& someone discouraged me :O HEH HEH k fine sure . i shall not study ;D
heh heh okok bb
(Friday, 27 February 2009 / 2:36 pm)
zz .. as you've all heard . i've been cursing myself that i'll get some incident. so that my leg cant run/walk . ... & it was my sis who broke her leg instead of me ......
that can't be my fault can it .
LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
cool. i'm "social & outgoing" , & i'm the boss ! :D
heh heh heh today wus a shit day xD
went sch hmmm i wanted to pass up my letter regarding objection of ward going sec2 camp to tcher but . SHEEEEEEEE !! ... "i dontknow i dontknow !! ask mr. raudh !" and i was like " ................ " D:
HEH HEH . got back maths test . 7/30 seh ! LOL AT LEAST I IMPROVE KAY . hmm . actually . not really LOL . -4 marks = 3/30 again . cuhz that 4 marks .. dun wanna say how i got that 4marks LOL .
DONT ANYHOW THINK OK .
so ANW . things were ok ba :O next week's alrdy CA so .. needa bring back EVERYTHING UNDER MY TABLE D: DEATH TO MEE DEATH TO MEEEEE T_T
k ANW . escaped death by calling my guardian to fetch me to sch instead :D well that's a miraclee LOL .
hmmm so .
anw .
GOODLUCK PEOPLE FOR NEXT WEEK'S CA1 :D hope chaa all get your goody goody results f3 .
:D
pic since '2oo6 .
(heh heh let's see yen's expression when she sees this f3)
to new buddies out there .
my old char was AngelKitty2, sharkie is Ang3lLeong, sharkie's sis is Ang3lYen, & my long-gone friend is rosmini there :D
old times . ]:
(Thursday, 26 February 2009 / 8:07 pm)
... )=
today was'nt even fun. =/
yeah right, girl . whad u do, i got eyes that can see & ears that can hear . i always got friend which will tell me whad u say . even tho you sometimes act as my "friend" i can see through you .
ok anw . hmmms . my chinese got .. 35/80 :D how great is that ? ==" even my smartass indonesia friend got higher thn me . zzzzz . my .. 1st section which is the they give the han yu pin ying . i got 2/20 marks for that =='' wooots .
k anw . yeah uhh . next week's th .. ca1 alrdy ): so fast D:
lol . k right . i'm still trying to get all th heaviness in my heart out =/ i really hate to say this but . .. D:
pic from 2006 .
(Wednesday, 25 February 2009 / 8:42 pm)
that's my group [:
that's my & my indo friend fighting over something . & we got shot ==''
that's me & my sg friend. we're both maplers ! :D
we 're at BOTANIC GARDENS
enjoy th beauty of nature. (:
nah . this was actually yesterday's .
anw . misunderstanding solved :D & another one came == & it's solved too :D
idk why bad things keep happening to me. is it that god hate me or im sway ? =/
SEC2 CAMP IS COMING ==
help me. =="
HIGH ELEMENTS. WATER ACTIVITIES. WATER CONFIDENCE. IMPROVISED RAFTING. GROUPING WITH MALAYS. $71.90
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
camp camp camp camp camp WHY MUST LIFE BE FULL OF CAMPS i'd rather do 100000000 E-learning at home or 100000 common tests at sch rather then go for that %$#^@$^&Y@ camp .
btw . fought with my dad & guardian over th camp matters =/ i really ... -.-
whatever programmes i have . it'll always be "since got opportunity for you to go, thn must go." & i'd say it's $71.90 that's NOT CHEAP fyi . & it'd be "money is'nt the problem. we got money, we let you go, means you must go" & i'd say i duwan to go . & it'd be . "you duwan go is it ? fine . you duwan learn anything . we cancel every lessons you have. tuition piano lesson guitar lesson violin lesson singing lesson . all we tell tcher dont need come le . thn you dont need to learn anything anymore. can go home & wash plate" ==''
it's always like that =/ idk why .
