the twins !
so cute righttt :))






so this is a monster..
is it a starfish, or an octopus ?
D:

went out :3
today quite fun la..
although didn't accomplish the "objective" =x
sad T_T





later on went home watched bleach.
again.
heh heh.
i swear i want to catch up with the latest episode T_T
i'm lagging so darn behind .
later, i will watch FMA.
then, i'd watch those 20+ episodes anime heh heh .

any anime recommendations ?
Lucky star's in my mind liao hahahahhaa
then maybe i watch xxxx holic or something like that.
then i'd watch darker than black .
then...... idk .
but recommendations will still go first !


anyway some cool and REALLY innocent pictures : (heh?)









isnt this boy just so CUTE.

watched bleach the whole day ;D


audi-ed awhile .

yeah; around like that ba .


nice scenery on my way to schooooool :)











heh heh.
today was... last day of school!!!
:D:D:D:D:D
got back report book..
although i wouldn't say it's good..
but i'm still quite happy la.. haha [:







anw here are some innocent clean pictures from bleach :




hahahahahahahahahahhahahaa


ok so you'd be asking .
"why are you posting dirty pictures on your blog?!"
and i'd be ...
hmmm oh no i don't know why either hahahahahahhaha















._.
sorry leelee..
i know you most probably wouldn't be seeing this but still.
sorry for not being able to visit you on hospital this day.
sorry.......

today was..
okay la .
hahahahahhaa
watched this video in action threatre.
quite nice ley i think.
THE STORY
SO SADD
HAIZZZZZ
but too bad i never cry hahahahahah

and hor got this kite flying programme
walao the violin music damn nice la .
i really wanna learn violin :(








hi
do you rmb me ? :(
the times where life was happy.
nothing seemed to make me feel down.
because you'll be there to make me happy
cuhz i know you'll always be there for me.



hi
do you still rmb me ?
can you recognise me ?
do you still think of me ? :(
although it happened long ago
it happened so fast.

wheeeeeee.
speech day today :]
went leisure after sch to eat .
thn went back school.
its arnd 4+
thn tcher want us wait until 7
thn we start
wtf right -_-

played police and murderer up there 8)
hmmm its supposed to bea long period
but it passes so fast :P
owell .


later on was our performance .
i promised myself that i shouldn't and will not dream while playing .
if not i'd just .. forgot where we are playing and screw up everything .
1st song was okay cuhz i like that song alot alot (!!!!)
2nd song.. YESSSSSS; effort paid off - i managed to play the hardest part correctly!!
after countless practise luh duh .. it was hard okay!
3rd song, i thought it was easy .
in the end i lost concentration and i realise idk where we played until
until some perticular parts aaaaar .

later on damn late the sky damn dark .
sobs so dark i scared walk home myself sia .
owell .

audi-ed last night.
got 1 person called fuckass spammed LOL













xD



and here are some erm .
very "innocent" bleach ss-es LOL




















h3h3h3h3h3h3h3h3h3
someone said my hair is ugly .
i am so going to cry now .

Hi.
I apologise of the lack of update for a week
as my cousin has completely ignored the fact that
I CANT USE THE INTERNET.

HAIIIIZ
life is sad .
i know .
well obviously i couldn't say anything cuhz i know .
my results suck .
therefore .
i shouldn't.... yeah.




so yeah his wedding is finally over .
which happened so much that the internet stopped working on his wedding .
meh ?

got back school results :(
suck like hell .
but it's okay....
bbecause ..
I'VE NEVER DONE WELL BEFORE SO THIS IS SOMEWHAT EXPECTED .
and i did study!!
but not much i admit .
been playing audi alot those times T_T



so yeah during the times where i have no internet.
(!!!!!)
been playing iphone games ROFL

heh here's the current ones :





Have i mentioned i love Garfield LOADS before ? :)







sheep game hahahahhaa




strike knight. LOL nice sound effects.




LOL froggy :D




guess what's this game called? LOL




spring :D




ninja TD ;D




hmm i forgot what's this LOL




SCOOOOOOOOPZ =D




oven break ;D





and lastly, punggol road.

LOL ok random i know -_-

had wedding today ;D



wheeeeeee i felt so drunk ROFL
:(

TODAY ISH


maths paper .
physics paper .



ITS SO HARD.






WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITS GAMING TIMEZXC

E-hist today.
haiz.
i know i wouldn't do well for it....
i never listened in class before.




Literature.
my quotes.. my points.
i cant seem to get them right.
both of my essays seem to have the same quote,
they seemed almost the same..
the poem, i swear i saw it somewhere before.
but i don't really bother to read things out..
this is just too bad .



lit is really my best subject..
i want to stay in NA.
what should i do,
what should i do if my best subject chooses to fail me now.....








tomorrow's maths .
i'd never pass maths i already screwed up paper ONE.
tomorrow's paper 2.
later on would be physics paper TWO.
i dont know why it is like this ?
should it just be paper 1 first.. on the same date ?
why drag it for 2 days .
I WANT. MY. PLAY.



owell.
i'd fail everything once again.














