I want somebody to share the rest of my life
share my innermost thoughts
know my intimate details
someone who'll stand by my side
and give me support and in return,
he'll get my support.
someone who'll willingly listen to me,
when I want to speak.
about the world we live in,
and life in general
though my views may be wrong,
and even if i whine repeatedly,
he'll hear me out
and won't easily be converted
to my way of thinking.
in fact he'll often disagree
but at the end of it all
he will understand me.

I like a person who i clearly knows like another person.




this is sad, really.

today
the weather very nice.
whn i go to sch
is like winter country liddat.


kkkkk went shc
went chem lab cuhz classrom filled with sstdudents.


after that went FOR CHINESE ORAL
played cards while waiting..
yaaay i win many many of that guy's $$ !
rofl .

so kns.
i think i fail la ROFL
cuhz most og the time is th tcher talking
not me D:


okay after that.
went canteeenzxc .
played cards again ROFL
AND I WIN EVEN MORE $$
H3H3H3H3H3 I LOVE BLACKJACK.
FOR SOME REASONS I KEEP WINNING MONEY DERHS ROFL
I STILL RMB I GOT DOUBLE ACE, I SO HAPPY HARHARHARHAR.
and whenever i become banker among my clique,
the money always comes to me ROFL



okay so yeah, went co. 8)
wheeeeee we learnt a new song ^_^
thn after that yeah .
went parkway with kimmymummy ~
ate sambal fish ROFL
$6.30 sia T_T walao .

then yeah.
ROFL thn whn the frh snowflake.
thn coffee bean
wlaoooo i know i fat alr la -_-
then yeah.

after that went home.
tired.

I don't know.
what to think.
.......


i totally screwed physics, i swear.
i admit i didn't study.
i revised last minute- the method i used for other subjects.
i promised myself and the teachers i would work hard.
i promised everybody i will try and not fail any subjects.
guess what ? I'm quite performing the oppersite.
...


everyday's been a heehee-haahaa for me.
it's filled with laughter & smiles .
lifeeee, kinda rocks. at times like this.
but life gotta suck so that it'll turn out great.
we gotta suffer and study. but nooooooo.
this way i'd turn out to lose in my studies after all.
i already told myself i'll "study & get good results".
but i'm "play and fail my tests".
haiz.




no, i don't really want to stop playing..
but.. rofl .


anw, today was...... okay.
physics, ......
oh there was mother tongue first.
i couldn't bring myself to say that it's easy.
it IS difficult..
....

idontknowlarhs:(
the shower tap in my room, not fixed yet T_T
tmr morning cannot bathe D: D: D:
EEE THEN I GO SCH STICKY STICKY
I DUWAN GO DOWN TO 1ST FLOOR AND BATH
NATHYY SCARED OF DARK :(
I WANT TO HOLD MY KORKOR HAND AND WALK DOWN TO 1ST FLOOR TGT WITH HIM
BECOS I SCARED GOT SOMETHING INSIDE THE DARKNESS T________T
ROFL okay epic fail -_-!!


hmmmmmm, so... yeah :D
went parkway's sakae sushi with kim, xue-in & elyn :)
wheeeeeee ~ it was... nice LOL.
i like my friendssssssssssss :D
so yeah, aaaaw we would have played cards.
but some teacher confiscated her card,
altough she DID NOT play with them ==
stupid right.

so yeah, it was student buffet,
so we ate all we can LOL
EAT ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!~~~~~~

my phone's currently not with me,
can't upload pics :(
so it's like yeah..
after that kimmy went opp. bus stop,
thn xueyin need go national library to find her sis :)
so me and elyn peii her to the national library bus stop..
halfway we saw the gang again ROFL
with 'different people' of course =P
so yeah.. my eye was.. T_T

okay then so yeah.
peii elyn bak to brdk bus stop.
then walk home.
:)
that's how my life goes.
typcial life.
everyday after sch go out play.
slack.
laugh.
eat.
smile.
chat.
gossip.
etcetc.

rofl.

roflzxc D:

today was.... chemistry.
i know i flung my graph because after the test,
whn we got out of classroom, she said something like
"you, you and you" (me, friend and friend)
"had careless mistakes, i warned you that there are people
who have careless mistakes. the graph is supposed to be
sloped up, constant, sloped up again, and then constant, then slope up."
and i was like "................"

D: shit sia.
alot questions nathyy dunno how do :(
like.. the dunno what -_-
heck la .
i was never good in science..

after that, went assembly lol .
after assembly mr phua[principal] scold us ?
seriously, wth ?
our class WAS big.
of course it would take time for us to settle down ?
and he kinda directly blamed our vice-chairman
as she is "responsible" ?
ít's not like she wanted to be responsible, she was FORCED to
take the title of the vice-chairman .
seriously wth wth wth i thought he was kind .

first, i thought vanassa lim was nice.
also i thought the principal was kind .
i'm starting to doubt what i think about others ?
zzzz
thn make us stayback lor .
waste our recess time -_-

etc,etc, sch sch sch .
boring dull and repeatable life .

