(Sunday, 31 January 2010 / 9:53 pm)
Moon like a sun shines upon the darkness, only you may not be aware of the darkness of the universe.
okay.
LOL.
idk whut to say .
ummm i went parkway with my sis just now :D
to buy stationarys i guess.
umm..
i bought myolo a mirror (finally?)
although she says she doesn't want it to look girly.
i kinda bought a ... bear mirror !
which is light blue in color.. :D
i mean YES it does look abit girly BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT ISN'T IT
-shows sweet smile-
XD
okay D:
idk larhs T_T
had snowflake ice-cream ~
sis gave me hers cuhz she's full
so i kinda ate 1 + half bowl LOLOLOL
i like their mango la i swear .
and if i'm not wrong ..
they now give less then what they give last time .
last time they give damn much
now is like so little alr ..
and not as nice ?
i guess .
okay i have like seriously nothing to say @_@
oh well, hahas .
i feel that, i'm greedy .
i started out dying to be in the same class as denise, and all.
after FINALLY getting into that class i'm as happy as hell .
and now, it just doesn't seem to make me happy anymore .
after being afew days in the same class .
not that i've gotten tired of sitting at the back with denise ..
but now that i feel that i want more things .
much more then just being in the same class as denise .
i don't want to sit behind cause i can't concentrate .
i want to sit in a position where i can see clearly .
i want to sit with people who i am close to in physics class .
i want school to end earlier .
i want cca to end more early .
i want to get good results but play everyday .
i want the person i like to like me .
i want everybody to hate the person i detest .
i want a apple laptop like my sis's .
i want my own bank account card .
i want to transfer school .
i want almost everything .
i feel that i'm forgetting that i'm lucky enough to be
in the same class as denise .
i don't know why .
am i taking things for granted ?
or i can't just get statisfied with all i have now ?
i feel like i'm being so greedy,
nothing lasts to me .
i hate myself for being such a bitch.
(Saturday, 30 January 2010 / 11:07 pm)
i like you so much that i want you to suffer along with me.
today i stayed at home.
i slept all the way till ... 11am.
haiz x______X"
okay then yeah.
didn't do anything much ..
well tomorrow .
i must study SS
cause i think SS is fun ?
I MEAN IT'S COOL
so i want to do well in it LOL
ALTHOUGH I HATE LIT
LIT IS COOL
SO
I TOOK LIT
AND NOW I THINK LIT SUX
BUT LIT STILL ROCKS
okay i'm mad .
whatever .
okay then ermmmmm .
so yeah .
LOL MY THEORY EXAM ON MARCH
AND PRATICAL EXAM ON JULY
I, AM, UNPREPARED.GG (Y)
(Friday, 29 January 2010 / 9:39 pm)
omfg i was typing a damn long paragraph just now .
thn in the end blogger got error wtf .
okay so i guess i'll just summarise .
went to sch .
well everyone seems to be in bad mood. :(
and jimmy neutron keeps saying that i'm a liar .. :(
but my lies have seriously does no harm .
i mean not like it's gonna harm anyone or
i'm not showing off or anything @_@
it's just some .. "personal" stuff or something o_o
i guess .
okay maybe not .
okay then ..
chionged to parkway right after school .
to buy my file for CO
in the end we never use ... this is "great" !
it's $5 ! how nice !
okay let's skip the unimportant.
after that co .
tcher said that .
I TOK ALOT IN CLASS
"IM PEISHIN"
SO
WE WANNA CHANGE ME PLACE ... or what he said ?
okay .. lol .
i mean i DO love my class behind .
although i must admit i can't concentrate in class .
thus i'm getting from bad to worse .
i vowed to be hardworking this year .
and yet .. i got worse then last year ?
leaving allll my books under my table.
causing me to not be able to study and now .
i don't even pack my bag cuhz all my books are in sch ROFL
homework are always copied .
and ... MY CHINESE TING XIE ALWAYS FULL MARKS
BECOS WHY ?
I CHEAT
I CHEAT I LIE I STEAL
HAPPY ?
(Thursday, 28 January 2010 / 10:06 pm)
and when we lost everything..we still had the future..
well i guess .
i AM getting from bad to worse ?
just yesterday, i did something which i shouldn't have .
today's the same, lol .
somehow i have the feeling i'll get punished this time.
i'll accept any form of punishment cause i deserve it i guess .
but i love denise more then anything ;D
okay so oh well .
i shall not state anything regarding the "thing which i shouldn't have done"
incase some ...... person sees this .
well kimmy went to my hse after school :)
after stealing away the sch piano .. =="
which makes me feel goddamn guilty !
i guess .. well i DO feel bad .
okay afterwards had piano lesson .
it was ... torture .
theory's on march, pratical's on july .
how unprepared i am, you have no idea .
noooooo idea at all .
life's starting to suck again .
in each persons storm there is always a rainbow waiting to shine.
but every persons storm there is rain,
lightning and thunder there are centers and edges.
rainbows and hail,
but each persons storm has a beginning and an end.
through each persons storm there is a sunshine.
with the ssunshine comes a price.
for the flowers to grow there must be rain.
without the storm, only the weeds shall prospure
(Wednesday, 27 January 2010 / 9:32 pm)
heh ..