CONGRATULATIONS,
nathyy.

lit.
has.
totally.
pwned.
you.
(Y)

the history of getting a perfect score for CA1 would be a joke.

Had maths + chem today :(



maths.... was........ OKAY......
BUT..... that doesn't mean i'll score even a B -_-
cause there ARE some questions which idk how to do -_-
although the paper is claimed "SUPER DAMN EASY"
and "EASIER THEN SEC2 MATHS".
and yes i still have blanks.
and i know some of my answers are crapped up.

arrrrrrrrrrrr -_-




chemistry.
gosh i know i should have revised but noooo i just didn't .
damn :(
okay although i studied.
i really DID studied.
i still couldn't do the test -_-
wtf are those formulas seriously.
i dont seem to find them anywhere on the textbook -_-!
the consequences of not listening in class....... :(
well although yeah paper1 was the last paper.
no mood alr by then, and i was kinda having flu.
felt so sick moodless and tired i just can't seem to concentrate.
then at the end of the exam,
my OAS answers are like completely different from other people's answer trend.
which means = fuck i got the answers all wrong -_-
which i don't blame anything because i was kinda anyhow guessing the answer..
well i dont know how to do most of them anyway......................






tomorrow'll be Literature and E-hist.
i really hope i can do well in lit cause it's my best subject i guess.
i hope to at least get a B.
history sucks in my opinion.
all i know is stalin is a cruel ruler.
and trotsky is stupid.. ?
well that's all i know cause i heard that like 100 times during lesson.
not that i listen in class la actually it's just that argh it just goes into my ear.
cause y'know.... yeah.











SO YEAH; goodluck :)
after tomorrow,
and tomorrow's tomorrow.
i'd be having fun.
satursday would be my cousin's wedding.
no need study alr .






PHYSICS - GG!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEISHAN & MINYI LIN (:






met kim at kfc.
thn went school.
we took mrt to school BECAUSE uhh kim wants to.
yay, 1st time seeing the new mrt =x
although i think its kind of retarded .
2 mrt so near each other =/

later on went art .
hoho we thought we were late but we're not :)
had art .
okay, at first.
i was like "OMFG WHAT SHOULD I DO IDK HOW TO DRAW!!!"
and i really had problems drawing the shape of the objects .
specially the fork and spoon -_-
YESSSS teacher said minimum 5 objects .
so i took the bowl out .
then left 6 .
then i wanted to either take out spoon and fork .
then i see, aiya omg if i take out spoon,
forky will be lonely :(
and if i take out fork,
spoony will be lonely :(
and so i left both of them there LOL

well anw if i just draw a single fork and spoon,
together with cup plate apple banana
it would look weird la .
so i drew both lor.. so yeah :)
shit i wanted take out plate but i think w/o it it would be uugly .
in the end i draw like shit =.= nvm!



drewdrewdrew.
rofl i kinda crapped it out.
the grey colour pencil i lent from was shiny -_-
and it isn't even dark..
rofl
i know my shadows suck :(
and most of my objects kind of out of shape..
like the spoon and fork!!!
and the plate as well, maybe?
i halfway drawing really feel like crying sia.. lol


so yeah finished, like finally!!
i thought i no time sia .

cause hor the plate + cup they gave us
got flower pattern de -_-
then art, must be "detailed" marhs .
so i think also must draw the small tiny winy flowers T_T
then so yeah suddenly danqi turn behind
"30mins left leh"
then i haven't even start drawing the flowers (it's not easy)
then i was like OMFG WTFFFFFF
cause i halfway shading my shadows .
and shadow isn't easy...
then i was like CHIONGGGG
in the end i made it in time,
but overall it kinda sucks .
not enough time larhhs T_T
my flowers i just draw circle leys .
rofl ?




SO YEAHHHHHHH later on went home .
hmmm then yeah .
slept -_-




now 11.30pm
i chionging chem .
lol my maths i think i give up le larhs .
my circle properties, no need say le .
chem i still dont und alot of things :(


i reallly duwan drop to combined science .
i really duwan drop to NA .
i really duwan retain ..
i really dont want..

to disappoint anyone.

OKAY FOR THE 2 WHOLE WEEKENDS,
i have been....

cutting hair <- satursday (no mood study after that)
went to bought dress for wedding <- today (no mood study either)
therefore, i wasted my time
and i didn't study .
CHEM AND MATHS, IM REALLY FOR YOUR K.O ATTACK!




and the mean time.......