after school.. went hawker with elyn. :D
lalalalalala ~ then after that went parkway with kimmy.
i kinda sad sia, pastamania's gone :(
then we wanted go coffee bean, but too many ppl .
subway... WE WENT IN .
I SAW...... _____________
FF HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
then so yeah we went mos burger later :(

after that we suddenly saw 1 whole gang of ppl ROFL
so it's like yeah, @_@

after that went homeeeeezxc.
WHEN I WENT HOME I WAS LIKE
"OI PEISHAN, KIMBERLEY BOUGHT SOMETHING FOR YOU"
then she was like "huuuuuuuuh.."
"OI PEISHAN, KIMBERLEY BOUGHT SOMETHING FOR YOU!!! "
"huhhhhhh"
"WALAO, YOU CANNOT HEAR, IDC LOR, I EAT AR"
"aaaaaaaah.."
"HA IDC IM GONNA EAT IT"

*walks walks walks into living room*
*SEES PIANO TEACHER* (!!!!)
piano teacher: "HA, I KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE NOW! "
ROFL WTH LOL.

okay my exam on 15march.
at suntec.
I MUST DO WELL
IF NOT I CUT MY HAIR SHORT.


okay tomorrow is physics + MT common test.
GOODLUCK PEISHIN.
I KNOW YOU LEFT YOUR NOTES IN SCHOOL.
AND MOTHER TONGUE, YOU NATURALLY SUCK AT IT.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ~

maths.
i know i 2 questions
NO NID SAY LIAO.
ss.
i spent ALOT of time
till late night ytd.
to study consequence.
guess what ?
i forgot everything today.


went macs with kim after school.
till 6+.
7+ had maths tuition =.=
till 9.
9, onlined.
it's 10.40pm now.
i have to study 5 chapters of chemistry.



nathyy, happy new year!

Seriously i have no time management.
:(


Had english CA1 today,
it was difficult i must say.
MY VOCAB, sure, fail..
-______-

alright.
let's see.
i don't know what's Scoff, diagnosis,
proposition, idiosyncrasy, and.. i forget what.
which is all 5, WHICH IS ALL THE QUESTIONS,
i don't know what they mean -_-
HOW SHITTY
and summary, i wrote like 14words extra.
either they spare me or they cancel the last 14words.
which carries one point i guess :(
i just can't get it to be shorter !



okay soyeah, rofl.
had PE, denise went home 8(
cause she had cough i guess .
8)


after that.. umm went singapore post or whatever that's called
NATHYY CALLS IT "THE BLUE BUILDING" 8)
because i was lost there once, like recently.
check out my later posts ROFL
the time was.. cross country
and i walked the whole area WTF THINKING I CAN GET HOME .


okay then....... erm
yeah, went singapore pose ~
with kimmy, xue-in, tash, and myola D:
and myself of course HEH HEH
ate at subway, after that,
ROFL WE WERE SUPPOSED TO STUDY TOGETHER 8)
IN THE END WE STARTED GAMBLING HAHHAHA

I KNOW I DAMN BHB BUT STILL I MUST FORCE MYSELF TO SAY.
I. AM. PRO. 8)
ROFL the 21 game
i keep getting A + king/queen/judge ROFL
WHICH MEANS... $$$$ !
HEHEHEHE I LOVE BEING THE BANKER
EASY $$ HAHAHA

after that earn many many $$ liao
suddenly myola & tash wanna go home D:
then we faster ROFL ask them teach us ROFL
okay la i feel kinda bad ROFL
but still yeah, my maths got taught !
i think i understand afew i think.... 8)
but tash so fierce D:
and bad.
he kept calling me a bitch :(
ROFL OVER THERE
WE WERE GOSSIPING
ABOUT PEOPLE I DON'T LIKE HAHAHAHHA

i like study + friends groups like this :)
can talk and laugh all we want.
don't have to care whether anyone hears us anot :)
h3hh3h3, let's go out again after common test !


okay after that they go home alr.
thn.
WE STARTED GAMBLING AGAIN HAHAHAHAHA
xueyin taught me how to play.. the..
this.. idk whut la ROFL
ROYAL FLUSH ? TRIPLE ? DOUBLE ? HUHHHHHHH ROFL
okay idk what it's called but it's to tthrow all the cards
into the middle of the table
LOL I WAS ASKING MENGXINYI HOW TO PLAY IT LAST TIME ROFL
okay so yeah i think i finally know how to play alr YAYYYYYY
THANKIEWWWWWWWWWWWWW XY + XY (LOL?)
xuey & xiny :)
ROFL okay sounds weird.

OKAY SO YEAH, after that went home.
D:
NOW LEH ?
I TRYING CHIONG E-MATHS
SS I GIVE UP
ART HOMEWORK, I WILL STAY UP AND STUDY..
I HAVE NO TIME MANAGEMENT..
DAMMIT..
i waiting for art student to online
so i know what to do :(
my life is crapped.

