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(Wednesday, 31 March 2010 / 8:29 pm)

So let the pain remain forever in my heart.


school is so SHITTTT i don't know why is it so shit .
so yeah i'm grateful i slept so much yesterday =.=
the moment i reached home (which was like 6+ only)
i told myself not to sleep
but because my darling DOUBLE DECKER BED
(oh, i got it like a week ago, sorry for not mentioning!)
IS LURING ME TO LIE ON IT
I HAD NO CHOICE
T_T
BUT TO
GO UP
TO THE TOP ONE
AND LIE THERE
IN 10MINS..
20MINS..
I LIED THERE
TRYING MY BEST
NOT TO SLEEP
PLAYED WITH MY WHINY PHONE
BUT IN THE END
i still fell asleep.

FUCK, i wasn't like this last time lol .
i could really stand not sleeping even when i lied on the bed 2hours doing nothing .
yes, i really am like that lol .
but now for some reasons i love sleeping so much i had to sleep ever minutes i feel free .

well do you know ?
i didn't touch my laptop yesterday =D
so the previous post was written today .
well probably no one will read this sentence so yeah it IS written today .
i just wanted to make it sound like i really blog everyday .
but NAHHHH i really didn't touch my lappy the whole day =D
OH YA continue i sleep from 6pm to 8pm +
then i woke up .
ebuddy.
comfirmed some stuffs .
SLEEP !
till the morning .
well i was asking kimmy whether i can sleep more (i'm tired..)
and YEAYYYY slept till 7am ;D
shiok arrrr i never wake up so late before lol .
well probably you'd be thinking .
"WHY MUST ASK HER WHY YOU CAN SLEEP LATE?"
well the answer is cuhz SHE'S MY MUM




well hmm what did i wanna say again ah ..
OYA YOU KNOW LAST WEEK I WENT CO.
WEDNESDAY DE .
THEN
NV TAKE ATTENDANCE
TODAY
I
TAHAN
I GO
THEN
NV TAKE ATTENDANCE AGAIN
FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK IIIIIIITTTTTTTT
WASTE MY TIME
BLOODY HELL
OMFG
IM
SO
PISSED
I SWEAR
I CAN
BREAK
YOUR LEG INTO HALF
AAAAR
no la joking probably my hands will break instead .
NAH, KIDDING it ain't that aggresive lol
well as i was saying .
yeah .
oh ..
nothing happened after that .
lol and WHY AM I BLOGGING LIKE THAT AGAIN ?
i don't know .
=.=

most probably
is because
I
GOT
CHEMISTRY
TEST
TMR
AND
I
DONT
WANNA
STUDY
AH
I
REALLY
DUWAN
STUDY
I
HATE
SCIENCE
I
HAVE
NO
IDEA
HOW
I
GOT
IN
DOUBLE
SCIENCE
I
GOT
LIKE
33/100
FOR SCIENCE
MID YEAR
LAST YEAR
eoy i cheated lol.





SO YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NOTHING DO LIAO .
I HATE CHEM
I HATE PHYSICS
I HATE CHEM
I HATE PHYSICS
I HATE CHEM
I HATE PHYSICS
I HATE CHEM
I HATE PHYSICS


aiya nothing will change .
=.=
tmr there's maths test too ..
FUCK
my calculatoor i haven't buy
1 month liao i haven't buy
LOL

i wanna buy the white one because my favourite color is white .
means im pure
PURE
P-U-R-E
YOU KNOW PURE ?
YEA !
PURE !
HOHOHOHOH
HEHEHEHEHHE
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH



kkkkk bye .

(Tuesday, 30 March 2010 / 8:23 pm)

Maybe mirrors were created to remind us that no one is PERFECT.


Okay so yeah..
today's "Tuesday".... :D
hmm lemme think what happened .





oh school was shit so let's skip it .
went parkway with kimberley and xueyin after school ;D
well i waited a painful 10mins for them
under the beautiful rain
so beautiful
sooo beautiful
that i was so sad
and amazed
and SOOOOO obessed
with how nice the rain is
that
i
was
so
sad
SO
SAD
you
have
no
idea
how
sad
i
am

but it's okay no one ever thinks i'm sad cause i'm smiling 24hours .
even at night in bed i'm smiling .
i even smile when i'm brushing my teeth (EWW?)
i smile infront of the computer like a lunatic
especially when *cough cough* yeah .