TODAY .
i will not post about what happened .
okay bye 8D
(Tuesday, 26 January 2010 / 10:57 pm)
The greatest treasures are those invisible to the eye but found by the heart
tomorrow's ..
......
d-e-a-d -_-"
okay today i go to sch
blablablablabala
then after sch i go to ....
parkway .
with bob & kimmy :)
so yeah had pastamania AGAIN hehehehehhe
ok then yeah went home .
chionged maths homework and i made it !
hohohohoho ..
lol .
okay i'm worried about tomorrow.. so ..
i guess, i ..
i'll probably just go to hell .
(Monday, 25 January 2010 / 8:52 pm)
Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within
damn, it.
BUT IT'S OKAY, THANKS LEON FOR LENDING ME THE DISK :B
sorry for making u mafan x.x"
HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH the thing is hor
now that i kinda look at it I BIT SCARED PLAY LOL
HOWHOWHOWHWOHWOW AM I WASTING HIS MONEY+TIME+IDKWHUT
okay nehmind .
mummy went back msia today ..
haiz wonder when i can see her again ?
lololololol okay so yeah .
went sch .
I HAD A FCKING FLU .
AND HEADACHE
AND SORE EYES
AND ULCER
AND TUMMYACHE
W-T-F today's a pretty bad day .
not to mention i have to endure all those throughout CCA .
which is until 6pm ?
pfft -.-
okay then so yeah I STILL SCARED PLAY HOW LLOL
(Sunday, 24 January 2010 / 10:54 pm)
Tell a friend a lie & if they can keep that a secret then you know you can always tell'em the truth
today went out with mum .... again ! ;D
welllll then ummmmmm ..
went to parkway first :)
cuhz my aunt offered to fetch us there.. so why not ? :P
thenthen shopped awhile .
ate pastamania wheeeeeee !
nathyy likeyy pastamaniayy :)
thenthenthen went to erm
ermmmmm tampanese
shopped till no more "chikching" $____$
sad larhs .
thn went back home .
to this "with a pinch of salt" (WAPOS)
heheheheheheh i had my banana split there ;D
wheeeeeeeee :B
( / 11:34 am)
went out with mommy today ;D
at first went marina square with my dad, sis, mum, and dad's friend ;D
thn we went to eat ..
thn we went to choose a lappy for my sis -_-
IN THE END ..
MY DAD PROMISED TO BUY MY SIS
A WHITE APPLE LAPTOP
WTF ?!?!?!
i wanted that at first
but my dad said something like
"it's not for kids.. "
THEN IN THE END HE BOUGHT FOR MY SIS
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UNFAIR LA T_T
but need 1 month then re-stock
cuhz no stock ..
okay then after that we went ..
errrr forgot whr .
shopshopshopshopshop .
ok la we went to alot places
but cant rmb the place -_-
i think i saw one of my schoolmates
walking out of cityhall mrt :O
the thing is, i can't rmb his name until i went facebook later on .
loolzxc .
okay then ... OH THEN AROUND AT NIGHT
we wanted to watch 'Legion' !
we were at cinny plazaaa
thenthenthenthen NO SPACE
T_T
then after that we went leisure park
to hopefully watch there .
thn in the end ..
they never show -_-
sad right .
okay then we bought a DVD
called the "The Orphanage"
QUITE SCARY LA
THE OLD LADY TIO BANG BY CAR
THEN DIE ALR
THN TH PPL COVER THE FACE(she lying on the road)
then the main character go to her
then after that
the old lady the hand suddenly grab the main character's hand
WITH LOUD SOUND EFFECT
W-T-F
PLUS THEN AFTER THAT THE FACE IS SHOWN
THE MOUTH BECOME DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN BIG
WTF
VERY VERY VERY BIG D:
thennnn got alot part
is dead body fall down from ceiling
then got lloads of blood
WTF
THEN STILL GOT WHUT
THE FINGER COME OUT OF THE HAND
OR SOMETHING
SHE PLUCK OUT HER OWN FINGER OMFG
(Friday, 22 January 2010 / 11:32 pm)
weeks .
TODAY i go to school
but before that hor it was raining
then hor i lent my umbrella to kimmy ytd
so i no umbrella ..
well actually i intendded to walk to sch =.=
in the drizzling rain i guess .
then i sms-ed deniseleehuiwen asking if she's at sch
and HEY she's taking taxi
and then nicenice the rain suddenly bigbig
so yeah yay she fetched me to sch !
in her taxi .
but i paid half the price so yeah ;D
the tootie indian driver
keep pretend he dunno whr is broadrick
waste $$ sia
kns
thn in the end dun even wanna fetch us in the sch
so kns ?
we are customers leh
EXCUSE ME .
ok then yeah had sch .
lalalala sch was fun cuhz i sit with deniseS
yeah .
sch ended .
i peii deniselee go katongshoppingmall
to buy her scarf ;D
then bubbletea.
then went back sch .
will we drank our bubbletea in the canteen ;D
then talk awhile larhs .