Okay so.
I woke up, and realised hey.
WHY IZ MAH BLANKET GONE D: D: D:
obviously my maid is too lazy to wash 2 blankets,
thus she gave us a king-sized blanket for me and mah sis D:
and my sister was using the wholeeee blanket ALL, FOR, HERSELF, just like a bear.
BEAR, BEAR, BEAR !!!! D:


i was freazing cold due to the friggin' air con,
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WANTED TO ON IT IN THE FIRST PLACE,
the only reason i on-ed it was to keep my door and windows closed.
so that no one would see me using th comp =P
BECAUSE Y'KNOW, living here has a rule of "No locking doors"
which is sad, yeah, privacy was all a teenager wanted. (Y)


so yeah, BACK TO THE POINT, (where i woke up)
i was freaking cold T_T
so, i snatched the blanket and went to sleep again 8D
when i wokeup, my sis was already gone @_@
and yes I AM SLEEPY BECAUSE idk why .
so i slept again .
and 5mins later, her irratating hands shook the hell out of me
and reminded me there's tuition D: at 8am .

irratating..
THIS IS A SUNDAY.. A SUNDAY IS A HOLIDAY.
AREN'T HOLIDAYS FOR US TO SLEEP ALL THE WAY ?!?!?!??!ZXCZXCZCZX
fortunately i've already been used to this since pri5 i guess .
T_T especially the 3-hours-of-doom-chinese-without-rest D:
it was tiring.
it really is.
imagine waking up at 8am and study your most hated subject for 3hours without rest.
no one could stand it.
really,..




okay and this is when i realised .
I'm blogging about lame stuffs again ROFL .
WHY IS MY BLOG BORING ?
BECAUSE MY LIFE IS DULL .
IT'S UNINTERESTING .
NOTHING'S HAPPENING.

nah, just kidding .
i'd be so much happier to have a boring life then
to suffer so much right now .
you don't know..
of course you don't !~

i go to school,
tlaktalktalk, laughlaughlaugh, smilesmilesmilesmile,
otherwise school will be boring, won't it ? D:
imagine me going to school with a black face
8-
stare at teacher
take down notes.
but NOOOOO,
i tend to try filling school life with laughter and all but ...
*it's not right to post your personal problems online*



so yeah, yadadadadadada ~
life is boring,
life is dull,
and life kinda sucks D;


common test tomorrow.
haiz .
english ?
i've been doing bad in english recently .
i really don't know why ?
is my english really that bad ?
i don't know how to improve.
honestly to me, reading newspapers magazines etcetc really doesn't help .

i kinda prefer my old lifeless style back then.
playing maple with tons of maplefriends.
chionging-levels and earning mesos.
going to chn20 FM to slack.
talk with people, and play with my darlings.
going to scary places with sharkie... (!!!!)
LIKE PIANUS. PAPU. AND WE WENT TO SEE JESSBUNNY BEFORE LOL !

although i know in real life, that's just a "fake life"
but i think i kinda prefer life like that .
it's enjoyable .
i could really smile while facing the computer, unlike now .
facebook, facebook, facebook.
there's seriously nothing to do .
after forcing myself really hard to not touch maple again..
i tried playing other games.. but fail .
i don't know why .
now i feel like playing back again.. but it's too late i guess ?
everyone's gone .
going back in there, it's like into a world of strangers ?
i know afew people only .
everyone's quitted .
everyone's gone .
it's like it's only me, alone..
i hate it.
i wished everything's the same back then.

after school i'd rush home .
on maple .
afk .
bathe .
play maple again .
eat .
slp .
i know it's lifeless, but i really like it back then .
now, everything's really boring .
after sch .
find someone go out with .
spend $$ .
go home .
tired .
get scolded .
slp .



all of a sudden i miss charlottelum.
really alot.
i don't know why ?
i see her online now in msn,
but i don't dare to talk to her.
i don't know what to say ?
probably she'd think i'm irratating... :(
as prolly she'd be playing rakion .
i missed my life with her .
going sch, then i'd see her waiting for me 8D
in the class room .
we'd go to the hall tgt with the whole group of friends .
go there .
sit .
talktalk, chatchat, laughlaugh, smilesmile .
i don't know why i never cherished that last time .
i even wished for it to pass quickily.
seriously, what i dumbass i am ...
that life, i like it ..
i rmb-ed when we got only 1 points difference in PSLE,
we cried, cause we thought we could go to the same school .
but we didn't


okay, and this is when i realised i've been saying too much .
alrights, shall go now .
bye 8)

because of my boredom at home .
as my sis went girlguides..
and.. im left with ______ to play .
my guardian doesn't want me to stick to the comp the whole time D:
so, she dragged me out of the house
because i didn't have anyone to go out with T_T

okay so yeah ..
went parkway.
to celebrate my aunt's sister's birthday
(which is still called my aunt, but to avoid confusion, i shall call her aunt's sister)

so yeah, ate, blablablabla :P

it was.. not very nice i guess .
i mean, it's those place where you just get a bowl of rice .
and then you gotta call the dishes, like.. fish
vegetable. chicken. egg. etc.
those type of place ?
nathyy don't like those place 8(
the food is so chinese-y.
and the drinks is chinese tea D:
I DON'T LIKE (N)


okay so later on .
i saw the vietnam gang D:
of course i feel so T_T because like yeah .
so .. hmm.. okay at first i didn't know .
until 1 of them stared at me .
stared till obvious @_@
then i'd be like, "Oh, hey !"
which totally caused me to feel very T_______T because... yeah.
D:

drank.. milo at this "kopitiam" HAHAHA
EEE I LIKE KAYA BREAD BUT I NEVER EAT UNTIL :(
okay who cares. zzz

after that went to.. my guardian's sister in law's house.
to eat curry yaaaayness ;D ;D ;D
NATHYY LIKES CURRY :D
the place she stayed in is whr my dad used to stay .
as in, same block, same condo apartment ;D
which is .. Neptune court, which is ..
right oppersite Victory JC @_@
WHICH IS, YEAAAAH @_@
*it is not right to expose personal stuffs like address online*