SO YEAH I WENT PARKWAY .
oh wait xueyin didn't really come with us :(
she simply went the the bus stop and "byebye" ~
I
AM
SO
SAD
ONCE
AGAIN
SOOOOO
SADDDDD
SOOOOOOO
SADDDDDDD
THAT I
CANT EVEN
EXPRESS
MY
SADNESS
IN WORDS
THIS IS
SO
SADDENING
HURTFUL
AND
T_______________T


nvm once again no one cares .
OWELL .





yeahhhhh ate pastamania D:
then went home .
T_T
idk why i went home so early lol i think it's because i told kimmy i had to be home before 6 .
but it wasn't really true because i'm kinda supposed to have tuition at 7 today but my teacher cancelled it
i don't want my guardian to misunderstand and think that im trying to skip tuition just like last time so yeah i made a point to go home early on certain days .
not.
i'm always late .
nah not really i'm always on time .


so yeah .
BAIBAI .

(Monday, 29 March 2010 / 4:37 pm)


I
didn't go schoool today 8)



so .
i stayed at home .
and play private server .

(Y)

(Sunday, 28 March 2010 / 10:09 pm)

Tears are words that words can't explain .


slep at 5am .
wake up at 8am to tuition .
lie on bed all the way to 6pm -_- (no i resisted sleeping)
went out .
see doctor .
never get mc .
im so sad .
now playing maple .
i'll sleep at 11pm .

sleep deprived.
woots ?

(Saturday, 27 March 2010 / 11:26 pm)

Sometimes the best things in life happen by accident.


mapled .

now watching someone playing dota :)
1v5 sia LOL .
pro laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa








went out just now to parkway ;D
with mah sis + HENRYLIN D:
ate subway h3h3h3h3 my sis forget about her cookie .
i bet it's still in her bag and it's asleep .
nvm .

(Thursday, 25 March 2010 / 7:15 pm)

if you really didn't care, you wouldn't bother to even think of it .


600th post !


let's skip the front schoool part .
i wanted to skip elective history but obviously .
well i don't wanna do it alone =-="
so yeah... D:
the teacher's like so dumb LOL
it's like they just walked out casually like that .
and she didn't even see .
and it's not like they did it behind her back .
she was facing the whole class (just that she's looking down)
and yeah she didn't know =="

walaoooooooooooooooo .

ok then after that, hmmmmm..
went parkway with xueyin and kimberley ;D
ate at this.. erm .
????? ramen ? LOL
beside mos burger that one {:

then wanted play cards .
but boooooooo, we alr finished our ramens ROFL
so yeah we went to eat snowflake ;D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
played cards .
yay, i think i understand alot more on how to play now !
ROFL okay la, although i can't say i'm expert at it :(


after that went homeeeeeeeeeezxc .

(Wednesday, 24 March 2010 / 11:22 pm)

i look like ghost .


obviously there's some kind of rumour spreading around,
around the whole wide world......
*dazes off*

well obviously if you're understanding
you wouldn't believe those rumours right ._.
i mean what happpens if the rumour isn't true ?
how would the person being sabo-ed feel ?
obviously you should at least try and check this out .
and seeing if whatever the big mouth said is true,
instead of concluding that it's true and start spreading it around.
because that bigmouth happens to be a friend and you believe him/her.
it's stupid right ._______.

i mean :(
AT LEAST SEE IF IT'S REALLY TRUE BEFORE SAYING IT ALL AROUND LA !!..
or you can look the other way round -
it's stupid to believe a lie ..
i meannnn :( :( :( :( :(
T_______________________T THIS IS DEPRESSING.



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..... •.¸.•´
...¸.•´
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/▌♥♥
/ \ ... ღღღღ

(Tuesday, 23 March 2010 / 8:37 pm)

While your lips spoke the lies that distracted my mind


emmmmmmm.
went school today ?
the tragic things happened :(




went parkway with dq ;D
ate at sakae sushiiii ROFL $$$$$
talked about many things lol .
well i think she's nice .
she's straight forward and i like that (Y)
i like it because she tells me that when i'm in sec2 .
she sees me as a 'act-guai' person and hates me for it .
AND THAT'S EXCALTY WHAT I LIKE .
i like people who say things out for real .
instead of "noo la, i like you !" (but cursing me inside their hearts..)
i mean, like point out the bad points laaaah :)

and no, i mean i like people who point at bad points .
but not those who purposely point out points just to show that they are better,
or so to make the person feel that he/she is better than the person .
rofll {:
well i mean if you think you're good
why don't you just prove it lol
and no it has to be fair,
FAIR = same factors :D
kk nvm ROFL



yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayzxc .
oh CCA changed to 3 days per week .
WTF ?
i feel like quitting co .
but no i won't because..... i already changed and that's the maximium.
and i don't know what other cca to join anyway .
haiz .

