The pain from truths would be temporary, but the pain from lies would be forever.
pictures taken yesterday! (not in order.. :D)
@kimberley's house.. siyi admiring the golden rechievers :D
@charlotte's house.. her cute cute dog!!!
@KFC (for dinner) no matter what expression she makes, she's.. just.. photogenic @_@ *jealous*
a picture taken 2 days ago...
rmb i was talking about.. a cat? with a worm/large intestine exposed.. here's the picture:
(Friday, 30 July 2010 / 1:33 am)
morning, i went swimming with denise! met at 7.45, walked to geylang east swimming complex. after "swimming", or rather playing for 20mins. it rained. then we got chased out :( my $10 cheapo slipper sucked. my leg hurts. i brought my cute domo furry bag, and it was raining. heavily. i dont wanna ruin it. i dont have a umbrella. i walked barefoot-ed. bought a $9 umbrella. stepped on several painful routes with my barefooot. the $9 umbrella is really lousy i hate it.
bought cup noodles at 7-11 headed to denise's house. bathed there, ate there, did hwk there. later on 11.30 headed out. as she needed to go school. i saw a friggin' cat whn walking that direction to the swimming complex. i thought is a gigantic worm i damn disgusted, i walk away. now walking back same direction, i realised. that's the large intestine, isn't it ? gross. srsly wtf.
went home, bath again, changed, got ready. took mama's lappy to eunos MRT to pass it to her. damn hungry, ate fish porridge there with her :) i was staring at sy's apartment so i called her. and said that im gonna go her house. went there with mama cause mama said she wants to go. later on played around in her room. bored liao, then suggested to go to mama's house. went there, lol dogs were adorable as usual. played around in mama's house. later on her family came back.
nicely, charlottelim called came to mama's house. although she dont really know mama. later on went to charlottelim's house cause.. yeah. later on sy realized she left her specs at mama's house. stayed in charlotte's house, and around 7.15, headed back to mama's house to get back the specs. and, to buy dinner, which is kfc. toopid nathyy nv bring wallet need borrow $$ take bus . lol charlotte offered me 1 of her spicy chicken, thanks uh! ^-^ really appreciate it, haha and thanks for sy's shared coke too!
later on.. headed back to charlotte's place. slacked around awhile, webcammed. later on was quite late alr, 10.30pm. quite dark nathyy scared la. taxi-ed to eunos MRT because.. charlotte & sy going that direction too. thanks for the taxi ride! so yeah went home.
TODAY I GO HOME. 11pm+ i damn scared. thn hor i walking. suddenly I HEARD MUSIC WHICH I THOUGHT WAS GHOSTLY CHANTING BEHIND ME WTF THEN I WANTED TO TURN MY HEAD AND LOOK THEN SUDDENLY 1 BANGLA RIDE HIS BIKE PAST ME THEN I SCREAMED WTF OMG I FELT MY FACE DAMN WHITE cos actually i was thinking of blood pledge. cuhz that day i watched blood pledge. also quite dark alr whn i go home so i thinking of the same thing. thn sudddenly the bangla rid past me i scream lor i damn scared somemore.. dark + ... *dont wanna mention it here* haiz ._.
go home, wanted chiong eng hwk. thn realised deadline extended ? or maybe not . idc. thn i tio scared by screamer. THEN, someone go share scary photos on msn with me. zzzzzzzz FML la.
(Wednesday, 28 July 2010 / 11:13 pm)
Don't ask me "what's up" every time we talk. It was always the ceiling, and until my house gets bombed, it will continue to be the ceiling.
today i pretended i got school. i wore my uniform went to.. xueyin house! intended to do e-learning, english ^_^
turns out internet connection's from singtel, and we couldn't connect to moodle ._.
before that waited for kimberley for an HOUR. LOLS, later on bought kfc porridge for breakfast and headed to xy's house.
okay let's just say.. in her house since we couldn't access moodle. we started to drift off to do other things . kimberley started watching anime, i started playing o2jam and audi, while xueyin started... dunno doing what LOL .. fb ?
later on .. headed to marine parade library.. :D bought umm things ! then uhh ate ! turns out, also cant connect :x besides, there's no plugger thn also cant stay long for sure.