sometimes . i really wish that . i will get a car accident or have th dengue incident again . =/
so that . i wont need to go camps . & i don't have to participate in cross country .
why must everyone force me to do what i don't want to do =/
(Tuesday, 24 February 2009 / 11:12 pm)
okok . relax . i alrdy told you not to scroll down if you're gonna lose your temper. =/
( / 9:58 pm)
zz . tell me everything whad sheng say lah == i can't STAND him sometimes == zzzzz .
if you want me to say th truth . i'd say . what i feel to you is . i seriously felt that you're neglecting nut whn you had rosie . according to whad i see, after you've got rosie . you started to neglect & ignore nuts. & to me you're really .................
biased.
if you want me to say some fake things which are music to your ears . i'd say . i felt that . i sided with her cuhz i was closer to her thn you at that moment. as you know. we rarely talked & you seldom online, & to me, i was more close to her thn to you .
i'm sure you want to know th truth, dont you .
& if you really want know whad i "talked to ppl about you & other stuffs" scroll down . but if you're someone who can't control your anger & start scolding me again . you might wanna hop to someone else's blog . cuhz below are whad i felt abt you & whad i said abt you that time . you were really =='' ...
-scroll down-
playboy .
flirter .
goes-only-for-level .
heartless .
bad .
idiot ?
i can't rmb . go ask nut whether i said anything really bad abt you .
in my eyes ; sheng cant be trusted . & always fail to keep secerts .
oh & do me a flavour . go ask sheng & ask him . whad i say about you . whether he say is true or not up to you to believe . th most you ask nuts .
but to me. he ain't someone who's trusted . anymore.
== & hey if i'm not wrong . i rmb-ed there's this part that that's just for show . that you just "dated rosie & thn dump her" by "making her think that you love her" & thn "suddenly dump her" . whads with that ? ==
i don't really understand -.-
and this . you think . if you were back there .
if i were to ask you "whad happen to you & nuts" or "why you dont care nuts le" or "you stead with rosie ?"
you would obviously, in th inside, think i'm a busybody/geipoh right ? ==" you might not think of that now .
but imagine you're with some girl & this normal buddy asks you "why you stead with her & duwan your mei anymore" you'd obviously be like "oh . i never neglect her what" but in th inside, you'd be like " -.- wtf .. care so much for whad ? my problem also need you care"
see whad i mean . =="
pls think abt it .
( / 4:59 pm)
LOL. long tag xD
you ALRDY deleted me away from your bl some time ago =/ if i'm not wrong. sheng told me you dontlike me ?
if you don't hate me . you would'nt del me in maple . you would'nt del me in fs you would'nt block me in msn . & you won't ignore me in maple whn i online you also wont say hi == not that i care so much abt greetings but, it's one of th evidence that you ignore me == lol ignore this .
i don't feel guilty for having the same hairstyle. but it's becos it's alrdy th same for a long time.
& , how do you expect me to know whad i did wrong . if i know i wrong i cfm wont do == if ppl dontlike whad i do will tell me d or at least gimme hint they dont like whad i do . but instead you just kept quiet . & said nth abt it . ...
& i alrdy posted all th reasons why i think its me . & th hairstyle is'nt totally th same .
i alrdy know all of these. & i understand =/ why you hated him .
==
thn . how abt jes, angel, me? :O
th reason why i say all this is becos i want know why you detest me so much . you dont tell me why you hate me . thn how am i supposed to know whad i do wrong . ==
if that's really true. thn whad about other people whom he knew ? example, kath ? he knew her too, right ? why me ?
and if she really del my link
why would you & her block my msn too ? [:
why would you del me from bl ? [:
anw . this is'nt really abt him . i just want know why you hate me . everything abt her
him.
& th hairstyle
are over :D i just want th reason why you hate me .
that's all . [:
( / 2:08 pm)
DEAREST , blog hopper .