BUT STILL, yeah.
it's not like you're gonna find out my address through pics right !
haha 8D







okay so yeah..
I FELT, THE, OLD-NESS,
LIKE, ERM, NOSTALGIC-NESS
OVER THERE ROOOOOAR
i rmb, T_T I ALWAYS LIKE TO PLAY AT THE PLAYGROUND HH3H3H3H3H3
THEN I WILL SEE WORM
THEN I WILL SCARRRREEEEEEEDDDDDD T_T
okay lame, but yeah that's me .

so yeah went in .
I WAS, in a okay mood at first .
UNTIL I HEARD ..... CHILDREN'S VOICE WTF
I SERIOUSLY HATE CHILDREN .
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE KIDS .
I CANT STAND THEM .
IRRATATING ANNOYING DISTURBING CRYBABY SPOILT BRATS .
I HATE THEM.
even whn im young im not noisy like them .
CRY TO THEIR MAMA ALL THE TIME
AS LONG AS THEY CRY AND BEG THEN THEY HAVE EVERYTHING THEY WANT .
I HATE THAT .
I KNOW I'M SPOILT TOO BUT AT LEAST IM NOT LIKE THEM .
ZZZZZZ

so yeah, ignored them completely =)
although i know.. i'm being.. yeah .
WHO CARES, i really don't like them .
-_-

so yeah.. wheeeeee i've got new ang baos *clap*
played there..
i was, freaking bored.
so... i took.. pics ?
of... my.... eye ROFLLLLLLLLL



-warning: some pictures may scare you-

















h3h3h3h3h3 i was darn bored i swear .
so i like my eye .
my guardian don't let me eat too much curry D:
so she ask me don't eat anymore T_____T LOL






okay la .
i was really bored there 8(
and my guardian's sister in law's brother's son,
which is like i think same age as me,
is watching 'totally spies' on disney channel -_-
which freaked the shit out of me la, rofl, is he gay ?!

okay kidding. :B
but i still like teen titans ROFL.
okay i nth say also D:



so yeah,
after that.. went home 8D
only to find my tupid sister slping on the bed
STILL WITH HER GIRL GUIDES UNIFORM ON @_@
of course i would be, "WTF OMFG YOUR SWEAT WILL BE STUCK ON THE BED AND THE BED WILL BE STICKY THEN I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO SLEEP",
but nah, i said "HAHA I GOT ANG BAO YOU DON'T HAVE =P "
H3H3H3H3 joker .

so yeah, h3h3 thanks meifang for the photoshop CS3
h3h3h3h3h3h3 8)


y'know .
this hello panda,

tastes kinda nice LOL

Rofl okay.
hi i'm at home ;D
wheeeeee :B



hmm, went school today.
blablablablabla.
had fire drill,
which burned up some maths time 8D
but there's still 5mins left =( for maths .

okay then maths ended .. ?
physics lesson ended,
i saw the teacher that scolded us ytd
walking past @_@
and her expression is like "eww im walking past little bastards" face
rofl ?
she's weird luh..

okay then hor.
hmmmm..
oooh wheeeee i bought uniform todayyyyyyyy ;D ♥
okay, i swear, i just bought half a size bigger
and WTF IT'S DAMN BIG
the sleeve alr over my the arm alr
D:
as in the place where you bend your arms,
OKAY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS CALLED, OK ?!


hehehe ~ playplayplay.
okay then.. hmm..
co .
went old folks home ;D
played 2 songs, wtf,
i know i sound kinda mean but .
we played horribly -_____-
not that i hate co la but..
x.x" the percussion was.. crapped up ?
i mean, !!!!!!!!
but i don't blame them ba,
cuhz it's been long since we practised ?
the last time we played again was during CNY .
so it's like yeah, it's kinda natural that we forget alr .
plus yeah, i kinda forget some of my notes .
BUT WHO CARES, CELLO IS JUST THE BACKGROUND MUSIC HEHEHEHEHE (Y)

okay so yeah .
rofl after that mr tan sang ;D
ROFL, hahahahahhaha :B

okay after that..
nothing lor .
went bak sch .
wanted pei KIMBERLEY & bob
as they were studying .. ?
but nah, i ain't interested in studies .
i realised i'd be bored to death there so yeah .
i went home (Y)

went sch
blablablablabla ~
later on had e-hist test D:
which i think.. i died ?

well there WERE people cheating.
they put paper under the desk .
this tempo tcher
took the paper under the desk
confiscated it. only
which is good enough alr i guess .
she didn't penalize them, she didn't give them a straight 0
and instead lets them continue on the test .

afterwards while collecting the paper,
the class was in chaos i guess.
i wasn't paying attention, i had some irrelevant thoughts
occupying my mind at that moment.
and then, someone took the confiscated papers from the teacher's desk.
which made the teacher freak angry ?

we were supposed to copy down summarised stuffs from the visualizer .
and while she was scolding us many people were copying.
which results that she talking to air = wtf ha ha ha
okay so she off-ed the visualiser .
and demanded that the person who took back the papers to own up .