later on after decided. xy and kimberley came to my house :D only had little time left, cause xy gtg dinner at 6 :) so.. looked through.. then we kinda started slacking again.. LOL
overall, 1 day wasted LOL . i hope tomorrow can watch inception! ^_^
(Monday, 26 July 2010 / 10:07 pm)
nice day. maybe cause it was raining..
lit class.. walao i got pushed to a all-boys group.. then kimberley go all-girls group.. walao! LOL
On friday. I realised i lost my newly bought fullscape paper. srsly, who SOOOO poor must even steal a $2 ? cant afford ? i pity that person . the parents never give money.. :(
On Satursday. I realised my maple acc got hacked. Quite sad i am, but not very. who the hell so bo liao maplestory game also want to hack ? Cause too noob, cant even ownself earn money ? must do things the "shortcut" way? :( haiz, i pity the person's noobness. cant earn $$ jiu hack ppl. lols ?
Today. I realised my calculator is missing. And i have no idea how it disappeared -_- im 100% sure i put it in my bag . then i never touched it.. then it "poof-ed" and disappeared.
fml.
(Wednesday, 21 July 2010 / 8:51 pm)
It is not exactly cheating, I prefer to consider it creative problem solving.
sunrise ♥
today i went to school... didn't want to :( went kfc ;D with kimmyyy, xy & xt ;D
called my guardian to tell her that i duwan go school :( but i couldn't call her.. T_T THEN I DAMN SAD...... ARGH i finally thought of a excuse IN THE END i called her, "singtel customer is currently unavailable." called house, "she still sleeping" ZOMFG T_T
THEN HOR WHEN I REACH SCHOOL SHE SMS ME "anything?" OMG I REACH SCH LE LOR T_T
so yeah went sch,,
check out my maths results ♥
well school is shittty :(
for you♥
(Tuesday, 20 July 2010 / 10:23 pm)
for you are still someone important to me ♥
went sch. yay yanbin is back!!!!!!! ♥ been so lonely in physics class, then finally she's baaaaaack!!!!! ♥ talked about.. "THINGS" HEHEHEHEHEH O YAY I LOVE HER SO MUCH LA!!!!!! why is she so slim & pretty ._.
lateron.. LOLS i failed my maths . woohooooooo! i'm starting to deprove in my english too. i wanted to get 20/20, turnned out i got 14/20. and i was so hardworkingly doing my reflection during recess lor! lols then today de i anyhow-ed.. cause i wanted go recess.. D: gaaaah, whateverrrrrr, shit.
lolsolsolsolsolsolsosloslsols. kimmy didn't come school today :( so i sat with elyn in lit class.. D: ii couldn't see the friggin' protractor lols . owell whatever.
aaaaah,chem & maths test on friday. today my chemistry teacher didn't come, so yeah but there were worksheets distributed. i was GODDAMN happy i could do part I, which is.. umm i think is banlancing equation. i was really happy!!! going on to part II.. I STARED AT THE PAPER.. AND I REALISED I HAVE NO FRIGGIN' IDEA WTF ARE ALL THESE. same goes for Part III and the rest. o god... :(
needa buck up on maths and science . anyone willing to teach me ? i could only listen to a friend, and not even myself .
(Monday, 19 July 2010 / 8:56 pm)
Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.
let's just say..
i went school today? LOL
ok i.. didn't cheat on my SS test! miracle, isn't it ? and consequence is.. i wrote only 2 sentence!!
well despite that. at least my friends congratulated me for not cheating ^_^ thanks harrrr!
as in, i'm really trying to kick out the habit of cheating. i dont wanna lie to myself forever :( THUS! i shall just do what is right. from now on i will not cheat in test. from now on i will do things honestly. i will not lie i will not cheat i will not steal. if i were to start doing all this again, i'd give you permission to stab me. T_T nah just kidding. ROFLS
okay this FMA ss-es were taken DAMN FRIGGIN' long ago. so.. i'll post it here so i can get rid of it in my desktop LOLS
once again, me, yen & sharkie audi-ing! :D
LOL ok this one i anyhow ss one.. LOLs
(Sunday, 18 July 2010 / 10:54 pm)
If only you were mine.
didnt do anything much today ba. damn tired.