(Monday, 22 March 2010 / 10:10 pm)

delighted always.


Episode 135.






went sch .
rofl feels so weird .
once again i'm sitting at where i sit .
staring at the whiteboard but learning nothing .
nothing at all, i just copy down and do what they ask .
but seriously nothing goes into my head .





hope june holidays'll come real soon .
i know i'll screw up for midyear
so i better make some NA friends now .

(Sunday, 21 March 2010 / 10:16 pm)

You're such a heartbreaker! Even if there's nothing left to break..



bleach episode 133.
i know i'm slow, but i don't have the time to watch.
well actually, i DO @_@




h3h3h3h3h3h3 played till 5am again 8)
wooooooo this whole week successfully trained my latesleeping,
hope next time can endure more T_T
nah, i just want fun .



ohwell, didn't do anything today .
woke up at 11 :(
well i'm supposed to wake at .. 9am .
but of course i didn't cause my body
obviously don't allow me to sleep for only 3hours .
therefore it refuses to wake up even after i had
3 alarm clock - 1 phone, 1 small clock and new phone .
i had a 15mins interval and lol i still didn't wake .
it must have been noisy.........................



anw yeah woke up .
I WAS DAMN LATE LOL
chiong bath .
thn went out .
;D cute fun today :)
thanks peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
around 4pm came back ba .
cuhz friggin' tired :(
i really wanna sleep..
then around 7pm .
went out to dinner againnnnnnnn :(
lolll then came back -_-
so weird de lor lol is like i go out eat only =x
but nvm la hahahahha $$$$$$$$$




Someday, I'll be standing at church, and announcing my vow out loud, "This day I will marry my friend, the one I laugh with, live for, dream with, love."

(Saturday, 20 March 2010 / 12:05 am)

the hard part is not making a decision, it is living with it.


Mapleeeeeeeeeeeed.
wheeeeeeee i went to buy acash ROFL
walked in the rain, hoping to get sick.
BUT INSTEAD I GOT BETTER WTF
MY SORE THROAT GONE.
MY FEVER GONE.
MY FLU GONE.
ALWAYS LIDDAT ONE LOR.
SUNDAY BECOME BETTER.
WEDNESDAY TO SAT I SUFFER SO DAMN MUCH
HOPING SUNDAY I DAMN SICK GET MC
MONDAY DUN GO SCH
BUT ALWAYS SUNDAY BETTER DE
WALAO
WHADS WRONG SIA
WALAO



ok la nvm .
played maple .
bought 2x HOHOHO
levelled 5 times ;D

7+ i went out .
8.30 nice nice come back .
2x .
so add coupon become 4x .
but levelled once ? in an hour .
why sia .

my 2x still running .
but i think i mai train alr .
nvm .
bb f3







(Friday, 19 March 2010 / 11:56 pm)

It takes 2 to tango.


Blackshot.
Maple.
Wc3.
Audi.
Facebook.
Plurk.
Msn.


i've been doing all these things lately.
Oh, i also finshed my homeworkkkkk (:
finished english.
art.
that's it.
others, i don't give a shit damn.
i'd accept punishment given by teachers.
i don't wanna do it anymore.





lols, 3A2 girls .. ?
they said that mdm lim everytime ask for me?
but when i'm in school she didn't look for me :(
i had no link with her (except i didn't do her homework during sec1)




look at the score LOL



i hope you're wondering,
"why is he walking on air ?"



looks like fatal frame hor.



i really hate science.

(Thursday, 18 March 2010 / 12:10 am)

What if it wasn't true?


mapled till 5am again ;D
hmm i was freaking tired .
i know i AM tired .
plus i gotta wake up early tmr ..
but nah it's okay .
i just wanna try get sick so that maybe ..
i can don't go school? ;D



some random pictures for you to laugh at .
ROFL .
so yeah .







There's nothing more interesting today.
other then me getting my iPhone (8
like, finally ! seriously .
my dad promised to get me one since january lor.
then drag till now..

(Wednesday, 17 March 2010 / 9:30 pm)

I'd proof you wrong one day.







I should really catch up with my sleep.
-_-"


flu + fever + headache + SORE THROAT now .
darn i haven't started a single homework .
i know art i can just anyhow draw .
so i'd concentrate on english .
but omg.. i hate english .

(Tuesday, 16 March 2010 / 9:10 pm)

Depends. :)




serial killer. @_@

(Monday, 15 March 2010 / 7:45 pm)

i'd do it .