thn we go back CO.
then yeah played .
thn halfway me and kimmy bored mah
thn th tcher tell us go other room practise ourselves
cuhz we new learners
thn yeah we went .
then shortly we started to slack LOL
then me and kimmy went around sch
di siao-ing ppl
;D
then yeah, WENT HOME
YAAAY MY MUM'S WITH ME NOW
thn after that
daddy and mummy and jiejie
we all go parkway
to eat sakae sushi (YA LA IDK HOW SPELL, HAPPY ?)
then yeaaaaaah i damn full larhs ==
thn walk around
thn went home
lol my daddy buying lappy for my sis D:
(Thursday, 21 January 2010 / 8:57 pm)
You and I can make liars of them too.
my poopy keychain !!!
it's cute okay :(
okay today i go to school .
2nd day of 3A6 alr :D
hehehehehs .
life rocks .
it was so much better then 3A5 i guess .
cuhz it's kinda stressing there =x
all teachers expects us to get A's .
and i'd kinda "disappoint" them if i .... -_-
so yeah; i don't really deserve to be in there anw .
I APPEALED TO GET INTO 3A6 IN THE FIRST PLACE, NOT 3A5 !!!!
okay then yeah .
had lessons :D
had .. chemistry .
wtf I'M SUPPOSED TO SIT WITH DENISE LEE
CUHZ WE'RE BOTH LEE
THEN, my name not in register number
BUT NVM
I, WILL, WAIT, FOR, IT, TO, COME, OUT
:D
so yeah, did practical .
my chromatogram paper D:
well i didnt' really leave it at the lab CUHZ I FORGOT .
so ... it doesn't really have much colors .
sad ..
stuffs it did with deniselee aka bob ~ :D
eraser f55 !
N = nathyy,
dlhw = deniseleehuiwen ;D
WHEN I UPLOADED IT IT WAS HORIZONTAL,
but come out is like that D:
my extra finger there :B
denise did this on a random piece of fullscape :D
sitting at the back with deniselee was coooool :)
but yeah although it's kinda hard to see the words in the whiteboard
or visualier ,
it's still okay ba i guess .
lololol then somemore nicely,
we happen to sit behind 3 talkative de boys .
thn they all always talk (we also always talk!)
but then they always tio scolded instead of us cuhz we hidden LOL
KY's injection mechanical pencil ! cool right :)
(P.S, KY= one of the guys sitting infront :D)
okay then ..... :D
after school ..
went KFC T_T
OMFGISWEARIMGETTINGFATEATTINGKFCEVERYDAY.
then yeah ..
reached home ..
kinda tired today so yeah .
i slept x_x"
then my sis woke me up
for piano
i was so ... tired
so during piano i got scolded until like shit
cuhz i don't seem to be able to understand anything
(fyi, i doing theory .. )
SO YEAH; life rocks and sucks .
OH, MUMMY COMING SG TMR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope there's no homework so that i could enjoy my 3 days with her :)
couple cup D:
"a tree compared to the whole forest"
(Wednesday, 20 January 2010 / 8:46 pm)
There's no real truth of justice here. It's just a mockery .
hi tharr ~
okay it's been some time since i blogged properly .
i'd include pictures today i guess .
since i'm bored x(
today i go to school.. :D
full of awkwardness i entered class 3A6
as i was transferred to this class because ms tham helped me to .
for the first time, MISS THAM ROCKS !
okay then, by right i'm supposed to sit behind denise.
but then it's like ROFLMAOZXC so in the end .
i sit behind 8D
rightttt at the back. :D
can sms f5 !!!!
then ...
yeah had lessons lor .
lol, today was okay cuhz, we got out of class for many lessons .
maybe after today, i'll feel the pain i guess .
lol cuhz actually hor I CANNOT SEE THE WHITE BOARD
=.=".......
but nehmind, for the sake of denise and i I WILL STAY THERE
although i have a feeling that seats won't last long :(
then.. ummm..
yeah la :D
after school .
i went to parkwayy again .
BUT NAH I AIN'T GONNA SPEND MY PRETTY MONEY ON JACK'S PLACE
yesterday was just to statisfy my rich friend D:
so today we went pastamania .
which was like so much cheaper ?
okay then umm .
we went to buy chocolates HOHOHOHO
OH YA BTW HOR .
i'm buying chocolates for me this special someone on valentines day .... :D
and i'm buying just ONE, to show how sincere i am i guess .
BUT WHO KNOWS, I MIGHT CHANGE MY MIND LOL .
so yeah .. :D
then went home .
AT THE BUS STOP.
HENRY LIN SAW ME !!!!!
but becos IM NOT HIS GF
SO
HE NEVER COME DOWN AND SAY HI TO ME
ROFLMAO toot sia .
ok then yeah i reached home .
okay done !
deniselee drew this on her table :B
making it "her personal table for 2 years" heh heh .
TILT YOUR HEAD !
okay there's another one with
leehuiwen-hearts-leepeishin
SO YEAH GO CHECK IT OUT .
yipeeeeees :]
i owe denise her eraser cuhz i forgot to return it .