of course, no one did .
she was damn angry, well i could see that .
hmm honestly i thought that she was a nice teacher LOL
i didn't know she would be so ... scary ?
hurling vulgars at students .
"little fuckers", "little bastards"
and even saying
"i dont care .......bitch, .... "
etcetc .

so yeah, rofl .

after that... it's like .
she wanted us to apologise ?
infront of the whole school ?
during assembly ?
omg, i definately prefer to get a 0 for the test .
well, it wouldn't make much difference as.. i didn't study =.=

okay so.. yeah i don't know whether it'd come true anot .
she appears to be serious, but hey it might just be a joke .
cause the whole class started talking and laughing again .
i dont know why ?
rofl and before that the whole class was in silence .
because of her fierce-ness .


summary: she made us stay back till 4pm .
w-t-f .
or was it 4.30pm ?
i don't know .
it's definitely late .
i wanted to go....

Went KFC ;D
ate with denise, then kimmy came later on.
then.. went school 8D

wheeeee ~ played much at school .
after that, hmmm had lit test .
i swear, i didn't know there's a lit test !
but tried my best le la anw .
it's not like we gotta memorise a story ?
they just give a extract from the story, (WITH MANY TYPO)
then ask us damn hard de questions ?
well i couldn't say it's easy rofl .



okay then after school .
x.x" idk la .
stayed back ?
then played blackjack WHEEEEE !
NATHYY LOVES BLACKJACK {:
HEHEHEHEHHEHE $____________$

okay then went home .
while denise xy & kimmy went swimming ;D
ROFL i have a swimming-phobia @_@


someone teach me how to use livejournal pls D:


anw thanks kimmy for the rose !!!!!!!!!!!!
F5

rofl .

i really dunno what to do with my hair.
:(
it's damn spoiled .
i swear ?


it's really getting dry .
is it really because i dry my hair with really high temperature
right after a bath ?
or is it because i used wrong shampoo ?
or is it because... idk !
D:


wth's wrong with my hair .
and it keeps snapping .
D:
as in
pull abit
then will "piak"
T_T




I LOVED MY HAIR SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH



thanks .
i like the scrump .
and i like the balloon .
:)


me playing with shir :)



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL ~ :D

Well.
LIFE is probably ..
boring i guess.
rofl .


hmm, did nothing much today.
moved in to my dad's house :D
till tuesday..
then go back sch .
that's when the study-ing comes in .
haiz, as common test is right after CNY.
sad right ? zzzz .


roflllll okay WHY IS FACEBOOK LAGGING ?
i can connect to everywhere else .
all except facebook
which is taking forever to load ?
wtf zz










rofl except ..
i realised .
WHY.
i never blogged about this ?
last night, i was dead tired .
i swear i was damn tired .

i was crossing the road .
and i was thinking about some stuffs
which bothered me alot .
really, alot .
i don't know why it matter so much to me .
=P somehow i feel so ..
sad ? i guess .
not really .
but really, i am .


i alr had enough of everything .
and there problems seem to be flowing in .
i was..
going to cross the road .
and cause i was looking straight
i didn't really notice the traffic light .
i realised the cars are not moving ?
(that place is kinda deserted)
then i thought is red light .
so i just walked across .

and then
i realised
it IS the red light for walking
and green light for cars .
thn is like
i walking halfway alr .
thn the car
honk at me
=="
i swear i didn't notice ..
rofl .

Went macs .
bought ice milo ;D
saw cca people there, but i don't know them,
so it's like yeah @_@ i tried to avoid eyecontact =P

Had CNY celebration today 8D
went school at 7.30+
then brought instrument to hall D:
which was ... heavy .
IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN HEAVY OK !!!!!

okay then..
started lor =D
wheeeee it's my first time playing LOLOLOL
i kinda lag out at the 2nd song
where i had to turn the book
which i failed to beautifully do so LOL
as in i turn, then i will like,
panic, "OMG WHR THEY STOP"
then it's like .. yeah gg (Y)

okay then anw i feel pro la LOL
after that sit thr lor .
thn watch the rest of the celebration ?
got ppl dance
ppl sing
and thn the principal and the taiwan tcher sing love song .
and the DM sing dunno what song ROFL
then alot student give rose to teacher ?
ee i want rose also :(

okay then..
sch ended =D
went home .
slept .
thn around 4+ wake up .
thn .
online .

thn emily talk to me .
say want meet meh LOL
okay its so friggin' last minute la .
thn i went vivo .
find her .
wheeeeeeee .
okay i suck i was wearing uniform ?
around 6+ reach there
7+ actually .
then yeah .
walked around .
slacked .
looked at stuffs .
then yeah .

talked .
chatted .
drank at starbucks .
:D
lazy upload pictures, ps .



okay then..
went candy empire .
CHOO-CHOO BAR!
HOHOHOHOHO CHOO-CHOO BARRRRRR
mad.
okay then she went home.
yaaay .
had fun with her la :)




okay then i went home lor .
i swear it was friggin' dark
I SWEAR .
i couldn't tell where the bus stop is .
so i just innocently went around .
lmao .
to find the bus stop .
so yeah .
i walked damn far again ==
rofl .

okay then ..
yeah .
errrr i ..
went home quite late ?
it was friggin' dark
i got scared
rofl

as in i have this brain
which makes me hallucinate .
like a fallen palm tree
i could see it as a corpse
with those big eyes .
staring at me .
and objects next to a light source
i see it as something i see in the show "the orphanage"
wtf .
KNS
I SCARED LIAO LA
NOW WHUT TIME I SAYING THIS KIND OF THING .