WELL,
life's been okay 8D
since there's no school and i can do what i want .
yipeeeeeeee ~



so yeah, life's kinda okay right now i guess .
h3h3h3h3 played blackshot + maple again :)
i'm soooo gonna flung my sec3 .
ms huang said i might retain or drop to NA .
rofl .. i should just goodluck .


played blackshot till around 2am,
then went maple to find that noob .
after that i really headache till cannot tahan alr .
so slept ..
REALLY CAN'T SLEEP LA ... WALAO ..
my head damn pain .
i've been thinking of stuffs ?
weird stuffs .
idk ?
while having headache .
it's really difficult to sleep .
for some reason, i think i saw a ghost
......
idk la my headache really....

then around 5am .
i wake up again .
go toilet .
vomit .
WTF .
seriously vomitting in the middle of the night .
my throat really burns ..
and my fevers really getting worse .
but it's okay..
=))


after thatttttt
slept again .
woke at around 10+ wtf .
I REALLY NEED MORE SLEEP LA ..
but nvm, i'd wake up .
for the sake of ... LOL




H3H3H3H3H3 i can''t rmb what i wanna say .

I GO PLAY TD LIAO BB LOL

(Sunday, 14 March 2010 / 5:18 pm)

It's nice.


went out to play the whole day today ;D
it's fun :]

shalln't elaborate ~~~

( / 10:26 am)

Effort, patience and intelligence are the keys for success.


Sorry for late post .


Today's satursday.....
went for piano exam D: D: D: D: D:
through my piano tcher's bf's yellow car ROFL .
so yeah.......... :D


thn go in alr .
WOAHHHHHHHHH
the room so big .
SO GRAND .
SO MAJESTIC LORRRRRR
(not being sacarstic, it really is !)
it looks like some kind of ballroom + classroom type .
even got red carpet sia f3
then the curtains all also red .
the table got pro quality cloth on it .
the chair like for king to sit one de lor f3
the thing is that ... ITS COLD WTF .


so yeah, i spent 1h 30mins doing it !!!
max time is 2hours.. so it's okay i guess .
:]

the exam.. i couldn't say it's difficult nor easy .
there ARE some questions which idk how to do,
i never learned it before !!!
but the rest i'm sure i can do it right...... :D

ones which i don't know how to do -_- :
- Meaning of Rubato ?
- True/False question: In German Terms, does 'Langasam' mean quickily ?
- Is bassoon a single-reed instrument? (DARN IT THIS WAS FREAKING OBVIOUS... IDK WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!)

so yeah this's the 3 questions -.-
damnit, i hope i still can get distinction..
or the most get 80 & above .
hopehopehopehopehope T_T


k after exam.
walk around LOR -_-
cuhz i'm not familiar with suntec..
although going there COUNTLESS times -_-
FREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKK IT yeah la my sense of direction's noob -.-
hahas .



went hope .
played BS with lopyxyandadam
ROFL
thn sien alr .
played maple LOL .
so yeah .



should i do my holiday homework ?

(Saturday, 13 March 2010 / 12:48 am)

Thinking is the best quality in man who cannot think he cannot do anything .


got back mah results .
hmm, kinda disappointing but i've already predicted this.
so yeah, i'll study hard, NOT!
ROFL



yaaaay i learned how to play blackshot today :D
which was, ROFL because idk how to play at all :(
well firstly i don't even know how to "chat to all"
then is like the chat only team can see
thn i was 1v1 at first then so yeah its like ROFL



hmmmmm then yeah i feel noob T_T
which i aaaaaaaaaaaam (okay fine!) LOL
but still yay at least i learnt the friggin' controls =.="
lols it kinda similar to gunz though..
and the characters are kinda scary .

hmmm, taking music theory tmr,
goodluck to me :)
i really hope i'd get distinction again, rofl.
my piano teacher promised to buy me one whole carton
of mogumogu (ROFL) if i get at least 80marks .
but if i get distinction, she'd buy what i like LOL

yaaay, i like people who's always on (Y)




idontlikeatittudepeople.