(Tuesday, 19 January 2010 / 10:44 pm)
heh .
Today almost late for sch :(
i was at home on like, 7am :(
then i quickily rush to school ..
then when i was near, i start taking my time again :D
and my take my time = walk REALLY slowly .
cause y'know, i can never be happy in school :(
okay then yeah .
WHEEEEEEEE, I'VE GOT NEWS .
I'M GOING 3A6 !!!!!!!!!
somehow i feel more happy la :)
can be with denise ..
& co gang :D
what's more, the burden's being lift off .
the "i-dont-deserve-to-be-in-3A5" feeling is gone :D
then i won't feel so ... ______ there la =x
lol, 3A5 was a nice class anyway .
there's max the destroyer, and robert pattison the chinese version !
okay lame , but it's still cool hahahaha :B
then yeah ..
after school .
went parkway .
oooh i saw yongen at the traffic light whn im in the bus !
thn after that went jack's place
becuhz the rich girl who went with me wants to eat there
half my weekly allowance is used .. and it's only tuesday !
okay then yeah LOL i had tuition la .
so i went home ..
THEN !
when the bus is quite far
I SAW RAYFEY @_@
then becuhz I LIKE HER i got down the bus
then suddenly i feel very ... LOL
then i just said hi
and his yao hui brother saying "I HAVE THE SAME NAME AS ______ !"
cute lurhs .
thn after that, i need to WALKKKKKK a long way home =.=
cuhz byright i supposed drop at the other end of this "maze"
rofl it felt like shiatzxc .
okay then yeah that's all .
bye 8D
LIFE ROCKS when i'm in the same class as denise .
oh i doing lit presentation now .
so kns lurhs, i hate lit .
(Monday, 18 January 2010 / 9:40 pm)
Life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds lasts forever.
went school today :B
as usual, blah, i'm a good girl who doesn't skip school (:
although my left eye hurts from time to time (someone's cursing me!)
okay hmm i was having bad hair day i guess .
while walking to school my heart was like damn heavy :(
maybe becuhz of words that someone said to me ?
or maybe cuhz i listening to sad songs last night =="
lol, either way i was in a saaaaad mood while going school D:
thenthen when i saw deniselee ,
i immediately happy YAAAAY :B
hehehehes okay then erm .
yeah la, studies studies etc etc
in the end, the teacher never collect SS homework .
so w-t-f right .
made me chiong SS like shit (or maybe not?)
cause i really wanted to be a good girl .
and i wanted to complete it allll by myself .
in the end i was left with no choice but to copy from deniselee & my .
and then in the end she never collect .
wth ! :(
okay thennnnnn had CO .
lol, cello ...
umm, the CO teacher insult me ! D:
so i am very sad .
F4 ....
okay then after that went KFC .
to have my friggin' kookies & cream crusher (YAY!!!!)
so yeah .
TOMORROW GOT LITERATURE (PRESENTATION ?)
TOMORROW GOT ART (OMFG IT SUCKS the teacher indirectly said i rushed my work)
TOMORROW GOT PHYSICS (OMG IS THERE TEST ?)
TOMORROW GOT CHEMISTRY (I HATE THIS SUBJECT!!)
TOMORROW GOT MATHS TUITION !!!!!!
okay life sucks .
i just have to endure it anyway :(
(Sunday, 17 January 2010 / 10:35 pm)
It's hard when your heart and your mind are in a fight...:(
Ok .
finally, i'm kinda done with most of my homework .
most of my homework .
Literature (powerpoint) - done .
chemistry - done
journal writing - currently working on it .
social studies - undone (well, there's no SS on monday right ?!)
maths - undone (hand up on THURSDAY, so yeah)
for some reasons something tells me there's a test on monday ..
maths ?!
maybe it's just the influence .
i don't know .
today was like any other day .
just that i spent ALOT of time doing literature .
why ?
cuhz i'm not good at it .
i have no freaking interest in it .
why did i take lit ?
i don't know .
i'm stupid i guess .
taking a subject which i don't like .
i want to take geography .
argh .
I WANT TO MEET WITH EMILY AND XINHUI ON THURSDAY AFTER SCHOOOL .
I HOPE YOU GUYS BETTER READ THIS *_*
OR ELSE ........ *evil smirk*
bye ~
( / 1:17 pm)
I trust you and that scares me.
i wish finish all my homework today .
there's ........
- english, (journal writing)
- social studies (worksheet)
- maths (100+ ques wtf)
- literature (character analysis, settings, and mainevents for 5 chapters [presentation; powerpoint form] wtf lol)
- chemistry (workbook)
and this is what happens when you leave everythign last minute .
i'd just be done with my cafeworld, petsociety and petville .
then i'll be off with homework .
cuhz i wanna try being a "guaikia" from now on .
:D
(Saturday, 16 January 2010 / 1:14 pm)
Just know I'm right here hoping,
oh it's satursday today .
(it's 17 jan right now..)
ummm like any other satursday .
well i kinda stayed at hhome today .
except later on .
played audi ...
WELL CASH ITEMS ARE IN 20% OFF !!!!!