"anymore nonsense to spoil my reputation i wil see u in court. ^^" i did'nt point at anybody neither did i give a clue whad your name was & anything . just insults, i must admit .
you call those nonsense . thn whad about you.
for no good reason you hated me . & you even said bad things abt me behind my back & pretended that we're friends.
look at this . what about me ? what did i do to make you hate me ? whads th reason for your hatred for me ?
i did'nt want to sprout nonsense . you rmb . that time at KFT . you told some random person to "find another bf" for me . & i did'nt tell angel anything abt it . i did'nt ask her to scold you or anything. i did'nt ask her to do anything against you. as you know angel, she thought that you were asking your friend to jio me whn you were asking someone to find one for me.which isnt neccesary . she misunderstood, you see ?
and this . fine . i DID post one whole long paragraph bad about you . & i deleted it cuhz i felt so bad .
i was really angry whn i heard that you hated angel & jes too . & i got so worked up . i did'nt care whether you hate me or not but whn i heard that you hate them i really could'nt stand you . & posted all this bad things abt you .
i don't act innocent . cuhz whad i posted were all true. whad i thought about you. as you know . blog = online dairy . i post whad i think about ppl.
this . honestly, i DID thought it was talking about it . or is it ? (:
"i dont need you to follow my cs set and claim others told you to purchase it." reason : i DID bought a white beanie same as donut . liked it . & i never told anybody i purchased it . & she told me to buy it if i liked it .
"i dont need you to lift and paraphrase my blog posts and layouts." reason : she helped me to make a blogskin before, & im grateful. i swear . i really liked her during that time . the word "layouts" really make me feel that i was th one she's talking about .
"i dont need you to make a big fuss over my bf who has dumped you two years ago."
reason : think about it yourself .
"i dont need you to cut exactly the same hairstyle as me" reason : i have short hair & bangs too . & it does'nt look like hers . in fact, it has always been like that ever since i'm pri6 . & mine's just abit longer . but still .
"especially for someone who's on the borderline of falling into the normal stream." reason : i once posted a ss of my maths exam paper. "3/30" . & my chinese has been weak ever since . what do you think, if you are in some express stream, your results have never been good & someone posted this, obviously you'll think that person is talking about you right .
"your failure to keep his love two years ago does not fall on my responsibility, neither on his. pile onto the fact that it has already been two years since it ended." reason : think about it .
"i bet you being thrown into the normal stream is derived from your low IQ." reason : it's obvious .
"you want a good example of maturity for your age? take a look at ashleynicole, or otherwise known as kelly." reason : though i don't know her . look at her . fifteen years old . and me ? 14 . my age is close to hers .
i have my reasons of posting that . do you have yours for hating me ? i tell you. i swear . i did not say any nonsense to you to any of my friends.
i'm not really sure who you're pointing this at but, if i'm not wrong . you hated lavine. me angel & jes .
i may understand why you hate lav but . why do you hate me ? [: ever since i saw you at henesys park after so many months . i thought we were friends again. & i could swear i did'nt say anything bad abt you ever since. & i never offended you, did'nt i ? you jolly well know how old am i . i don't take things seriously. & whad bad things i said, i don't mean them.
if you look closely & think . she posted "saw" saw means whad she has seen i did not say anything like that.
pls lah. you make me as if i ruined your life or something == thn me leh. you think i very happy is it ? whn you hate me . obviously i'll hate you back . if not whad, ignore meh ? ==
blog hopper, you think. before i posted that, i realised that she deleted my link. can very well know i not her friend alrdy . so you see .
those post + absense of my link = ^^
&& , i tell you something.
i never spammed anyone's blog before. that time. i tagged donut. saying her pic was nice. i really meant it & she turned my praise into a sacarstic comment. can see that she dont see me as a friend & think that im trying to say her .
so what do you want me to do ?
& so of cuhz . i stopped tagging her. ==
btw , i wont ban you cuhz those ain't barks. LOL.