(Thursday, 11 March 2010 / 9:37 pm)

i love you came too late.


went sch .
etcetcetc.

after that went out with xueyin, eileen, xueting and julien :D
watched 'Alice in Wonderland' f3
was kinda disappointed, but yeah cause .
i thought it was a scary movie .. ?
then in the end it's not .
so yeah, it's not anyone but my fault .
after that went home 8D


well we're all supposed to get back our report card today .
except me, my results too pro
then comp cant calculate
T______T

( / 6:18 am)

You may have hit rock bottom, but at least you stopped falling.


school's like any other random day......
lit project rofl i can't rmb the teacher's email .
darn it .



hmmm, then............ :D
went home straight cuhz i couldn't attend CO.
i mean, i'm having piano lessons... D:
then my exam's like this satursday.
i wouldn't dare to say i'm prepared .
so yeah, had piano lesson D:
teacher bought us bubbletea again :D :D :D :D :D



okay after that at night .
I PLAYED MAPLE .
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


kk when to aran to peii someone .
while chatting with another someone on msn LOL
seriously they brighten up my mood sia :)
i like humour people, unlike people who's serious all the time .
just a small little joke and they make a fuss about it .

i like people who understands me (obviously!!!!)
and in whatever i do they support me. (without lying, duh!)
i don't like people who backstab and try to show that they're better.
if they're better they should just prove it and there's no need to
act as if they're sooooooo pro. (Y)


overall, although i kinda admit i don't wanna play maple ( D: )
i guess it's okay as long as i'm having fun at the very least .
i think maple's not worth my time to play anymore,
everyone's level is soaring high and i know i can't catch up .
adding on i'm sec3 this year,
i haven't done my SS and english homework,
and this year is the "getting ready for O levels" year .
i know i wouldn't get so prepared like right now,
but i'm still afraid i might get too addicted,
thus throwing my studies away just like sec1,
although i didn't do THAT badly compared to pri school .
because my pri school ppl too pro :D :D :D
no, i mean it, i'm not saying it sacarstically.

speaking of pri school i miss charlotte lum.
she says she misses me too but i bet she don't mean it .
I.
FEEL.
SAD.
I.
AM.
GOING.
TO.
CRY.


ok nvm no one cares anyway zzz .
so yeah, life's like a rocking boat,
it's irratating because the dirty water splashes on your face,
causing your face to be dirty thus having pimples .
ok, no link HAHAHAHA



so yeah..... i should just control my gaming habits, no ?
oh ya i lost my money :$ AGAIN !
i mean it .
nvm .
i'll go around stealing money to earn back what i lost .

honestly i want to get caught by someone .
i want them to call my dad and let him know .
i want him to understand why am i doing this .
i really hate it when he doesn't care when i lost my stuffs .
he'll just say "it's okay, it's just _______ "
or "i think you're careless, that's why you lost it".
i hate it seriously .
SERIOUSLY .
he doesn't freaking care .
but looking the other way round he cares .
about other stuffs .
like he always buy stuffs for us .
no, that's not caring i think that's called spoiling .
here i am, in need of money.
I HAVEN'T EVEN GOT MY GODDAMN CALCULATOR YET.
FUCK IT.
AAAAAAAAAH life gotta be bad to make it perfect .

so yeah, this's what we call life.
life sucks .
haiz .

(Tuesday, 9 March 2010 / 10:18 pm)

life's gotta be imperfect to make it perfect, somehow.


HAAAAAAA
for some reason i've been very happy lately :)
cause of random thoughts and such..
but yeah, life's meant to be happy..
never think about stuffs that make you sad anymore ..
cause ..
it'll just cause you to think more of it,
eventually think too much and jump to false conclusion..
so yeah..

even if your results suck like mine .
BE HAPPY !!!
:)




so yeah eww..
okay.
this is harsh .
but .

GOOD THINGS END FAST.



SO YEAH GOODLUCK WITH YOUR BLOODY LIFES YEAH HAHAHAHHAA



ok la today nothing really did happen..
nothing at all..

(Monday, 8 March 2010 / 8:29 pm)

you're the definition of the absolute best. and you're the reason i get thought life .


YES !!!!!!!!!
I WATCHING THE 'ALICE IN WONDERLAND' ON THURSDAY
YES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS GUYS !~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




......











I BLOODY FAILED ENGLISH
GODDAMNIT ...............................
BY BLOOODY 3 MARKS
3 HELLISH BLOODY MARKS .
FUCK IT. -'-

no, kidding.
it's not like i love english THAT much .
i'm more into.. maths now .
although i failed .
...
well but it's still true if passed up my holiday homework .
i'd bloody definitely pass .
but it's okay, only 5 out of 45 people passed.
only for my class .
because my teacher is bloody strict .
no, i'm talking about really strict.
i heard sec4 express,
43 students, only 4 passed......
so yeah, her graduated students all had A's ...
so yeah. i don't know what to say ?



so yeah, lalala blablablabla
yadayadayadadadadadadada
playplayplay in school.
ewwwww i hate hockey.
then yeah......... erm .
nothing much luh .
went co.
:]
my fingers bloody pain
pain until like dunno what .


