.
she would do everything with her 100%
and everyday was a bliss for her.
but one day she got pricked by a thorn
a thorn which protects the beautiful flower
the thorn was known to contain poison,
a poison which can be fatal to a human body.
the girl was then sent to hospital
tears were dripped and heart was bled,
and the girl survived -- but under a condition
and that is the disfigured appearance of the girl.
rotting-looking skin that was poisoned by the thorn.
no medicine were known to cure it.
as the girl returned to her everyday life -- school, study home.
people weren't able to accept her.
on-lookers stares and moved away from her.
no one talked to her in school -- not even her good friends
the guy whom was once in loved in her, and used to be her sunshine do not even look at her anymore.
the girl then felt that everyone is distancing themselves away from her.
her world was crashing.
her sunshine no longer shone -- it has started to rain.
she then closed herself away from everyone else,
hiding herself in her bedroom everyday; in tranquil solace.
not wanting to step out of the house, not wanting to see the sky again.
not even her parents could control her.
everyday she cried in agony,
as she looked into the mirror
at her pale reflection and her monstrous skin.
what caused her such pain? the thorn, the people, or herself?
(Wednesday, 29 June 2011 / 11:48 pm)
It's about being with someone who makes you happy in a way that no one else can .
I miss my chinese teacher. I hope she misses me too. Her name is meng lao shi.
today was another day of staying at home.. i have completely nothing to do ~_~
today, ♥ to my house again ~
so yeah. nothing much....
(Tuesday, 28 June 2011 / 7:31 pm)
dont let go, to my love.
MY COMP TODAY SCAN FROM MORNING TILL NOW LIKE.. 10AM+ TILL NOW 10 HOURS PRO ANOT? THEN ONLY 1 VIRUS HAHA which cant be deleted.. why? D:
OK ANYWAY....
I am left with 58 pills out of 70. Hurrayyyyy ~ *_*
as for my fever de, check care de. the pill so big nathyy dunno how to swallow -_- and no more fever le :)
JY NATNAT JY JY JY YOU CAN DO IT!
nathyy eats strawberry with this by my side D: while doing my very first SS essay :D
OK ANW
Today is just another boring day of staying at home. Completely nothing to do. Well except playing games. I completed 1/7 of my SS essays homework.. ;D which was, if i wasn't sick, to be handed up YESTERDAY. wahahahhaha.
btw my dad bought this "凉茶" for me D: hahahahaha. my aunt used to tell me to eat those flowery flowery thingy. at first i dont like de.. until she said something like, "it will make you pretty like a flower". so i started eating it :D weird, uh?
i admit? im 爱美. don't be a hypocrite and pretend you're not :P
so yeah....
My O Level MT Oral coming :( on thurs. i scared scared! how! D:
ok anw ~ since i'm at home there's nothing much to post. although the past 2 day's post is anyhow de.
hmmmmm.
some iPhone games I've been playing: Plants VS Zombies
Since I played the PC version it's so much easier. Then I was asking myself.. I download for what? LOL ok whatever :(
Pocket God
well at first i don't know how to play. then i realised, you're supposed to GUESS the challenge given to you. provided you activate the challenge luh. of course, there's hints.
so basically you're supposed to follow the hint and do what they want you to . you can kill the people de. :D then after that you will unlock this 'God' then you can train up the God for some battle :O
idk yet, quite new to this game. But i find it amusing. :D so yeah ~
Tiny Tower
It's like Home Inn. you gotta expand your tower as high as possible.
Then you can have 6 different types of room: Residental, Food, Service, Recreation, Retail, Creative
anyway my current tower :
So as you can see you it's like the residental block holds 5 people. The bad thing is that people dont automatically fill up the block. You gotta bring them up using the lift. If they never go up to your residental level then too bad :(
Then the start of the game the lift super slow. Must use Tower bux to upgrade the lift. Tower bux is only sometimes when got 'requests' Then they will ask you spot this person (picture given) Also got other ways, like expanding your tower, or fulfilling the person's dream job. Another way to get Tower bux is when you fully stock the shop.
So it's like some people is good at example, food. so if you have a "Food" level then you can recruit the person there :) ..... something like that.
and they also have cute thing like this 'Bitbook' then they always will comment cute things de. example:
HEHEHEHEH THE SAD THING IS THAT I NO FRIEND :(
SO IF U PEOPLE PLAY... REMEMBER TO ADD ME! on Gamecenter. my ign: iNathyy
THANKS YO :)
(Monday, 27 June 2011 / 9:56 pm)
never say you cant until you try it
hellllo.
stayed at home today .______.
then ♥ came to visit me :D
which later on left with a headache.. D:
sorry! :(
(Sunday, 26 June 2011 / 11:55 pm)
wonder wonder wonderlanddddddddd
watched all episodes of "deadmen wonderland" today.
i find it sickening.
nights.