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SOOOOOOO . IT WAS A FUNNNNN DAY TODAYYYY :D as if. LOL.
brb i go eat, later thn update bb :D
(Monday, 23 February 2009 / 4:21 pm)
today wus boring :O
hmmmmm . boring D:
urhs . well . chiong-ed english at th very end (: at least i did'nt get scolded for one day . heh heh :D
btw saw that gaaay after school :O LOL, walk past me also must diao me . wuliao ar == nth to do anyhow diao ppl . very fun meh . sot LOL .
anw, was tired )x
urms . nth to post ~ :S k right bye :D
(Sunday, 22 February 2009 / 3:42 pm)
i really dontknow whad to do =/
( / 11:50 am)
lol . nth do siah ~ =='' shall .. study for maths later .. (heh heh i wonder when is that gonna happen)
so anw . had fun ytd :D just that meifang did'nt come. i guess. we'll all be even more active whn meifangs here cuhz she sure talk alot LOL. thn we wont so quiet ==
quiet ppl like me + quiet ppl like people = quiet. )x
k right . urhs . bye :D
(Saturday, 21 February 2009 / 7:19 pm)
ok so ANW . BACKS :D
hmmm today wus .. ohkay ..... ........ just that i kinda left the hse late =.= WELL . i was sms-ing sy like mad & even madder wn she never replies me -_-! same goes for xh f5 thn finally xh replied . saying sy's busy with wushu ._. AND SO . i went to teh bus stop and .... waited for nothing and waited .. and waited .
& thn yalah . suddenly this handsome guy from our class "Michael" which is teh class chairman suddenly pop-ed out from nowhere . and say "HELLO!" -smacks my back- & i wus like ... O_________O ok right . that's sudden .
he said he ...... saw me from teh bus & so he came down from teh bus to talk to meh :D & he taught me alot things which is'nt necessary for me to know LOL .
thn suddenly my erzii sms me say he can't wait for me le =// he needa fetch his GIRLFRIEND to some other place .. so .. wus disappointed . wanted to meet erzii so much )x
ok so ANW . he went for his whatever cca outing . so yea .. SY FINALLY CALLED ! & say she's alrdy at ubi .. -.- & so yea .. taxi-ed there cuhz idk how to take bus . so yea saw her . & she gave me a BIGGGGGG HUG [:
so right & this is whn teh trouble comes . we were like $#@%^@%@^^@ cuhz we dunno whad bus to take also LOL . ok and we .. got even more lost @@" reached tampanese interchange & we were like **$@$@#^@$**&$*$ ok so yea ... took bus to xh's sch and .. it was alrdy late -.-
so .. met afew friends there .. jaslyn and .. ??? THEY BOTH WERE SO COOL :D
ok right & since we're late. decided to shop at tampanese mall .. cos too late le .. thn .. yea .. LOL
SOMEHOW . I ♥ GOING OUT WITH HORNY PEOPLE :D so much laughter and fun . LOL *peeps from 2nd floor* OMG LOLLLL
ok so anw . urhhh ate with SY at some air-coned mac's . and yeah . took taxi home . WE BOTH CAMWHORED LIKE HELL . LOL
& got alot more. lazy upload :F IF XH IS'NT THAT CAMERA-SCARED . i would have taken pic with her D: IF I WAS'NT SHY . i would have taken pic with xh's 2 chio friends . IF I WAS'NT LATE . i would have taken pic with my erzii . IF I WAS'NT LOST . i would have taken pic with xueqiii darling .
SOBS opportunity lost .
great .
(Friday, 20 February 2009 / 2:53 pm)
LOL DARLING ANGEL SO CUTEEE [:
k so ANYWAY . i pretended that i was not ohkay for the whole day . so that i don't have to do anything LOL (hopes no broadrician sees this O-o)
ermmmm ohkay . mosquitoes are like feeding on me . is my blood that tasty ? {;
hmmmmmm . ok so tmr ... going duman's "sharee & careee" bazaar o.O YAY I CAN FINALLY MEET XH & SY DARLINGS THIS YEARRRR :D heh heh . mayb can see my erzii [: & iPOIPOI aka xueqiiii ! LOLLLLLL .