OK I SCARED LIAO BLOG TMR BB


Rofl.

Long day today..
Made IC in school :)
okay actually hor i kinda nv receive the letter from government
budden still at sch still can take the form ;D

so it's like, yeah, haha, still can make IC lor.
scare me :)

okay then made liao .
thn cuhz we made during recess mah .
thn we went canteen to "have our recess"
although i never did buy anything to eat ..

okay then went back class..
then ms tham (SS teacher) was like
asking us why we back in class late
whn the other pupils back early.
so it's like yeah ..
ms tham was like
"WHY ARE YOU LATE FOR MY CLASS"
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE"

LOLLOLLOL
then she made a lie
saying that she went canteen to find us
but then yeah it's a obvious lie cause the whole class of laughing .
wtflol .

okay then...
so yeah that's all lor .
after that sch end alr .
went to ...
near kimmy's hse hawker to eat .
once again i'm saving $$
thn buy QOO drink only :)
while watching others eat T____T



mu QOO !!


went kimmy hse
ROFL
EH EH
"I TELL MUMMY"
ROFL
her sis .
okay la i don't say anything bad =P



then then ..
we were kinda late alr i guess .
then we went ~
in the end haven't start yet ba i guess ..

ok then, hmm, yeah ..
waited waited waited =P
thn finally sec3 non-competitors turn .
starting out i was running with kimberley
then she was like, she needs to go toilet rofl
before that i was saying that IIII need to go toilet
then she laugh at me =.=
thn now she say she wanna go toilet hahahaha

in the end.. she kinda told me to go run myself i guess =P
so i just went lor .
i never really did chiong .
i just.. hmmm just run lor .
well ~ hmm not many people were runnign .
most were walking ba ..
thn is like yeah, hehe .

after cross country ..
well .
i didn't really wanna go home =P
but other ppl want go home ..
but then i really duwan go home .. D:
most likely cause i don't wanna attend piano lesson ?
although my exam is like next month AND IM UNPREPARED.
ok thn is like yeah .

in the end ..
kimberley bring me to this place =p
which is called idk what .
blue color building .. ?

okay then ate at long john silver =P
actually kimberley didn't want to come..
but because of my constant whining she actually accompany me ?
THANKYOU T__________T D: D: D: D:

well i didn't bother to change to my sch skirt
cuhz yeah i was tired and i just didn't bother to change
cuhz i thought i won't see anyone.
but noooo, rofl -_- (read on :B)

oh yeah at longjohnsilver
i was innocently drinking my ice milo,
and whining + complaining how sucky life is .
and actually ranting bad things about that bitch i don't like .
and then yeah
i saw lopy & nicedancer 8)
then they kinda went out .
thn they come back again ?
thn we left 8(

thn thn kimberley went home .
ME LEH, lol i kinda went to the bus stop she told me to go
becuhz as you know im those direction sotong who don't know how to go anywhere.

in the end i went and guess what ..
i don't know what bus to take ROFL
so yeah
i this noobshit
act pro
go walk to another bus stop
which is city plaza i think
to see if there's any bus number familiar 8)
I wanted to ask kimberley for help but after much consideration.
i felt that im just luring trouble to her so i just decided to
be "independant" and find my way home myself .

in the end i walk walk walk
thn i walk till this place
is kinda "familiar"
because it was the place my NT friend always pull me peii her go one .
then is from sch walk to there ?
thn in th end
i walk walk walk
thn is like still lost rofl

on my way i saw jiangjie & his friends .. ?
i was talking on the phone with my friend so
i didn't really notice them
until i realise he was waving to me ROFL
and with my poor eyesight i couldn't really see him ..
but still i just wave back la LOL

ok thn in the end
i walk
1 BIG WHOLE ROUND
around geylang WTF
and i swear the sky dark dark alr lor .
thn is like walk walk walk
so many .......... girl + bad ppl ?
thn is like wtf rofl

ok thn i walk walk walk walk walk
thn in the end
i walk 1 BIG ROUND around there
which means, i went back to where i am ?
wtf ?! seriously !!!!

ok then i heck care le la
i walk to MRT there
thn which is like right infront of the blue building ?
i wanted to go there at first but i tried out
the bus stops first .. so it's yeah WASTE OF THEM D:

at the bus stop
i suddenly receive a sms from pineapple hair and celeste
saying "i saw u at the bus stop"
WTF ROFL

in the end damn late late late late late liao
so it's like yeah, finally reached a bus stop
which needs like seriously 30mins walk to reach home .
seriously, wtf i'm running out of money ..



okay, i'm kinda depressed now.

Okay.


currently i'm feeling damn depressed.