ROFL .
so yeah ........................ :D
went to some 'place'
to ermmmm *cough cough cough*
LOL
then went home :D


oh i nidda do my bloody literature homework .
damnit, i don't know what to do sia .
zzzzz


THE 3A8 TEACHER
SAID SHE DONT HAVE ANY YEARBOOKS
I PAID FOR MINE
I REALLY PAID FOR MINE
DAMNIT .....
WALAO
SOME IDIOT NEVER PAY FOR IT DE
SURE GO TAKE MINE
KNN _I_

(Sunday, 7 March 2010 / 8:27 pm)

my thoughts .


i broke.
a friggin' promise .
made to myself .
telling myself;
i'd do the literature project work.
..


haiz, i know i'd get scolded .
i'll definitely will ..
i admit we were given loads of time to finish it ..
like, 2 weeks ago or so ?
i think..
and i chose to do it last minute .
i told myself i'll concentrate full day sunday today,
cause i can't be bothered to ruin my satursday .




today, i chose to continue playing .
i even denied i was 'so darn free' when i knew i had lit project .
i just want to play,
i don't want to be left out of the game ,

i even played,
excalty like last week .
played all the way till 5am .
seriously, 5am .
no kidding, i didn't even rest in the after noon .
i couldn't even sleep .
cuhz there's tuition at 8am .
even now it's 8pm
i'm not gonna go sleep..
my eyes are FREAKING HEAVY AND TIRED,
but i just wanna play..

it's like a 'no sleep for 30hours' thingy .
i know i can stand it cuhz this is what i did when i plays maple .
i really don't sleep, and chiong at mp3
to so called "keep map"
yeah ...... that's my lifeless self .
now i have a feeling i'm becoming like that again ..

i'm sec3 this year and if i were to switch back to my gaming self .
my life's probably be ruined.

knowing this fact i still wanna play,
i'll accept the consequences of not doing lit project,
probably guardians and dad will be called up .
i don't care .
i really don't care anymore .
failing all my science subjects,
failing maths,
failing elective history .
how fucked up can i get ?
and i'm still playing.
i don't even wanna WORK on the project .
it's individual, i'm not pulling down anyone .
but myself .
it's okay, i guess..

(Saturday, 6 March 2010 / 11:56 pm)

giving up wasn't a choice .


Literature project.
haiz, i just have to bloody remember you.
if not for someone's post on fb wall.
"...... lit project..... on monday."

darn, you killed my mood.
so yeah, i'd probably start on it tomorrow..

"To create a blog, poster, and template
advertising about your village, Umuofia,
on 7 things...
*finds lit paper to blog about...*
-5 mins later..-

AND GUESS WHAT ?
I CANT FIND MY BLOODY LIT PAPER
I CAN'T DO THE BLOODY PROJECT
OMFGWTFBBQ
FUCK
FUCK IT
DAMN..
aiya nvm who cares.


then yeah....... D:
today, i played the normal game
in wc3
through garena.
it was first, like this.. :





thus, im bloody sad.
then i restarted.
and yay it worked ! 8D
h3h3h3h3 oh btw i changed my garena name .
it's zNathyy now,
lv 1 :-(
because i find my previous account's id very lame.. :D




so yeah.............. :D
i got badly owned .
I WAS PLAYING NIGHT ELVES,
then........ i built many many camaeras or whutevarzxc .
then he go and build the magicman
and the mosquito helicopter.
cuhz he spy on my base T_T
then he see me build many many camaeras..
well i DO have hypnofdnsofnos riders .
but then i went to 'invade' his base
he was human la, then he built the watch towers
then i wrong, i put the hyp. riders go attack
nv put camaeras
then he built ALOT towers mah
then all my hyp. riders all die :(

then yeah he went to invade MY base later on,
when many of my people died.
then it's like yeah :(
cuhz the camaeras cannot kill the magicman and air objects.
so yeah i got badly owned :(
and all i did was to make my pwettie tigergirl
run around the map
and he was trying to rape my drow ranger T______T
FREAAAAAAK D:

then yeah....... :D it ended .
LOL .
so yeah ...




well you know today.
i slept at 6pm ytd .
wake at 6am today .
no one online
so i sleep
till 8am again .
LOL right ?
:(

(Friday, 5 March 2010 / 10:13 am)

When life gives you a Grenade, pull the pin and toss it to your friend. :D


[posted on 6 march, posted about 5march]

once again ~
went to find kimmeh f5
thn we went sch ~
thn thn thn yeah nth lor .
==".......