ok so ANYWAY . I LOVE O2JAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM D: i rmb . my fave songs is v3 [: sharkie's fave song was milk chocolate .. he told me ^^" hahas . i rmb got this song called "Puberty" LOL . damn nan ting .
so anw . i go sleep le bb :D
Dreams within the still of night On wing of hope take flight inside of me There upon a distand shore We want for nothing more Than what I'll be
HEY WTF IS THIS . I SAW THIS COMMENT ON YOUTUBE ... WTF ? DOES IT WORK ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
heeey [:
O o /¯________________________ | IMMA FIRIN' MAH LAZOR!!! \_¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯
(Thursday, 19 February 2009 / 8:34 pm)
today i obviously had a bad hair day .
aaaaaaah felt so sad in sch :/ kept listening to teh o2jam song WHICH IS "V3" it's nice . brings back alot of memories . of me & sharkiee playing o2jam/maplee tgt [: .____________. thn i random sms him ily :D LOL :x HIS REPLIES WERE ALWAYS NO FEELING D T_T
sobs .
i want the fantazindy songgg D:
i'll love whoever who sends that to me i swear f5
D: T_T
well ANYWAY . walked homee aloneeeeee whn it is dark dark T_T & im scared D:
WTF I WANNA PLAY O2JAM AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN T_T
EH YOU ALL MUST WATCH WOR .
nat only recommend PRO VIDEOS T_T
OMFG SO BEAUTIFUL D:
( / 4:20 pm)
MY TABLE, click to enlarge .
fck dat fcking _____________
i dun wanna go cross countryyyy -.-
to: xh mf sy .
-meifang dont go thn i think i wont go lo =x unless sy 24hours peii me [: laterr i go alonee i shy, i will cry d T________________T LOL. im shy girl ! xD
இ லவ் யு ._.
-continues!-
replies:meifang!~ meifang: @_@ pri school u seldom talk to me also
*heartsbroken* D: as u know . i both pri sch/sec sch . I ALSO DONT TALK MUCH T_______T im a timid & shy girl ;x LOL. i only can talk alot in msn/maplee/whutever games. :D rl don't expect me talk too much ;x
meifangggggg you're my pri sch de bestfriend lai de T_T i know we quarrel alot times but. I STILL GOT TALK TO YOU WHATTTTTT T_________T -CRIIIIIIIIIES-.
i know i lost alot of pri sch friends cuhz everyday right after sch i go home play maple & never staybak to hang out with friends. & i regret -.- mayb that's why me & charlotte can't stay friends although we kept on saying "i wont forget you" & "keep our friendship" .
at least you/sy/xh still talks to me .___. cuhz you all sometimes peii wo maple de. but quitted le lah, duh but i'm really grateful :D
AND THOUGH. YOU GOT ME INTO TROUBLE IN SCH ALOT OF TIMES . BUT ITS OK :D IM HAPPY CUHZ I GET TO KEEP THOSE AS MEMORIES [:
thnks meifang :D ♥
(Tuesday, 17 February 2009 / 8:38 pm)
YAYYness . literature . 13/25 .. not bad eh ? -.-
i think . I TAKE MY WORD BACK . i wanna take geography ):
ehhs anybody can teach me how to make th ... total defence bookmark ? ):
EHHHHHHH MEIFANG & SY , sat peii peishin go xh's sch bazaar ;D HEH HEH . [: [:
eh i wonder . is my comp something wrong or, alot pics cant see ? -.-
ah fck -.-
lol . i 'm going out with angelineee&jes this june holidays ! (:
(Monday, 16 February 2009 / 3:34 pm)
hmm .. ok lah .. today was ohkay :O AT LEAST IT WAS OK T_________________________________T
& TODAY for some reasons . I KEPT LAUGHING :D so many funny things keep happening, LOL "staples" LOL
hmmmmm today .. was quite a nice day =P WOW THAT'S RARE OF ME TO SAY THAT O.o''
OH BTW I SUDDENLY HAVE THIS LOVE FOR ..
TEEN TITANS !