(Saturday, 17 July 2010 / 10:41 pm)
A smile is a sign of joy. Hug is a sign of love. Laugh is a sign of happiness.
hihihi
went to cchms's bazaar today! had piano lesson before it, thought i was gonna be late. cause the teacher was late, cause had stomach ache =.= then i thought i'll be late cause suppposed to meet kimmy at 11. then she came at 11.. lol in the end kimmy just woke up so its okay!! :D
anw reached cchms. met with jingting, jingting's friend, anna, henrylin & peishan! :D wheeeeeeeee we all changed so much ^_^ so went around, lol nth buy de -_- the only thing me and kim bought was... fishballs LOLS and i bought something from i-Cafe! some strawberry snowshake which doesn't taste anything like it.. o well. we saw Ms Vanessa Lim!
so yeah later on jt & her friend left.. yay we hugged ! ^_^ later on slacked at ps's classroom. LOL her classmates couldn't tell i was her sis.. do i differ that much from my sis ? :(
ummm later on seperated. me & kim went to my hse to get a jacket ;D then ummmm went cineleisure ;D hmmmm bought tickets for 7pm de . we wanted 5.15pm de, but alr 5pm then the seats are seperated, then kimmy duwan :( and the seats quite unfavourable.. so yeah 7pm . we had 2hours slacked around ;D 1st we wanted find food cause we haven't eat. it was... 5pm alr lor LOL no breakfast no lunch. after walking so far and making up minds . we ended up at KFC.. LOLS yay i bought meltz ^_^ i like melts!!!!!
later on wanted had dessert at this.. particular shop. called i forgot what. then i see the desserts are like drinks only then cause we want kill time also what.. then in the end i dont like it then ended up at Macs.. LOL then talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk then yeah 6.30 i finsihed my mcflurry ROFLS then 30mins quite alot leh. then i she ask me buy something else.. LOLS if not stay there without any food is like tkaing up their place not good. see, we're so considerable!
then yeah i wanted buy that mini coke since i dont like coke & only 30mins left. then in the end i said "regular coke" cause it hought that's the $1 de in the end its damn big.. LOL waste my money and drink :( finally 7pm alr i still got like 85% of the coke.. LOLS
made our way up there . watched "Blood Pledge"! ahhahahahahahaha quite nice la, kimmy says not scary XD i scared of the part where the girl hanging.. cause i got personal phobia of it :( hah, sucks.
so yeah later on went home. quite dark alr, round.. 11pm+ liddat le. OMG THE ROAD I WALKING cause is the 2.4 of my sch way home what. beside canal GOT PPL FISHING ZOMFG WHO KNOWS THEY MIGHT BE THE "GANG OF SLASHERS" OMGGGGGG then idont dare go home.. LOL
ANW HOR WHN I WALKING RIGHT GOT 1 BANGLA PRETENDING TO BE SMS-ING THEN I LET IT WALK INFRONT FIRST THEN HE WALK ALR SIT AT A SEAT OMFG THEN GOT ANOTHER BANGLA ON BIKE THEN THEY 2 LIKE GOT EYE CONTACT I SO DAMN SCARED SIA THEN NICENICE THE BICYCLE PAST ALR THEN GOT SOME REASON TURNED BACK OMG!!!!! THEN I WALK DAMN FAST OMFG I DAMN SCARED I SWEAR then the 1 on phone ALSO SUDDENLY STAND UP AND STARTED TO WALK THE SAME WAY AS ME OMGGGGGG THEN I WALK DAMN FAST WTF OMG then in the end im safe, cause i reach the road alr . road = got houses houses = got ppl that's what i think, at least.. quite dark alr though but hey at least im safe. although my neighbours opp my house are indians for some reason i feel quite safe and "an xin" cause appearantly got alot of them like outside the house talking chatting drinking i think i feel so ^_^ la hahahah i think they're nice ? of course they won't harm their neighbour, right.. ? LOL afterall i live opp. them ROFLS!!!!!