ummmmmzxc yeah ... ?
the typical sunday lessons starts again.
oh and i'd be like, "YAAAAY, IT'S SUNDAY AGAIN!"
nothing exciting happened except
bob caught-ing me staring into blank space
smiling to myself like an idiot.
but umm, honestly hor i don't rmb doing that ? :x
i know i was smiling somehow but i wasn't looking around the class.
omfg..... ?


okay so yeah .
went....... parkway again :D
eeeeeee i realised that's the most common place i always
go after school.. because its near school ?
and my house's near school ? :(
eeeeeek i wanna go somewhere new !
but not so far like jurong or woodlands there la..
haha.. :)
okay then then we reached sakae sushi at 2.30pm i think.
then yeah, cuhz the buffet at 3pm
so we went berrylites
blabla eateat talktalk chatchat.
then 3pm le we go back there :)
we eat damn alot sia !! ...


so yeah.. nothing really happened.
went home.
around.. 6+ i guess.
supposed have maths tuition..
but i told him im really tired :D
which i really am !!!
so yeah..

went back to my room, then..
i wanted to take a nap .
and i thought that i would wake at 9pm+ or 10pm+
to... do some *things*

but haiz.
i woke up .
i thought
"OMG THERE'S SCHOOL AND I AM GONNA BE LATE,
I FELL ASLEEP AT 6PM YESTERDAY AND I DIDN'T PUT MY ALARM,
OMFG IM GONNA BE LATE !!!!!!!!"
but naaaaah, i saw my piggy sis slping like a pig beside meh.
so yeah i rmb 'oh its satursday ! '
ROFL.
yeah .
i know i'm lame but i'm just like that.. =-="
then yeahhhhhhh...
saw my hp and i saw 2 msg:


piano lesson at 10.30am,
im waiting for you to online... - by kim.

WTF AND I RMB i supposed to send kim something
and i forgot all about it


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Thursday, 4 March 2010 / 10:03 pm)

if you can describe what love is, then that feeling isn't love but like .


HEHEHEHEHEH i passed my english :)
compre and summary, i got 27/50
which is a friggin' ok i guess, for me at least.
well cuhz i was expecting fail... i swear.



went vivo with emily after school ;D
lol, at least it got my mind off some things... :-)
so yeah, shopped shopped shopped.
of course me the dont like shopping one.
just stand somewhere... and soon the troubles are back.
but it's okay ! :)
i likeyy emily :)



later on i saw (!!!!!!!!) LOL
coming out of mrt
then its like yeah we waved.. :)
eeeeeee T_T WHY DIDN'T HE COME TALK TO ME?!?!?!?
ok heck care.
so yeah.


after that abit late alr
went home ;D




omg y'know today.
i was going out for recess.
thn i forgot talk my hp.
thn i suddenly halt
thn my.. arm
suddenly
-_-
him.
omfg it wasn't on purpose..

(Wednesday, 3 March 2010 / 8:37 pm)

once upon a time there was you and me. the end.


hmmmmmmm.... D:



went kfc today.
saw the sameee people again :P


ok skip skip skip skip skip
CME.
MR.
SONG.
CHANGE.
OUR.
PLACE.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAR
AAAAAAAAAAAAR
AAAAAAAAAAAR
AAAAAAAAAAAAR
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR



well.
IT'S OKAY.
BECAUSE.


ABSENSE MAKES THE HEARTS GROW FOUNDER.
AND.
I.
LOVE.
DENISE.
LEE.
!!!!!!!!!!!!
MANYMANY.
like i really love her k.
SHE'S MARRIED TO ME, fyi.
check out facebook :DDD


THENTHENTHEN.
OUR FORM TEACHER..
SEPERATED...
US....
..... !!!!
*CURSESSSSSSSS*
no la i don't blame him hahahaha
cuhz it's not like i really liked our current position.
so yeah.. and hmm yeah as i said.
absense makes the heart grow more founder !
so yeah.. i should tryyyy and understand, right? :D

BUT NOOOOO
NOOOOOOO !@#$^&*(

i'm sitting beside....
*in my personal opinion* a fierce guy D:
who is very very very very scary D:
and very fierce D:
toopid nathyy scared of fierce ppl.
T_T
like seriously..