MUST BUY EVERYTHIGN ... BUT ,...
I BUY WHAT, PPL SAY IT'S WEIRD
DAMMNIT MY FASHION SUX LOL
okay nehmind i'd buy things later .
SO YEAH YOU KNOW THE WHOLE DAY .
my right arm hurts like shit .
cuhz i didn't rest when i was told
while i was playing cello i guess .
woah, i regret siol .
monday must practise again .
my poor arm, lol .
i play audi, my right arm (press keys de)
like cannot function liddat =.=
kns lols .
When I was little…
…My best friend was imaginary.
…I got hugs from my mom everyday.
…Everything I did was adorable.
…I played with my Barbie’s and Beanie Babies.
…I could make everyone burst out laughing.
…I only cried when I had skinned knees.
…Homework didn’t exist.
…Eating everything I wanted, was something I did everyday.
…I could run outside in the sprinklers naked.
…Medicine was “icky”.
…Swinging on the swings was the only exercise I needed.
…I slept in my mom’s room when I was scared.
…Boys had cooties.
…Teachers weren’t capable of hating you.
…Being little didn’t matter.
…Balloons made everything better.
…The ground was only a few feet away.
…The only responsibilities I had were cleaning up my toys and not peeing my pants.
…People didn’t call you mean names.
…You didn’t have to be pretty.
…When a guy said “I love you”, he meant it.
(Friday, 15 January 2010 / 1:08 pm)
& now I'm another year older
once again i apologise of the lack of update .
date posted: 17 jan =x
OKAY Í'M POSTING ABOUT FRIDAY SO YEAH .
i go to school .
then i peii deniselee go her class =x
although yes i feel extra there but i just went =P
so yeah @_@ ermmmmm did nothing there la .
waited for co to start .. ?
co start alr i go lor =P
umm yeah .
so i transfered to cello ..
thn i just sit there watch they all play ..
for 2 whole hours =.=
damn bored, cuhz keep repeat same things .
sien until ... dunno whad =x
thn after that co end alr .
thn th instructor teach us how play cello =.=
ACTUALYL HE NV TEACH
just explain to us abt the instrument
"it looks easy, but actually it's the hardest instrument"
o my lord i joined cuhz i thought it's easy .
okay thn yeah .
practised .. (pulling the thing nia)
lol ..... tired .
went home =P
anw kimberley gave me a scissors for cutting hair during recess ..
thanks alot ! :x
(Thursday, 14 January 2010 / 10:59 pm)
so fierce .. yet so kind .
hmm .
had sch ;D
went home :O
then went back sch again ;D
i saw .. ____ going out with loads of girls .
i damn sad .
:(
although i'm in no position to be sad .
im still sad .
LOL .
nah it ain't jealousy .
okay then went balestal hill sec sch :]
met people there hehehehehehezxc
i swear the teachers there damn nice larhs .
even the DM joke around, saying vulgar jokes with us LOL
my sch leh ? you say one "fck" word
see whad happen to you .
LOL .
thn even principal so kind la .
offer to fetch the students home cuhz it's kinda raining .
good lo, wth :( and their sch damn big !!!
`
after that quite late alr .
6pm :(
thn went lenova square or something .
ate at KFC ;D
thn umm we felt full .
so yeah we went .. home ?
WELL I WENT ALL THE WAY TO err DUNNO-WHAT INTERCHANGE
BECOS I DONT MIND GOING HOME MYSELF HEHEHEHE
so i reached home at ... 9pm
heh.
(Wednesday, 13 January 2010 / 8:09 pm)
life is a game you've never played before. and it dont come with instructions.
today i go sch (ROFL)
okay then ermmm endured till sch end x.x"
sch end liao i don't wanna go home ~
but in the end everyone's busy =="
so yeah i went home .......... D:
and then i slackeddddd
and i seriously slacked ..
i can't remember what i did in the afternoon ..
hmm .. oh i think i watching anime
bleach !
okay so yeah nothing else to say .
anyone free after school (after 3pm)
on wednesdays and thursday
tell me ah !!!!!! :]
(Tuesday, 12 January 2010 / 11:04 pm)
you think that i'm a wall with no feelings well guess i'm not you .
went sch .
blablablablabla .
ewwwww i hate art lesson :(
we had to draw what we mould the "dough" into
it got my hands really .. oily !
okay lame .
okay so today i had to stay back cuhz ~
i didn't do english homework !
*claps*
okay lame .
lolololol whadsyourprobsiol .
(Monday, 11 January 2010 / 7:57 pm)
Let us thank the fools. Without them, we would never realize the difference of being successful, and not.
went school today D:
i thought i lost my phone, so i was like DDDD:
in the end i found my phone later on .. LOL
OK THEN HOR .
yeah .
had art class today .
totally sucked ... i hate art !
i hate art, physics, and lit .
i don't know why i take them ?
it's like totally force myself to take them .
should i change to geography ?
should i drop art ?
should i change to bio ?
this questions run through my head everyday and i still can't answer .
i don't know .
i seriously don't know .
a part of me tells me that i want to,
but another part of me tells me it's better to just leave it .
i am .. confused ?
okay, then ...
i .. kinda skipped co today =x
sorry la T____T
went out with friend, friend, friend, friend and friend .