(Saturday, 25 June 2011 / 11:00 pm)
Money is a petrol that travel the world.
haizzz. D:
so dead today. but dardar came to visit me.... :D
but in return................... :( i may have harmed him.
anyway today i woke up @ 4am++ and there was pain in my chest. i couldn't breathe and my heart was in tremendous pain. to the extent that i really had to go out in my sleeping wear just to breathe some fresh air....... but to no avail. ........
it was still pain.. so i went back in to BOIL WATER and drink from it. used to it already though. but it doesn't help.... lying back on bed isn't any help either.. so i just sat on the chair with my legs on the table and that's how i fell asleep again.. till 7am++ i finally woke up.
so happy that the pain was gone i went back to my bed and.. slept till 10++ LOL.
O LEVEL ORAL IS COMING.. HOW? will i make it? :(
(Friday, 24 June 2011 / 8:26 pm)
hiding myself away in this tranquil solace
ytd i went doc the doc gimme some eye drop to cure infection after outting the eyedrop my whole eye swollen like mad
today i went back to the doc cause i have high fever. then when i reach the clinic the fever subsided...... then i told the doc things....
then later went hospital. the doc' gimme injection wtf super pain and made me eat some pill make me sleepy only walao eh
(Tuesday, 21 June 2011 / 11:01 pm)
Truth may hurt, but lies hurt WAY more.
went to have fun today ~~~~
later on went NEX, ate Buffet @ MOF : chocolate fondue.
later on went vivocity ;D walked around, didnt buy anything..
my slippers was uncomfortable :(
later on went kallang mac to have dinner and then.....
went home :D
(Monday, 20 June 2011 / 6:08 pm)
IM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE {:
(Y) I like this.
Went Kallang Leisure Park today ~~~~
ateeee @ Burger King.
Watched Mr. poppers & his penguins (or something liddat LOL)
that's all hahahahha ^_^
I HAZ DECIDED IM GUNNA LIVE MY LIFE {:
( / 11:36 am)
Last Moment of Road Kamelot.
(Sunday, 19 June 2011 / 9:03 pm)
A day without you is hard to think, but a day with you is hard to bear...
MY DOGGY IS SO CUTE
hahaha
HAPPY PAPA DAY TO EVERY MALE OUT THERE :D
anw today ~ after chinese tuition went Lakeside ~
went to jiefu's house ~ ate ~ he cooked pasta and tangyuan!
he really cook not bad. next time want free food i shall go find him!! :D:D
ok so initially he wanted to help me jailbreak my phone then... his friend said that it needs my comp to be there :( for idk whaat. so in the end i never jailbreak,.. T-T
so yeah ~ ate ~ slept ~ peed ~ (LOL) the regular cycle of nathyy :3
ok so yeah anyway i went home.....
(Saturday, 18 June 2011 / 1:54 am)
I hold you close today for fear off losing you tomorrow.
I remembered I was in Malaysia on 18July2010.
That's last year.
Anyway today wasn't an productive day because.. yeah i didn't study once again.
(Friday, 17 June 2011 / 11:44 pm)
I miss me even if they don't!
Went out superrrr early today ;D
stayed around awhile until 1pm+, went to Katong Pool there. (idk called what????)
later on went to PP ~ then got people as us buy this "Toby discount tickets" thinking that is worth it we bought it....
so then we wanted lunch there (its 3pm+ nia) then when we reached they tell us lunch timing is over?? wth? we were sad cause initially we wanted to eat at swensons and when we gave in to this thingy they tell us cannot T_T
so yeah went to banquet to eat first, thinking that night then go back. ate Curry Chicken Noodles :D nathyy doesn't know how to eat chicken properly.....
later on walked around ~ then went LAN ~ killed zombies f5!!!!!
later on went to watch some peepo play pool, then headed for Toby's again.
lolololol it's like young kids like us is so ignored T_T but still haahahah the food was okay ba....... i guess?
soooooo yeah that's how today is like ~
after that walk around ~ then went ECP.
chatted thereee with the gentle and chilling breezeeeeeeeee ♥ spotted the red moon!!! :
later on went home ~~
and the moon was no longer red:
THE SKY IS BLEEDING!