then so yeah.
i mean.
no it's not like i hate him or anything!!!!
but i also hate sitting in the center of the class too ?
i mean, since pri school till sec2.
i've always been sitting at the back of the class, or
at the side of the class, which is also at the back of the class
or at the windows there.
i've never been in the center.
now i at the center of the class..
it has this.. "uncomfortable" feeling.
i really hate it!!!!
i want to change place :( :( :( :( :(



so yeah... D:
ANNOUNCEMENT ROFL
I FAILED PHYSICS
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N1 RIGHT.
okay so far i failed...
ehist, maths, chemistry, physics.

english has a high chance of failing.
ss i think i'd fail, my 2nd essay was pure SHIT.

okay yeah goodluck nathyy.
BLESS YOU, DON'T FALL INTO NA, NATHYYYYYYYY.


okay yeah happy new year nathyy ROFL
GOODLUCK GOODLUCK

(Tuesday, 2 March 2010 / 10:23 pm)

They ignore each other and look the other way but they both know it wasn't supposed to end this way...


TODAY WAS, okay.
i guess.
although i'm really disappointed in my maths results..
i expected to fail chinese. and physics. and english.
i expected to pass lit, chemistry, and maths .


now, i failed maths. chemistry.
passed chinese. and lit.
english was a obvious fail, everyone starts to fail chinese in sec3.
at least that's what i think la ... and physics was..
a "don't need to say" subject.
not good in physics means not good.. there's no improvement.
first of all i confess, i didn't study at all =.=
just took down afew notes.. and when the exam started.
i forgot everything -_-" fuck.
and during the test i kinda forget to bring my friggin' calculator..
adding on i've seen the paper from other class,
all my graphs are wrong.
Fuck this.


i'm seriously particular about physics.
rofl not that i'm really interested in the subject..
but it's something like 'something which keeps me within 3a6"
if i were to drop to combined science..
i won't be able to be with the co. gang... :(
maybe i won't even get to be in 3A7.
i'd drop to 3a8 and.... omfg .
no, i don't hate 3a8 at all, i just ..
don't wanna... *hints hints*

so yeah..




hmmm, i've got.. news :D
i know this is uber show-offy.
but... I ..


I GOT FULL MARKS FOR LITERATURE!!!! :D
20/20 ... nice !!!
although i know it ain't some super great accomplishment.
but yeah.. i must admit i'm friggin' happy.
at least that lifts my mood from thinking that i failed maths.
no, i haven't got back my physics marks yet.. but it's fail for sure.
maths, the paper was easy.
IT REALLY WAS EASY..
afew careless mistakes here and there..
i'm taking interest in maths .

MID YEAR, i want to do well in:
eng, maths, chem and lit.
the rest go and die .
EOY i'll think about it....... :D
although i know it's too late .
i'm sec4 next year .
O level's next year.
here i'm still slacking everyday.
i need to buck up like real soon.

zzz, life kinda sucks but rocks at the same time.

(Monday, 1 March 2010 / 9:40 pm)

people are not what they say, but what they do, so judge them not from their words but from their actions


ANNOUNCEMENT:
I PASSED CHINESE............. :D


AND I FAILED MATHS AND CHEMISTRY!!!!!


ROFL.
once again you got on my nerves :]
i really really REALLY had the urge to punch you, y'know ?
giving me that disgusting look everytime.
it's disgusting.
and your face's disgusting enough.
seriously, fuck off.
if you're not happy.. why don't just go back whr u came from ?
ROFL
if you think your so much better thn me .
thn show it la ?
just becos your art is good
doesn't mean u can insult other ppl
and 'show off' your stuffs to other people .
it's really disgusting, i swear .
even your so called 'friends' also not really like u .
-_-


you.
bloody.
shitbitch.
8)






anw went sch today ~
yadadadadadada ~
went co.
wlao i forgot everything alr lor.
-_-
once again cello's the last to go ..
cuhz our teacher..... :(
then yeah, someone got on kim's nerve today ~!
hahahahha :D
can't wait to see is which one .
ROFL cuhz i can't recognise people who i don't really care about .
x.x"
no, not that.
i don't even know that person in the first place ROFL


okay so yeah.
went.. kfc with her .
wheeeeeeeeee i had my krusher 8)
i LIKEYY (Y)
then yeah we loitered around,
nononono we "explored" and walk around
the residental areas at the where.
the..... petrol station thr .
heheeeeee i got my ice-pop
and i started sucking it like some idiot baby.
damn it why am i admitting it LOL.

so yeah...... :D it's really dark alr ?
i wonder why it's so dark when it's only 8am.. :(
makes me scared to go home alone .
cuhz the road i walk home is really scary..
i'd show it to you someday.
or maybe someone wanna walk me home ... ? :D



okay so yeah.
nth alr :] byeeeee ~'