Tomorrow is chinese O level.
I'm SO not prepared but of course.. i will do my best :)






TODAY WAS A SUPER NOT-PRODUCTIVE DAY.

had tuition in da morning and right after that,
i helped my guardian with her fb.




later on we went to leisure park's AKASHABU (or something liddat) to EAT.
I ATE UNNAGI OMG WHY I LIKE UNNAGI SO MUCH.




so im just trying to say my whole afternoon went down the drain.


.......












I WILL DO MY BEST TMR.





i seriously have nothing to do.
what to do?
everyday lie on bed and think of stuffs.



I definitely cant get A1 this chinese 'O' level alr.
wasted..
it's like 3 dayy of hard work or - another 3months of hard work.
.... bad choice.
i should have known.













so i sort of like lied on bed and played fishing joy ._.
VERY not productive at all.

Today is just another day~

went MT intensive...
boy it was really boring. :(


went art... or not?
I had sore eye so i went home to rest...
and to chiong my chinese homework.
which is to be handed up in the late afternoon....










hhaahhahhaa anyway here are some pictures of my life for you~
not all are taken today :O






this is Jemmmy, th dog in mah house.
he is really naughty so..
there's something about him i can't openly blog online.
cause i know i'd just receive negative comments..
even when nobody knows anything x.x






do you see my broken nail? D:
so kelian right. :( PITY ME!!!






the scrumpy and fish-in-da-hat keychain on my pencil box! :D
cute righttttttt. :B
i remembered i had another keychain but spoiled.
for some reasons ALL KEYCHAINS DIE UNDER ME.. but i love' em.






this was taken today ^^
a nice scenery after finishing chinese tuition ^^"
so row-man=tik f5!








and then the rest is..
random food from all over the place LOL.





went to school ~_~

intensive MT was as usual,
spamming fishing joy.





later on the weirdo lessons..


and then..........


TH ART-O-DOOM.
finally today ms fud is back..
past few days was "guarded" by ms ibrahim... D:
and ms fud wasn't in a very mood D:









finally its like hehehehehehe.

today was supposed to be Parents-meeting session,
but no one came for me.
or rather, i knew that it's not gonna be productive,
nor is it gonna really help,
so i might as well inform my dad that he doesn't really have to come.
also, many of my classmate's parents ain't coming either.
so dont bad talk me thx. like you're any better ~







i mean it's like hahahaha when you dont like someone
you'd point out the person's every mistakes to another person,
even if it's a good friend of that person.
prolly to make yourself better while degrading the other... hmm.
humans!!!!!! :D





okay anyway let's stay relevant.


i waited in school and continued playing fishing joy!!! :D
and i've got my target..... *_*

A-LIL-PROGRESS-A-DAY;
MAKES-A-GOOD-O-RESULTS

ok nonsense LOL but yeah.




finally many parents arrived and.
i like looking at people's parents and comparing.. hahahaha!
i wonder if i look like my dad ?
i don't know. but i'm sure i look like my mom. :O

i was sad right after art ended cause i ran out of battery.

Helllloooooooooooooo.







NOWADAYS...
or rather........ SINCE QUITE LONG AGO....
LIKE.....
AFEW WEEKS......



I......
HAVE.....
BEEN....














obsessed with blogshops.
and their products of course.

U-N-F-O-R-T-U-N-A-T-E-L-Y,
I don't know how to do postage.
and I'm not very comfortable with giving my address online...
what if they send mas selamat/ah long to my house how? :( i dw die!!




anw yeah i've been looking at.........

http://spreewithus.weebly.com
http://yeppoyohouse.blogspot.com
http://www.lovelyspree.com






i want want want want want :(

but poor nathyy no money.

hmmmmmmmmm.



start to start saving! :D

y'know sometimes i really really really really really hate it.
when someone says "you dont understand me."
as long as the world "understands ___" is there.
be it "guys dont understand girls",
"girls dont understand guys", "she doesn't understand me",
"he doesnt understand me" or "no one understands me".

this really pisses me off to the max max max max max max max core.