OOOOOH
MYYYY
GODDDDD

i should really do something about my fats -_-
WHY
AM
I
SO
FAT
HAIZ
I
AM
SO
SAD
LA
I
ALSO
DONT
LIKE
TO
BE
FAT
ONE

HAISSSSSS




the shoe :(
i dont really like to wear this kind of shoe T_T
MY FEET AR
SO FAT
STAY IN THAT SHOE
1HOUR
45MINS
30MINS
PAIN LIAO
HAISSSSSSSS
SO
SAD LA
T________T







HAIS T_____T

FATTTT
FATTTTTTTT
FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY




*suicides*

damn i went to cut my hair today.
forced by my guardian :(


now i look like a bloody retard !
this is so sad ..
i requested "below eyebrows"
and not only did it end up above eyebrow
and it's not even straight !
and i look horrible :(



i look like some xmm
hais .
nvm .
i won't cry .
*feels tears on eyes*


have you ever tasted tears before ?
yes i can't believe i've been liking the taste of it .
until just now i thought really hard about it .

tears = comes from eyes = eye juice ?
omg ........

i was

innocently .


going facebook .



and they gave me this:







SO
SAD RIGHT
MY COMP
REBELLING
AGAINST ME
T___________T


















--------------------------------------------




playing audi nowadays :)
some random pics :






wow look at fion's cheena clothing LOL





fion's pretty dress with the xmm face
(although she claimed that im the xmm, HPMM!)





me and fionfion xD
do we look like each other ?





darren & me heh





LOL fion and me xD





denise, darren & ME ! XDDD





random person, darren, me and lopy xD







OKAY SO YEAH hi i'm bored .







SS is finally over :(
now is to move on into the harder level: MATHS AND CHEM

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



today's ss
i screwed up .
i have no idea how to do source based question .
maybe cause the teacher sucks or i don't listen in class .
well most likely is that i don't listen in class .
but still the notes he gave us are so... -inserts word-
as in seriously, he doesn't even give us a friggin' model essay la ?
how to do sia .
all notes, how much help does it actually give ?


my essay, haiz my northern ireland i forgot all -_-
sri lanka i try write as many as i can..
i'm still not good at doing conclusion :(





life goes on ~

TODAY WAS,

mother tongue paper .
fuuuuuck i forgot my format .
i anyhow-ed.. hope it's right .


paper 2 was hardddie :(
i took a long time T_T
section A and B
my numbers all random D:
mostly are 4 and 1...
ALOT MUST BE WRONG !!!!!
*paranoid*



okay after school i pei denise :D
see i so good LOL
okay later went ECP with..... ♥
but away only :(

went home after that .
rofl i wanted to study .
then drag drag drag drag drag like shit .
lols .



now studying SS :(
i have no idea what it's talking about..
chapter 4..
i realised chapter 5 is easier after comparing .
but i alr study chapter 4 halfway :(
damn.......




heh .
i..
dk .

life's boring nowadays .
:(



can't wait for MYE to end ♥

Lol
blogging on mah phone because my Internet failed me once again ):
hmmm......

Eng paper today ;D
lol paper 1 mrs gopal test us before alr..
Walao thn nice nice I nv study ..
Study format nia..
Rofl.
My letter writing like same length as free writing sia .
Cham liao .
Nvm.

Paper 2 not bad la .
Some questions hard ):
okay my vocabulary sux .
I SWEAR I KNOW COMPLEX MEANS CONPLICATED..
but I see like it doesn't fit into the sentence ..
So yea ):

I rmb last exam test us what is "diagnosis" or something liddat .
But I nv study .
Haiz nvm .


Later on went ... "tuition".
Gossiped like hell hahahahaha
heh heh
later I bought macs home to earn $$ from my sis HAHA
she has to pay 150% of the price (:
I wanted double money actually .
But haiz she so poor thing
I so kind
nvm la
HAHA

school is so shitty..
Why.. ):



Tmr is officially the English MYE.
Haiz die le.
Idc larhs.
Fail jiu fail lor.
What can I do..




Went parkway again with kim and xueyin ;D
Xueting and company came later..
Heeehs .
Ate at subway hehes .
Walao lol I feeling damn sick la .
Feel like throwing up and I got this frigging flu .
No eppetite but yeah is I say want eat subway de =(


So yeah .
Halfway later suddenly rmb I got tuition at home ..
Lol.
Went home later on ..








for some reason, I still can't forget what that person said..
Although it might not be true, those words keep revolving around my mind
occupying my thoughts.
Is this the end of it?

TODAY IS THE 3 OF MAY
slept at 6am (wtf right)
woke up at 2pm.....
POWER ANOT



okay then went to revise.... MATHS!!!
IN THE END I DIDN'T REALLY REVISE ANYTHING..
i wouldn't do more then half of the questions.
AND
most of them is my sis help one .
HAIZZZZZZZZZ
AND IT'S ONLY CHAPTER 1~4........




owell ~
looks like i'm gonna fail .
nvm .
its okay .
i wont cry .
LOL



















random pictures :






see the scrumpy bag !
cute anot :D
my maid giving it away :(
gimme what...... lol
eh you see the left hand side of the pic
NICE
EFFECT RIGHT
SO NICE
ROFL








see my doggy so cute
hahahahahhaha










chocolate of a thousand leaves..
or something .
from coffee bean ;D
2nd time buying it o_o
rofl i ate it with henry + ps for the 1st time .
thn now with kimberley f5
LOLOLOLOLOL i thought i didn't like it but idk why i still buy..
so ex sia lol












CHECK OUT THIS PHOTO.......
my sis carrying the dog so cute right .
you see the right hand side of the picture!!!!!!!!