SO YEAH THE END IM SCARED LOL
(Friday, 16 July 2010 / 11:09 pm)
New! Edit A Favorite of 2 Users when you know love,you will know hatred.
art's scaring me. i mean it!! boil wax ? put hands near hot pot & rish being scalded ? pour hot wax, risking it to drop on your hand ? O-M-G there's a reason why i cant take cooking -_- I CANT STAND HEAT + FIRE + ANYTHING HOT!!!!!! aaaaaah :(
i mean i doo love art i don't wanna drop painting. paper cutting looks kinda difficult too.. aah :(
whatever. i spent ALOT of $$ on paintbrushes drawing pencils drawing pens water colour pencils water colour paint and penknife lor . alot $$ lor..........
not only that but CCA's kinda scaring me as well. the teacher think's i'm a lunatic..... o well . sad :( cca's really tiring and hard . lol the break only 5mins.. we disappeared for 20mins LOLS ^_^
lols later on headed to parkway.... ummm had dinner ;D then we uhh met with my sis ;D to chit chat blablablabalbla ate snowflake. then go coffee bean saw my art teacher!!! haha :> i like her!!!!
so yeah end bye!
(Thursday, 15 July 2010 / 11:30 pm)
so many things to do, so little time.
my fringe is retarded i hate it!
today is thursday. i had english compo! i really hate writing compo because i suck at it!!
i really hate school! someone help me! aaah!!
(Wednesday, 14 July 2010 / 9:19 pm)
Free me from your wrath..
went school. as usual did nothing..... omg i realise i really almostt fell asleep in chemistry lesson o_O then suddenly i felt like i was falling down then i woke omg head damn pain nowadays dunno why zzz
er then yeah nth alr lor . woooooooo no physics lesson today. although i love physics . to the max!
anw dear fb friends pls send me errr sulphur and mercury in my empire or maybe uhh those sushi thingys in restaurant city i will love you doods to the max then .
byeeeeeeeee
(Tuesday, 13 July 2010 / 10:27 pm)
it's not the minutes that passed, it's the moments that counts,.
today is...... tuesday ;D
went school. ;D
later went to.. city plaza ? i think ;D watched "Dispeakable me" it's very funny and cute !!! and i like the main character :DDD i like the part he read the bedtime stories to the children!!! hahahahahaha ;D
ok so yeah later on.... hmmmm i kinda didn't tell my guardian that i'd be home late ROFLS obviously she had some "plans" for me i guess... :D but its okay! hahahahahhahahahhaha [=
so yeah . tomorrow'd be wednesday . another long day indeed .. $$ fly $$ fly! ;D
(Monday, 12 July 2010 / 9:12 pm)
One person is undeniably good to me, The other left me before but my love has never faded for him..
went sch 2.4 wow wtf LOLS
err then co
my head damn heavy today eye want close want close headache
finally go home liao want puke want puke liddat want sleep also cannot because..... yeah hais i want study also cannot, ._. sometimes i wish i could just say my phone spoiled and my comp is being sent for repair or something so that i can force myself to study.. so that i wouldn't have a excuse to escape.. so that maybe i could get away from.. =x
(Sunday, 11 July 2010 / 11:04 pm)
people lie, but things dont.
didnt really do anything i guess today ?
thought almost went to cut hair -.- guardian bad mood mar, then suddenly say want cut my hair i beg i really duwan then she damn angry but she still bring us out buy stuffs lols
yaaay subway for dinner ? :D
(Friday, 9 July 2010 / 11:34 pm)
choke me with those tear-stained hands and be satisfied with my death.
school's so shit. cca's so tiring. piano's so stressing. family's so killing. exam's so stupid. lesson's so boring. wtf is wrong with life.
aaaaaargh :(
idk what to do.. srsly i really don't know whether you're playing.. or are you seriously.. i really dontknow.......
i want to know you more y'know.
(Thursday, 8 July 2010 / 10:04 pm)
Live each day like its your last...one day you'll be right.
today.. nothing.. as usual ?
umm let's see.. i went to school...