Factors of Nathyy's depression:


- I think someone angry with me.
- I don't know how to face someone.
- My pet society cannot log in.
- I am still not familiar with CNY's CO song.
- I can't find my letter for tomorrow's IC-making.
- My IC photo which i just took sucked alot.
- Common test immediately after CNY.
- Loads of homework.
- I can't understand a shit in Physics lesson.
- I don't know how to face my dad.
- I dont know how to thank my cousin for the scrump present.
- Tuition, i don't like them.
- Tomorrow's cross country...
- I don't know how to wash my class tee and i have to wear it tmr.
- I think he hate me.
- I want to buy roses for valentines but i bo girlguide friend.
- I can't chance 8K in audi.
- My "expected results" in my target settings are all Cs and Bs.
- My expected L1R4 (or whatever) is like 23 ?
- My music theory exam is on March and i'm still unprepared.
- I want to go back pri sch on CNY but then idk when cca let us go ?
- Really want to quit facebook games but "I CANT LET THAT PERSON BEAT MY LV!"




FML.





okay today i go to school ;O
blablablablabla
Lol, co, i still abit..
dunno-how-to-play the instrument well wor :(
is like they never write down the notes = i gg
rofl
okay la i think i really die ?

and and
i haven't find my letter for the registration for the IC thingy.
rofl i forgot which address i give ?
my dad recently moved house and i think i put his address ?
and i'm actually staying in my guardian's house and not in my father's house ?
my dad's address which i think i put is rented to someone else ?

THE REGISTRATION FOR THE IC IS TOMORROW ?

fml .


okay and tomorrow's cross country .
NATHYY, BE READY TO DIE.

Defination of flirt:
- to court triflingly or act amorously without serious intentions; play at love; coquet.

OR

- if you flirt with someone, you behave as if you are sexually attracted to them, in a playful way of not very serious way






and NOT

- talking to the oppersite gender
- meeting up with the oppersite gender
- sms/msn-ing with the oppersite gender
- asking to know more about the oppersite gender
- talking to "many different individuals from the oppersite genders"






THERE'S A DIFFERENCE YOU KNOW, get it ?



The things i talked to them about
is 100% nothing about liking them or what .
it's not like i blow kisses to them,
nor did i say things like "you look very cute" or
"i like your hairstyle" or what leh .

Can you at least TRY to understand ?
I really hate this.
what did i do wrong ?

Lol school was okay i guess.
had PE.
wtf :( 15 rounds ..

okay then had.. maths
just when i thought i loved maths
i realised i can't do alot of questions
so now once again.
MATHS SUX
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



okay then ..
hmm
went cca ;D
@_@ well
YOU KNOW
AT FIRST
oh because need to play in the hall awhile first mah
then i bring
th heavy cello
alllll the way from 4th floor
to the hall
THEN
PLAY 1 SONG NIA
then go alr -_-


THEN HOR
i thought is go back CO room
THEN I BRING IT ALL THE WAY TO CO ROOM
THEN
REALISED
OH FREAK
IT'S SECTIONAL PRACTISE

AND SO
i brought the sec1 girl and me
to the room where we usually practise our cello,
with the teacher of course
THEN
JUST WHEN WE REACHED THAT ROOM
WE SAW OUR SENIORS
RIGHT OPPERSITE THE BLOCK
WAVING TO US
TELLING US IS GO THERE
OMFG MY HAND WANT BREAK ALR LOR =(
bring so many places, then so many places wrong D:




okay so yeah.
went KFC with kimmy afterwards ..
D:
because my guardian at home.
i, only, drink,
ice lemon tea :D
eh i realised kfc's ice-lemon tea nicer then normal ice lemon tea ?
i think .
i mean .
i usually don't like ice-lemon tea .
but kfc's one .
i like .
LOL .

Yesterday night !
A random total stranger called JJ added me on msn @_@
okay i have no idea who that was.
and then ... !
he told me he's a flute player from CO.
ROFL

*JJ- Jiangjie :B

okay then so yeah.
last night i was kinda hyper i guess .
so i talked alot alot alot .... :O
then yeah heh heh
i helped him do his blog
the links part {:
I did it, ALPHABETICALLY @_@
heh heh with my link included TEEHEES :]

okay then so yeah @_@
today ...
he asked me to blog about him f5
so yeah here's the post LOL .


OKAY I HAVE SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT @_@
life's a bore .
there's nothing to do .
and i realised i'm just doing the same things over and over again.
like, everyday.
i'd wake up,
bathe, etcetc,
go to school,
after school end,
either find someone go out play with me
or i go home .

if go out play play till around 6+ 7+
then go home
play
then
slp
the end

if go home straight
then play lor
play comp
then eat
slp
the end




either ways my life seems more and more uninteresting .
i need a new event .
:(

today is 6 febuary 2010 satursday .


OKAY TODAY HOR ..
i did nothing.
-_-


went katong with guardian
to solely help her carry stuffs around wtf
but yeah at least i got some money $_$
well she was buying something
then she got change
then she just gimme the change
and ask me walk wlak around
WTF ?
walkwalk around there ..
there's nothing there seriously.
well i know there's lan there !!!
BUT THEN HOR
i don't dare go in myself -_-
so yeah too bad lor nathyy .
you suck ROFL .



okay hmmmm then yeah .
went home .
played .
ate .
played .
no study .
there's never a study timetable for me .
i need to change .


there's art homework, nathyy !