ok so i bet you're gonna say
"thats because you (me) dont understand anybody".
~_~ owell.

but its like so.... dont-know-what.
i get really irritated and annoyed by it.
its like as if we never felt your level of emotion before.
be it sadness anger blablabla blablabla.








well i'm not pointing this at anybody though.
just saw this few words somewhere and yeah......












today's sooooooo not a productive day.
wanted to study but in the end..
no mood.

this morning watched "Coming soon" (thai movie).
it was...... gruesome like wttttf.
then i was alone at home till night and......
haiz this's probably why i didn't study i guess.
cant stop thinking of the movie :(

go watch !!!!!! :D










O level chinese is coming... in 8 more days.
if my maths didnt fail me.
goodluck and jyjy to you all peepo :D

hwellooooooo peepooooooo :D


i passed my history! LOL














kekkeke.
ate subway.
I ATE FOOTLONG :O
PRO RIGHT. HAHAHA.

after that played L4D2~~~~
I saw my goddess's sis :D
kekekekeke.













i have nothing to say.


well my dad is obviously disappointed with my results.
you can even say he gave up on me.
but of course, he still tells me to continue studying.......







i will go tuition once again from now on! :D

Miraculously I passed my art,
and failed e-maths as expected.
Lit was EXTREMELY disappointing so.... nvm.




yesterday i handed dad my exam papers.....
he wasn't very happy with it :(
and i was scaredddd. D:

but he didn't scold me....
however, he said this:
if i passed my MYE (passed 4 fail 3) to the minimum,
he'd let me keep my laptop.
if i FAILED, he'd keep my laptop.




OK WHICH I SUDDENLY THINK IM SAFE
FOR SOME REASON I KEEP THINKING IM GONNA DIE.
i told him alot people failed the tests ._.
which is totally NOT true because many people did well.
unlike me.
haiz.

...


...


....


























tired.

O levels is around the corner and I'm still being lazy.


idk how to face my dad with my poor results i've gotten back today.
I failed science, (thanks to chem -_-),
borderline passed chinese (ALOT lower than expectations),
passed SS to the minimum,
and english was.. well you can't say it's outstanding.


parents signature needed and handed up tmr.
HOW?
I DONT WANNA DIE YET......






ok actually all this results thing is not really dampening my mood.
what's really killing me is the June holidays time table --
DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF, DAF.
till the late afternoon.. sigh.

i mean.. well normally if it was other subjects i would have survived..
but DAF...
DAF= DNT, ART, FNN
WHICH MEANS.....
HOURS, AND HOURS OF ART
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




you know, 2 PERIODS OF ART IN SCHOOL IS ALREADY DREADING ME..
HAIZ...
HAIZ........
HAIZ.................



............












nevertheless i will attend.
for the sake of my O level art.

i was bloghopping around and i saw this recent post...




i cant help feeling hurt.
or maybe, you can call that 'jealousy..'










we were so close and well....
after we got into different schools,
we drifted apart..
no doubt you tried to interact with me,
but often i ignored it/not serious with it..
for i have other things to do.
and just afew weeks/days ago, you called..
and i didn't pick up.
i sms-ed you why?
and i could sense that you were somewhat down that i didn't pick it up.
i'm sorry.. :(



now, you've got a awesome best friend.. or rather, love.
i can't help feeling jealous and sad..
cause i really liked you alot back then.

and i've been thinking about this from time to time..
why didn't we bother to talk?
why didn't we bother to communicate and keep in touch?
why cant we be as close as before?

i really dont know how to describe how i feel,
given my limited vocabulary.
... :(










another blog i've hopped to was.. another one i treasured alot.
or rather, thought i treasured alot but no.
i took everything for granted.....

i know it' has already been 4 years..
and i'm only bringing this up now.
i wonder why?
are all humans like that, or is it just me?
why do we get and forget,
forget things and move on with life?
whyyyy ? :(
forget the things that made you smile in the past?
if they weren't there in the past, what would you be of today?
you'd probably be a different person.
in a good way or bad way idk, but i'm sure they have some impact in your life.