(Thursday, 16 June 2011 / 11:15 pm)
To make your life simpler and easier, stop frustrating yourself from things that don't really exist.
today was nth.
i woke up then i chatted online awhile then i went back to sleep.
and then i woke up. went for piano. and now im using the comp. and later im sleeping.
this is my life!
(Wednesday, 15 June 2011 / 9:53 pm)
I'm not insulting you, I'm just describing you.
NEW PICS UPLOADED
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4 DAYS :) scroll down to seeeeeeeee :D
today was the last day for mummy to be in Singaporeeee :D
went Somerset 313 to have breakfast @ Toastbox hehehe. :D I like their Curry chicken rice! but that's in Malaysia. Malaysia really know how to cook spicy & hot.. (Y) In Singapore, they give little bit curry nia :( Probably think because Singaporean don't eat spicy.. sobs.
so yeah walked around....... cineleisure..... and then met the pig and the pig-boy.
they bought gong cha for me :D
Mango aulait (or whatever it is.)
later on walk walk around..... went ion orchard.. hahaha
went coffee beann!
kekekekekez. i think their cakes getting more and more disgusting :( it's not yummy anymore, compared to last time. :(
or maybe it's just me. hahaha.
anyway so yeah ~ later on went backk home ~
had dinner @ katong ~~~~~~
then went to airport. :D
sent her back ~
(yes, i know my face abit cmi here.)
BTW PEEPS.
TODAY'S MOON IS VERY BEAUTIFUL.. :)
If you read this before 16june 2am, remember to look at out of your window & admire the moon! ^-^
(Tuesday, 14 June 2011 / 11:26 pm)
If i see something that i want, i usually get it. :3
hello peepoooooooooo. :D
ok so today i went to guardian's house to hahahahha lalalalala and hehehehehehe
while packing some things i really found many old things. like dairies, notes, and messages. hhahahah. and all this "spamming books" and "drawing books". :D
SERIOUSLY i couldn't believe how childish and bored i was. I MEAN IT'S LIKE LOL we would draw pictures of girls, and then labelled them as guys in the class. we would draw ugly pictures of people whom we dislike. and write things like,
I AM _____ & I DECLARE THAT I HATE _____. hahahaha. :D
most importantly i found Charlotte's little notes for me.. :) and yes, i've kept them now. :D
talking about charlotte i really miss her.. :(
anyway some pix:
here's some pix:
miss them all :(
ANYWAY..... haiz my piano skills really are deproving :( i want to cry alr! Saturday is rehearsal :( i scared i scared.
ok anyway yeah.
later on went AMK hub.
then went to ribenchun in leisure park for dinner.
so full D:
ok nothing say le LOLZ bye ~
(Monday, 13 June 2011 / 11:33 pm)
Tears are the purest form of expression. ♥
todayyyyyy, mummy & i met dardarrrr @ PP macs. :D
heheheh they chatted and chatted....
anyway a random pic taken: my kiss f3
mummy's nutrients pills :O
later on went Jurong point, followed by Clementi mall, then NEX. :D
i explored them all today! except JurongPoint, not completely explored. but its ok there's still other times.
and i realised west malls' pricing are.. so much cheaper :( and nicer! the shops like very different i think? :P
sooooo then ate desserts @ MOF. (?) @ NEX.
hehehe looks nice right! :D
and then dinner @ subwayyyy.
after that mummy went home cause she's tired......
so i went up to the sky garden for a chat......
and i realised/learnt many things:
- i should be more considerate of people's feelings. - i should be aware of what im really saying to people - think hard about what i said to people and do it - do not toy with other people's feelings.
(Sunday, 12 June 2011 / 11:30 pm)
The anguish, the hurt, the worry.. you've seen them all before.
the plan was to go orchard to shop shop today but...
stupid nathyy fell sick -___-
woke up at 5+++ and felt so DEAD. so i got out of this freezing room.. and i drank LOTS of water. D:
so when i went out for breakfast with family today i couldn't finish half the food -_-
... haiz.
later on went back home.
felt super sick,
fever!!!!! ToT
so our plan was ruined so my selfish sis went out leaving me and mummy alone at home D:
of course i feel bad la, cause its like i caused mama to stay at home with me D:
HOWEVER... LATER ON......
SOMEONE PASSED A MAGICAL STRAWBERRY TO PRO NATHYY.....