(i shall not list down the names, as i don't really know how to spell them,
so i shall just call them friend !)
to parkway :O
hmmm ate at KFC .
guess what they don't sell crusher there .
and guess what ?
i spilled the sause on my uniform,
adding the ugly strain on my blouse T_T
pure disgusting larhs .
okays after that just slacked around ..
uhmmmm x.x"
yeah .
went home after that :P
then i went to walk my dog =="
which makes me much more tired but yeah .
that's all, oh my daddy is coming back to sg tonight !
yaaaaaaay !
zomfg there's art and lit tomorrow,
after school's maths tuition .
tomorrow'll suck like hell .
(Sunday, 10 January 2010 / 9:36 pm)
admiration is the furthest thing from understanding .
i had the most wonderful dream today .
it was really one of the best dreams i ever had,
apart from those i had about sharkie(LOL),
the people who i liked, and things i wanted to happen :DD
it's seriously wonderful, haiz .
this kind of dreams only come once in awhile x.x"
and here i would like to share this dream with you
although it sounds really retarded but i don't wanna forget this dream !!
it's about pure freedom, it's something like "Avatar"
but it's more like a world of my own .
seriously, everything was nice .
and here, i am the abnormal person .
who have special abilities (LOL)
something like bleach, i can jump from building to building,
and use
shunpo(?) and
flash step(?)
okay, everything will be recorded in my private blog because .
i don't want people laughing their ass off reading my blog LOL .
BUT IT WAS REALLY NICE, it's like avatar,
and and and ..
you know, avatar ?!?!
you could do anything, everything was like so magical ..
sadly i had to wake up.
because there's CHINESE TUITON ==
at 8am .
i woke up at around 7.30am
then so i slept again and had this dream lor .
then 8am wake up .
which means that dream lasted 30mins ..
sad :(
I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO WAKE UP LA
THANKS TO THAT CHINESE TUITION
THE DREAM COULD HAVE LASTED LONGER .
goddamnit .
okay so ..
today did nothing .
well i played audi x.x"
with nicedancer f5
OKAY HOR TODAY RIGHT .
i wanted to do something
but i didn't in the end .
complete waste of time .
pfft .
(Saturday, 9 January 2010 / 10:39 pm)
Be brave. Take risks. Nothing can substitute experience.
Attended cca open hse today ==
well met kimberley at traffic light :B
so yeah we went KFC cuhz she wanted have porridge .
thn yeah after that went kfc to meet co pweple .
thn yeah went sch x.x"
because i'm the only guai guai de not-performing person around .
í'm supposed to stay at the bench there and 'advertise' co to ppl .
in the end i walk around LOL .
okay so yeah just watched lor .
nothing special larhs .
thn after that open hse everyone went home .
everyone BUSY .
so yeah .
kimmy wasn't feeling well so ..
i pei her go see doctor O:
so yeah she doesn't allow me to hear her conversation with the doctor ..
which means she's hiding something .. :( but it's okay .
i respect her privacy x.x"
i went to collect her tempura while she's inside .
there's a cute small china guy who talked to me LOL
although i feel awkward although it's just a small guy .
i feel so noob trying so hard to understand his chinese .
after that kimmy went home ..
she gave me instructions on buses and all and guess what ?
I STILL GOT LOST ..
-______- i feel so toot la LOL
i walked from one bus stop to another (it's damn far i swear)
and thn finally i saw bus 30 .
congrats ! =="
wlao that place so many smoker la .
keep smoke smoke smoke smmoke smoke .
i die by 20 year searlier le .
okay then ... reached home .
i'm damn tired i swear .
played audi {: with nicedancer ROFLZXC .
okay then i fell asleep .
as i was really really tired .
slept till like 8pm ==
and guess what no dinner LOL so i played audi again .
with nicedancer and ginko :B
yay, i feel noob .
(Friday, 8 January 2010 / 9:22 pm)
you're the one who made me better .
today is sch it is so sux and boring <- typical day
LOL okay i shall not use the word "sux" anymore cuhz it sucks .
LOL .
okay lame -____-!
hmm okay went sch today .
thennnnn .. :D erm .
yeah boring la .. D:
today new thing is got SS D:
social studies .
actually it's more like history ?
which got me bored, duh !
okay i shall just make it short .
as my eyes are closing .
after sch i wanted to go CO.
but no one peii me D:
so i pont LOOOOOOOOOLZXC
thn tmr CCA open hse .
no one peii me becuhz they all performing D:
while ever since last year JUNE till now idk how to play LOLOLOLOLOL
that's called PRO okay =P
hmm so yeah idk what to plan for now .
most probably i'd just last minute freak out and such .
i read the literature book .
sucks to have HOMEWORK on the first lesson .
"what homework ?"
presentation - must know settings, main events, and character annalysis .
all to be done on powerpoint with group info .
what's more the group members are random de .
kns anot, huh ?
and pure lit, i don't understand a single shit .
damn, why did i chose it omg .