..........................................



















kekekezzz



went to watch Thor todayyy ♥"







later on walked around ~~~
then went swensons :]


ate ate ate.


wanted play LAN :(



@doubhygaut a PC bunk there,
idk if it's still called PC bunk still
but afew years back it's that. hahaha.

i saw my last year's seating partner :(
idk why, when i see him..
i sort of didn't talk to you..
i just waved, and immediately turned back and walked off..
later on i thought, why did i do that?
why didn't i went up to him and talk to him?
i don't even know the answer.
have i always been like that?
i missed him so (as a friend) and yet i couldn't even start
a simple conversation.
instead i walked off..
.............









later on went back to PL grandlink.
no space, so went to singpost to EAT WITH ME FIRST AHAHHA
eh i ate alot lor.


i ate :

• 1 choco banana waffle
• 1 white oreo waffle
• 1 chocolate blended float
• tom yam soup
• cheese fries
• garlic bread
  

WTF im getting fat.
AND I AM!!!!!


later on went back to grandlink hehehehe.
played L4D2 :)



then later on went back to my areaaaaaa ~~~~~
went NTUC HAHAAH and made ♥ carry my stuffs ROFL


then went home hehehehe






i don't feel bad!
this is the way!!! :D

I'm gonna be honest with myself from now on.

Hello little peepo. :(




YOU KNOW i'm seriously so bored of blogging :|
I mean there's really nothing to do ~ ~
well althou' blogger's really outdated
and people dont bother to post @ blogs anymore;
other wise deleted. D;


AND THAT MAKES ME REALLY BORED BECAUSE IDK WHY ALSO :|

THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!!


but either way it's fine to me hahhaha i'd still blog
as long as i can :D
since i forgot my livejournal pw T_T which was so precious to me D: D: D: D:







OK SO TODAY WAS A ok day except the sun is extraordinary hot :D
poor me have to suffer this stupid hot weather. D=
WHY CAN'T SG BE COLD ALL YEAR ROUND. GRR :(







kekekekeke i really haz nothing to do.
D: i wanna keep on playing and playing and playing..
actually, i wanna earn money LOL but owell ..
there's no time D:
i dont do blogshops i dont do work i dont do internet surveys.
hais kill me where to get money plzplzplzplz.




ok so i guess i wasted the past 2 days including today
for i'm not studying.
WHY AINT I STUDYING WHEN IM SO BORED...?
i wonder too.


hmmmmmmm.. :O

helloooooooo dear peepoooooooooo ♥





had my super super super super last exam today LOL!
i sort of screwed it up .. i guess.
was v. v. v. v. v. tired ytd :(
i slept @ like 10+!
then i woke up very late..
then i SUPER TIRED!!!
my eyes cant open sia.
then headache :( since last night.



then i went school i still damn tired.
its like really really gonna sleep.


then during the MT listening compre..
i really cannot tahan. T_T
so the answers i chose is anyhow guess de.
i chose the answer that makes the most sense. LOL!











later on went 日本村...... again.
@ paya lebar.
BUFFET ^_^
but haiz i really really getting fat :(
i feel so pregnant sia after eatting.
haaaaiz :|




so cute right. i shape it de.

keke :3




later on went..
Suntec..
raffles link..
Suntec....
Marina square.

then back to dakota :)






OK ANYWAYYYYYYYYY this was posted on 14 May but who cares.
i was really tired yesterday right :(






ok anw i nothing say le LOL.

so bored :|




i mean there's srsly nothing to do!!!





weather freaking hot zzz

happy mama day.






you know
nowadays
ive been eatting
MAC
NOT MAC
then is
BUFFET
NOT BUFFET
THEN IS
some sort of anything which is fat like WESTERN FOOD (Fried fish + fries and mayo and all)
if not
is
INSTANT NOODLES
WHICH IS UNHEALTHY







THEN YOU KNOW
WALAO
THE SUN
IS FREAKING BIG TODAY
I SLEEP
ALSO SWEATING
ZZZZZZZ

I BATH LIKE 4 TIMES LE LOR
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH






hellooooooooooooooooo.