MATHS TEST.. I SCREWED IT . I SCREWED IT SO BADLY.. haiz i really can't seem to concentrate in class.. i'd either be sms-ing.. drawing.. sleeping.. day dreaming.. smiling to myself.. talking.. or something.. nothing related to listening in class.
i told myself i would, but i guess i couldn't do it after all .
haiz i really like ice kachang. -_-
later on english . last lesson's english compo. i was doing it happily. i am really satisfied with my compo alr . then i realised - it has to be past tense . means - it has to have happened already . not present tense .
fuck, srsly what's wrong with my life . now i can't really get the marks i really want ._. cause i loved english ever since sec1, and it was kind of my "best" subject. i rmb-ed i have NEVER failed english before ROFL until sec3 lor, i swear -_- heh heh.....
anw so yeah later on was art . eh no it was.. i think MT . yeah MT, nothing de lor . then art . art 3 periods . woooah i red eye there sia . i was thinking about waiting till the 3-periods-of-hellish-english lesson then i tell my teacher i not feeling well then go sick bay.. in the end before art lesson even ended then not red le. haiz, :(
so yeah later was the english lor. hmm satisfying marks i guess.. although the paper was easy, or told so by my teacher . my vocab really sucked lol . haiz ._.
(Wednesday, 7 July 2010 / 9:16 pm)
You throw dirt, you lose ground..
Happy birthday to eileeeeeeeen :D:D:D:D:D
Hmm, went KFC today ;D with DEE,EILEEN,MAMA & FILICIA;D hmmmmmm then yeah .
after sch, went home . change bath then went parkwayyyyyyy to buy art meterias . walao i really xintong see my $$ gone la . lols 1 day i spent like $60 $60 is actually 180 packets of tissue 180 packets of tissue is 6 months of flu survival . WALAOOOO
later on went to park to........ yeah nights.
(Tuesday, 6 July 2010 / 10:05 pm)
Never lose a friend just for a bit of love.
nth much ba today.
fagging SS la . nnever bring file = stayback srsly, wtf ?
(Sunday, 4 July 2010 / 10:15 pm)
did nth today.
went parkway. eateateat. swensons seems boring to me now.. so does subway. jack's place don't look appealing either..
i dontknow what to do ? i'm really frustrated about the fact that maple's making genesis cooldown. but the thing is that i'm really lazy to train.
audi is.. boring without friends.
i dont like to study .
what should i do. ?
( / 1:06 am)
what if i were to say it wouldn't last ?
YAAAAAAAAY.
went with kimberley mama to cosfest ;D
LOLS. okay 1st hor . meet at 9.45am (that's goddamn early) and paranoid me keep thinking that i will late.. SO, i left house 1 hour before it.. LOLS okay ya i've got bad time management.. LOLS i mean, i don't know how much time i need anw =\ and i've always been fearing being late. as actually y'know.. i've always been late for everything LOLS
OK SO ANW YEAH reached . went whitesands . lol its like better than parkway sia . at least there's better arcade i guess.. more shops ?
ate breakfast @ macs since both of us haven't eat . then ... went to buy mama's earpiece ;D LOL ok so she bought.. later on followed peepo LOLS to that place.. then we were following them.. reached at around 12 i guess.. then we're too early, abit awkward since we know no one there.. so we went mc cafe to eat eat drink drink ~ i let her play my iPhone!!! till no batt take pics LOL
OK SO YEAH later on mama realised her new earpiece sux LOL as in very easy spoil i guess.. idk.. :\ but it's cheap + there's 2 buy 1 get 1 free.. pink + blue 8D
ok so yeah anw FINALLY 2pm le . we went there ;D but shiro haven't reach yet :x but we heck care just walk walk around.. LOLS took pictures .
so yeah.... abit no batt. le so didn't take much :( left 20% to survive on calls + sms-es.. hahas :]
LATER ON MET ANGEL ~ then took pictures .
so yeah . MY 2 OBJECTIVES : meet SY meet angel
BOTH ARE COMPLETED YAAAAAAAY. so yeah i'm quite contented today ba.
O YEA O YEA O YEA ~ ~~ ~ ~~
(Friday, 2 July 2010 / 10:27 pm)
Angels can fly because they take themselves lightly; devils fall because of their gravity.
school today.
had co. tiring. haiz the teacher make me practise like mad just cause i skipped 2 lessons during holidays :( and its not like i skipped it for nothing lor.........
owell so yeah i'm tired.
eh you know walao i pass my elective hist lor . wtf the teacher still ask me to go remedial ? only 5 ppl out of the whole class go . wtf why am i 1 of them ? I PASSED LEH BLINDASS.
i dontknow how to continue this anymore. it'll never happen anyway.. i'd just have to believe it.