(Thursday, 7 January 2010 / 8:10 pm)
you'll never know what others really think aobut you .
today was just like any other suckish day .
first of all, hmm we had ..
oh first of all
i had a carry a friggin' thick load of books to school
which made my arm sooo pain D:
well i kinda told denise to wait for me .
but in the end i arrived sch at 7.15 =x
and it's raining so ..
i'm sorry denise ~!! x.x"
okay then after that we had ..
3 periods of killer-english .
it was ermmmm terrible i guess .
OH, miss tham said that im a quiet girl
"so she will give me do more presentation"
and she said that with a BIGGGGGGGG smile .
wth .
okay then we had recess .
oh btw hor .
my school upgraded to 2 recess LOL
so now got 1st recess, and 2nd recess =D
yipeeee, one is at 9.35am, another one is at 12.30pm
shiok bo ? xD
OKAY yeah then had physics .
D= D= D= i am sad because i took physics .
after having a 2periods- lesson of physics .
i guess i regretted taking physics =P
the teacher doesn't really ... umm idk .
i mean he is nice guy but then x.x" i read the contents and .
i feel that i might screw up everything this year .
and he was saying "can you guaranttee me a A1 ?"
after that was maths .
even more die -.-!
teacher was saying
we
must get a A1, nothing else !
and for me, im kind of a maths-cmi person
so .. i guess i WILL die .
probably .
okay then it's recess again .
so yeah . 8D
i am touched because XUE-IN, elyn & fel waited for me :DD
cuhz since i'm like the loner in class,
i have to walk to canteen alone to meet with dar,kimmy, & co gang ;D
and so YAY LOL .
okay then had chemistry .
hmmm i think ..
hmm AIYA I SURE DIE LIAO LE LARHS .
-.-"
okay then ..
had e-history .
can't choose our own seats because we're grouped into class .
so yeah i can't sit with denise 8(
sadzxc D: cause i was really looking forward to classes
that i have friends with ..
okay after that .
ate with denise & jocelyn ;D
okay then after that .
8D i ended up going to yongen hse :B
hmmm cuhz at first .
denise went home .
elyn went home .
jocelyn went home .
nathyy duwan go home .
xueyin duwan go home .
so we nothing do .
then, we called yongen
and we commanded her to let us into her hse LOL!
okay so yeah we went 8D
hmm thn got starhub ppl come and fix her internet f3
okay then around 6pm
i went home ;D
WELL BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA CAUSE XY INCONVENIENCE,
i said i know how to go home ! f3
WHEN I DON'T LOL
IN THE END I WALK TILL THE TANJONG KATONG BUS STOP THERE
TO TAKE BUS HOME
THAT'S FREAKING FAR LOL
but it's okay 8D
cause i'm fine LOL
okay so yeah bye 8D
life sucks .
so many people sucks 8D
(Wednesday, 6 January 2010 / 4:45 pm)
i can accept failure, because everyone fails at something. but i cannot accept not trying .
went school today :B
had PE,
lol the sun was big .
okay la actually IT WASN'T EVEN BIG AT ALL ?
but then my eye hurts .
although it's shining from behind .
my right eye especially !!!
since as long as i look into places where there's sunlight
my eyes gets really painful .
then yeah, took weight and height measurement LOL
i grew taller by 1cm :DDDDDDD
and as for weight .... I DUWAN SAY ROFL
okay then emmmm .
had MOTHER TONGUE :O
and yeah, i same class as bob, kimmy, and zoeyy once again ! :B
and this time it's without .... someone HOHO
hmmm, then ..... 8D
had assembly .
quite boring larhs x.x"
yeah then after that is emm .
CME @_@
OH LORD I HATE CME .
we're supposed to have our own "personal motto"
which i don't have any .
because i suck ?
haiiiiiiiz x.x"
after that is ... literature i think .
D: i kinda think literature is really boring after we had lesson !!
1ST LITERATURE CLASS.
homework is ..
PRESENTATION OMFG
chapter 1 - 5 ,
must find so many shit
settings, character annalysis, and i forgot whut :O
oh and main events LOL
WLAO I HAVEN'T READ
ASK US DO PRESENTATION ALR .
wtf lor zzz
at first we did some lame stuffs la .
like must name 3 events
what happened ?
why ?
so what ?
now what ?
so kns, lame sia lol -_-
okay larhs .
although i cannot say today's good day .
let's just hope that tomorrow will be better
;D
BUT ITZ LIKE ZOMFG THERE'S PHYSICS TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW
DM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Tuesday, 5 January 2010 / 4:32 pm)
Don't ever give up if you still want to try .
Lol, today woke up for school .
i got up real late i swear =x
okay so today's teh 2nd day of school ..
hmm ..
yeah o.o
starting from tomorrow need study alr .
and also go home later =="
cuhz 1st 2 days is class-bonding nia ..
okay soooooooo ..
went school o.o
once again i feel like i'm friend-less lmao =x
hmm, oh, got seat positions xD
i sit beside my !!!!!!!
lol i realised the whole row is like most of em' from my class .
which makes me feel better, but still uncomfortable because ...