went kPool.......... again~







kekekekekeee I really need to buck up for O's .. :|




why my life so sad :(
even my neopets dying on me T_T













anw went school today ~~~
had chem test which is like WTHHHH :(
people were screaming "easy" while i suffered........
haiz why like that......................... :(









is this the result of not going tuition?
or is it just my laziness....

nvm lets just call others smart.






























weeeeeeeehehehheheheeeeee :)







i love to eat sushi and fish.

weeheeeheeeeeeeeeeee :]







okay so today had Mathematics Papar 2 ~~~~~~~
LOL AS USUAL i screwed it... (expected LOL)
i mean, since when i never do badly for maths sia?! :(
except the last test/exam/whatever it is lah..





LOL my paper 2 ah.
question 3, 4 and 5.
it's like.. all more than 50% of the questions are blank.
sobsob. :(
my graph question also! hate graph!
graph suck!





then then then :(
haizzz i very sad.
but nvm.
i know i can get 3 marks in the 1st question already!
i worked super long on that and finally i got the equation! ^_^
yaaaaaaaaay *Cheeeeeeeeeers*
let us celebrate ~~~~~~~








okay so later on was art.....
lol during the 1hour break i was 'rushing' my color scheme but..
well of course there's not enough time IDK WHY;
usually the other tests 1hour was like soooo long but this time..
when i needed to do something.. it passed like soooooo fast -_-
time bullying me sia. haiz.









okay so later on ~~~~
went homeeee teeeeheeeeeeeeeeee.
then right I WAS y'know lying around as always.
then suddenly i finally have the feeling of revising tomorrow's chem paper..
AND THEN.. while replying a msg.
i saw my sis's msg and i realised
OMG THERE'S PIANO LESSON TODAY!!!! @ 7pm!!!!
then i realised its 7.15pm OMG!!!!!!

so i rushed over without revising :(
and of course when im back.. the mood is gone.




noooooooooooooo somebody pleaseeeeeeeeee help meeeeee D: D: D:













ok anw IM SUCHA $ FACE HAHAHA

today ~~~~~~


was chinese MYE!




i screwed up P1.
first right letter writing.
i was doing okay.

then suddenly need choose topic for 2nd compo.
i see then i was like OMG!
nothing to choose :(
so i choose the 3rd one.....
(in chinese) -
a situation whereby you tried to help your friend but end up causing harm to him/her.







so i wrote..
and..
i was rushing for time cause i realised i dazed off alot....
then......
my quality damn bad. haiz.

then i know my letter writing quite afew format wrong already.
haiz.....








P2 was okay.
i managed to finish the whole paper!
unlike other times, always rushing for time,
and ended up not finishing in time.
alot blanks.
but this time WOW i still got so much time left.
miracle right?

and last time i usually finish my compo fast.
this time is like i not enough time for compo haiz.
















anyway............

here comes history paper ~~~~~
i think i like Stalin h3h3h3h3h3.
i mean it's not all that difficult,
compared to the TOV or Rise of Japan.
think stalin of a person you hate & you can remember everything he did..............
hahahahahhahaha 8D

















today was a long long day :(










k3k3k3k3k3k3k3k3k3k3.




tomorrow's art and maths p2.

hope i survive..................

maths paper 1 killed me -______-


lit killed me too........ -_-





I WAS KILLED......
TWICE............
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO







and i was killed further by my flu......
disgusting........
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

okay so....


i didn't spend the day properly i guess.

its supposed to be my "chiong day" since friday & saturday was wasted.






haiz peishin pls pls pls pls pls dont like that :(
your O level is doomed already lahhhhh :(
can you like work hard you lazy girl :(









sobbbbbb.










ok anw what i did today was :
studied afew HOURS/minutes of maths.
(not more than 3hours..)
@ kallang mac








after that went home to look @ websites for LIT.
which never helped because im tired.







tomorrow, i'd just brush abit of SS,
its fail already soo idc.





literature its depending on my luck, once again.................
















i didn't screw my exams.
exams screwed me.