Okay.
facebook changed so darn much. :(


okay went school ~
did nothing much la ~ :D
okay then went .. home after sch
to get my friggin' file for co
cuhz i know i'd die if i don't bring it .
and kimberley's notes are inside too D:


okay so i went home and take yaaaaaay .
then went back school .
slacked around awhile .
then went co.

lololol
i know it's sounding pathetic but .
today's the 1st time i ever played tgt with the whole orchestra.
-_____-
and it's a darn simple song i guess ..
lololol okay i know i suck .

:(





all of the sudden, i miss...

meifang. siyi. charlottelum.
siti. shaffiah. sharkie.
royce. jiahui. and _______

=( i want to see them all somedayyyyyyyyyyy !

LOL okay i went schoool today.
8)

okay then ~!!!!
i ..
nothing happen ley actually @_@
erm so yeah had fun ?
i guess .
LOL ss test .
I SPENT ALOT OF TIME
MEMORISING THE 'SINHALA ONLY' POLICY
IN THE END DURING TEST
I ALL FORGOT
spent afew minutes trying to rmb
BUT IN THE END I STILL CANT RMB
AFEW MINUTES DAMN PRECIOUS I SWEAR
WTF

in the end i no time write finish ..
had english test today :O
"Describe a scene of Orchard Road on a typical sunday"
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ?
BEGGARS BEGGING FOR MONEY ?
LOVERS KISSING HERE AND THERE ?
AND PPL SELLING ICE CREAM ?
WTF ?

okay then went e-hist ..
was kinda nervous at first.
cuhz last week i pont
llucky they dunno .. :)
hehehehehe then still say 3A5 ppl pont LOL



okay then ..
hmm.
nothing lor {:
went home.

OH YOU KNOW I SPOILED MY BAG UNTIL VERY CHAM LOL
so i went home ..
then i ask kimmy
to go bugis with me HEHEHHEHEHE
to buy a new bag

it's a green bag yay!
okay weird 8)




LET'S ALL TAKE NEOPRINTS TOGETHERRRRRRRR

LOLOLOL okay lame.
i..
have nothing to do :(

playplayplayplayplay the whole day in school.
but tmr i'd probably be dead .
SS test.
E-history.
loads of stuff :(

lol next week is cross country rofl



oh kimmy made chocolates for everyone today !
damn nice la :) hope she's selling ..
but nah i think she isn't .

hmmm had literature.
EEEEE I DID THE PRESENTATION
I FEEL SO TOOT ROFL
Ok i didn't talk
WAIT ACTUALLY I DID TALK
BUT I SAY VERY LOUD
BUT I THINK THEY CANNOT HEAR WTF
ARE THEY DEAF @#$%^&*( T________T
ok nvm
did it alr, FROM NOW ON IT'S SLACK !
XDDD

okay then had lunch at school 8D
I TOLD THE LADY I WANT WHITE RICE
but she gave me FRIED RICE !
her fried rice got chilli de ..
then i want curry ..
so it's chilli + curry + spicy fishcake wtfLOL
I SWORE I FELT LIKE CRYING but yeah who cares

rofl then after that..
okay then it's like yeah kimmy went to my house..
then realised she left her books in school.

Okay i woke up today at 3am
and i heard my sister talking to herself .
freaky sia, she even admitted it cause she said
"wow, you heard me talking to myself ?!"
LOL


okay then i go to school :)
okay so yeah blablablablabla sch was fun .
rofl except i have to endure the face
of that certain someone who i hated so much .

oh and i got shifted right to the front of the class
okay when was that ?!
alright i shall skip the unimportant parts .
had physics, lol had test and i didn't knew it .
checked answers with other students and i think mine all wrong omfg .
lol idc alr la, I WILL STUDY AND I MUST
i swear i didn't learn what's pendulum
so i anyhow .. and yeah i really got wrong rofl .
x_x if i were wearing my specs, i could ..

okay then so yeah too bad lor, peishin.
oh on physics class right
cuhz sit right at the front
oh just the other day hor, principal saw me sleeping in class
then today denise said the principal walk pass
then can see me using phone in class wtf
ok i think the principal hates me now,
he is prepared to kick me out of school i guess .
and tomorrow's elective-history,
there's a chance principal and parents might be called because ..
i did something i guess .
hmm i don't mind getting punishment but i love denise too much :(

art class was ... umm kinda ..
idk .
i guess i suck at art =P
i don't do my homework .. after all .




hmm what should i do tomorrow .
I MUST STUDY SOCIAL STUDIES .
I MUST IMPROVE MY CHEMISTRY
I LOVE MATHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay today.
i am late for school
-_-
i couldn't find my house key ..
so .
i screamed for my maid
early in the morning
just to openn the gate for me .
because i am lazy to find my key .
plus i am already kinda late .
so why take the risk ?



i reached sch
blablablablabla
due to the request of "not being able to see clearly"
we are now shifted RIGHT to the front
EXCALTY MOST infront -_-
(we, as in, me and denise)
nice right ?
-_________-"


ok had co..
has already damn tired .
with a headache .
then yeah just endure lor .
after co
i kinda promised kimmy to go parkway with her .
so with a headache + fatigue + "not supposed to go"-ness
(because she kinda said no when i asked her whether i could go)
i just went LOL
heck care la, i bet she also not at home =P


okay yeah had ... dinner there .
bubbletea :D
went popular .
lololol quite late alr .
i went back =P
and i KNEW it
she's not at home
!!!!!!!!!!