MY SEAT IS DIRECTLY RIGHT AT THE FIRST ROW,
DIRECTLY FACING THE TEACHER'S DESK = TEACHER'S FACE
AND I FEEL GODDAMN UNCOMFORTABLE !!!!!!
am i that short ?
teacher say tall ones behind, "not so tall" ones infront .
im sure im taller thn quite afew ppl .
budden why I INFRONT HAR .
got ppl shorter then me sit in 3rd row 4th row
EH LAST YEAR I SIT RIGHT AT THE BACK OF THE CLASS DE LA
NOW COMPLETE OPPERSITE OMFG =="
kns kns kns kns kns kns .
ohoh, results for kimmy's class appeal will be out on friday or monday :D
i can't wait =P
well lazy for pictures though .
heeheeeees :]
(Monday, 4 January 2010 / 10:27 pm)
Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss what we never had ?
well of cuhz today is 1st day of sch
DOOMSDAY ! D:
then then then i go to school =x
then T______T I FEEL SO SAD CUHZ .
my friends not in the same class as me :(
thenthenthenthenthen go to class first larhs =x
then .. T_T well then yeah .
to my most horrible terrible vegetable
disgusted terrifying dreadly shock,
MY CLASS'S FORM TEACHER IS MISS CARIN THAM @_@
and the co-form teacher is the taiwan tcher =x
I SO DARN SAD, LOL,
OF ALL TEACHERS, WHY MUST IT BE MISS THAM @________@
i swear i almost died .
well then ..
we played some games .. D:
well i know it's not safe to type what i REALLY wanna say here,
so yeah i shall just hold back and
SHUTUP @_@
so yeah, it's back in heaven again when it's recess
and chinese lesson,
where once again i'm united with darling and kimmy (LOL)
so yeah, school's still like hell,
as once a class always a class (FOR 2 YEARS)
2 YEARS ENDURANCE ?
well unless kimmy comes to my class .
i swear i will make her come @_@
so yeah after school .
went to erm suntec
becuhz i want buy flower LOL
then in the end not nice huan .
thn i sms my friend,
then in the end the nice flowers are at toa payoh D:
the last time i went there,
i knew i took a long time to get home LOL cuhz it's really far i guess .
;D
hmm, in school just play larhs .
thn tmr need bring thermometre ==
and th friggin' school journal thingy .
aiyarhs, mafan ==
other class no need lorhs .
only my class need ?!
WHY AH WHY AH WHY AH .
(Sunday, 3 January 2010 / 8:30 pm)
It's not rejection that I don't like, it's bringing my hopes down after it took me long to lift them up..
Well..
School's starting like tomorrow.
i wouldn't say finally, cuhz i ain't looking forward to it at all .
sad, i'll be in a class without friends :(
i mean there ARE people who i know but .... they got their own friends D:
so that makes me so lonely i guess .
well, i chionged to buy my school shoe today .
cuhz i realised the current one is full of holes + brown liao LOL
well, it survived on me for 2 years, not bad !
okay, i have seriously no idea what will happen tomorrow.
it's just like any other death-day to me,
going into a class full of strangers @_@ or not ?
i think they'll hate me like shit :(
cause my poor results will probably pull down the class avg mark.
and thus spoiling their reputation T_T
and then .......... D:
well idk idk idk idk idk D: and i'm sad .
lol .
i really hope kimmy or denise can come to my class .
i finished writing a letter to the principal for approval for kimberley .
but i don't know whether he'll approve ?
and as for denise, i don't really wanna force her to change subjects but ...
my selfish-ness is currently at level 10000 and i really want her to come ...
so .... T_T my pro-ness is currently pulling back my selfish-ness level .
which means
pro-ness - lv 10001
selfish-ness - lv 10000
eeeeeeeek i really don't know what to do .
i didn't do english homework .
well i bet no one ever does them .
the only thing i'm scared of is that they'll ring up my guardian.
because i told them "YES I DID THEM ALREADY" because i really wanted to play .
damn it, life really sucks for me .
(Saturday, 2 January 2010 / 12:02 pm)
I WAS
VERY GOOD-LY
TRYING TO DO MY ENGLISH HOMEWORK AND
i realised it sucks alot .
SO, I DECIDED NOT TO DO IT ANYMORE HAHAHAHA
----
i was looking for a poem for the friggin' homework
and i went to this website
because i saw this catergory "ghost stories"
my itchy hand go and click on it
AND BEFORE I KNEW IT
A FRIGGIN' SCARY GHOST PICTURE APPEARED
AND
SCREAM
and i felt .... wtf ?
(Friday, 1 January 2010 / 9:06 pm)
conflicts don't last long :]
tired .
i think i got flu .
flu means getting fever soon , wehehee :]
fever means, NO NEED GO SCHOOL OWYEA !
well , i'm never gonna look forward to school .
especially when my class is ....... x.x"
NOT THAT I HATE THAT CLASS LA OMG D:
welllllzxc, @_@ anw wish you all happy new year ;D
THANKS, everyone for being a part of my 2009 life :D
goodluck .
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