LOLS tcher wants me to do a total defence bookmark ~
I DON'T WANNA GO SCH TMR D: SOMEONE HELP ME *CRIIIES*
I REALLY DUWAN GO SCH I REALLY DUWAN GO SCH I REALLY DUWAN GO SCH
YOU CAN GIMME 100000 E-LEARNING HOMEWORK BUT I DUWAN GO SCH T_____________________T T_____________________________T T_____________________________T T_____________________________T
SHIT T_T GOD HELP ME PLOX
I DUN WANNA GO SCH I DUN WANNA GO SCH I DUN WANNA GO SCH I DUN WANNA GO SCH I DUN WANNA GO SCH
I DUN WANNA FACE OTHERS I DUN WANNA LOOK AT PPL I DUN WANNA GET SCOLDED I JUST DUN WANNA GO SCH T___________T
I'M REALLY SCARED D:
!!!!!!!!!!! I RATHER GO OUT WORK NOW THN TO GO SCH T_T WHYYYYYYYYYYYY GOVERNMENT WHYYYYYYY WHY SEND US POOR KIDS TO SCH D: I' M REALLY SCARED . I HATE SCH I FCKING HATE SCH . I 'M REALLY SCARED D:
someone i keep hallucinating seeing some .. weird guy .. with alot of blood on his face and smiling with wild eyes .. (looks like the.. God of war character, but more scary) in th sch .. thn whr i go i keep see that he can see me &he .. holding this knife .... -.-
i know you'll think i'm talking bullshit but I REALLY KEEP IMAGINING THIS GHOST ._. whr i go at home whn i alot i look outside my window (at night now-.-) i keep seeing him looking & smiling at me holding a knife & like wanna kill me liddat ._.
ITS LIKE WTF TOTAL BULLSHIT ._.
i'm really scared. zzz i keep thinking he's behind me all the time & i keep on turning back & look I'M REALLY SCARED =/
......
so anyway . I LEFT MY SCI WORKBOOK AT SCH T_T MEANING ? I CAN'T DO HOMEWORK MEANING ? I GOTTA COPY THE WHOLE TEXTBOOK AGAIN -.- MEANING ? I FCKING HATE SCH .
oh, i forgot. maths retest tmr ._. dammit i go revise le.
EUGIN SAYS : i fail = im a black bull i pass = he's a black chicken
xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(Saturday, 14 February 2009 / 11:36 am)
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :DDD
hope you all . ermmm . find ur ..... ♥ ! LOL [:
happy valentines sharkiee [: though i know he wont see this . happy valentines :)
heh heh. Eugin thinks my "heh heh" is scary :O LOL HEH HEH .
CUTE RIGHT. LOL
(Friday, 13 February 2009 / 10:53 am)
LOL, i love jes & angelinee too lah :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ here's my "shuaii"-ge . not so shuaii though :X
kindaa look through alot of pictures thn draw d =='' lols .
haiz btw , I CHANGE MY MIND I RATHER NOT GO SCH =x
& as for TODAY ! I GOT ONE BIGBIG PIMPLE ON MY FACE SO I DECIDED TO SKIP CCA WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
(Thursday, 12 February 2009 / 8:54 pm)
SUSPENSION.
hmm now thn i noticed w/o sch ish sho boring it's like there's everybody in sch & i'm staying at home facin' th computer screen & maple's empty like mad.
can't chat with anybody cuhz they're all in sch. sian monday thn can go sch -.-! THANKS TO THE ... idontknow who LOL
well anyway . i went school [x for cca :D & today ! is a special day cuhz !
I CAM-WHORED :D well that's rare LOL. jk. me& my indo friend were bored so . took out phone to play :D thn suddenly take pic LOL :X
wear specs nicer or empty ? :X
nerds are cute ohkay .
ok whatever, it's 10.30pm now and i have'nt even bathe -.-! ohhhh i mapled the wholee morning . is'nt that great ? xD i'm suddenly taking back my interest for maplestory .. though i kept on thinking "I MUST NOT MAPLE." i could'nt resist myself xD LOL lifeless me [x