I am freaking disappointed with the F1 race .
watched F1 , did'nt study for chinese EOY lol .
KNOW WHAT ..
as you know i supported ferrari ..
AND ..
FERRARI ..
ALL KO -.-
tmd tmd tmd tmd
i freaking no mood after 3rd car crashed lurh .
did'nt have th mood to study either .

& as for today .
i bet my chinese letter writing fail -.-
same goes for compo lol.
i did ..

the letter writing :
your friend hates chinese alot (sounds like me) and does not have any interest in it . write a letter to him telling him that chinese is'nt hard (PUI) & encourage him to not give up in chinese. (BOOOOOOOOOO!)

compo:
you accidentaly broke your mother's beloved flower vase. write the after when you broke her vase. (LOL???)


well i still think i gonna fail lol.
paper 2 is'nt hard at least [:
except multiple choice.
th last section ..
well i think i rock at it :P
multiple choice all my answer 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 LOL
nvm la i nvr liked chinese XD

hmm .
looks like it's been a while i did my homework o.O
like maths .
i was'nt intending to do it either .
well .

GOODLUCK TO ALL OF YOUR EOY'S , LOVES !<3


things' not getting any better .
well at least .. today's day made me laugh & smile [:

played audi with shir , lone , sgril , angel , woaimoonwalk & SINNNER (:
yayyyyy-ness [:
must be the goodluck-ess of my previous post ..
god must have blessed me ><
i really loved & missed sinner. ><
it's been a while i talked to her .
miss you, sinner [:
iLyt [:


hahahas .
today i freaking paiseh.
after my piano lesson .
i wus like rushing out of the room , then i wus like 'YES!!'
then i suddenly look at the dining room .
MY UNCLE'S SIDE ..
MY COUSIN
CAPLIP ????
WUS THERE
& HE WUS LOOKING AT ME =.=
i wus like FREAKING PAISEH LURH.
cuhz my hair messy + wearing pjamus LOL!!!
then i faster run back into th piano room
& begged th tcher to let me stay in there -.-
i freaking paiseh can. lol

my jiejie sick edi o-O
lala .
& shr STILLLL does'nt let me use her comp =X
OMG I MUST STUDY .
hehe .
i don't think i'll online for now le .
byees , loves [:



I .. love ... audition ! :D
hehehehhezxzxzx.

HAPPY 2ND BIRHTDAY TO AUDI ! <3
[: [:

i miss sinner.
=X



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tagged by : JrL0llipop

20 random facts :

1.im lazy
2.im .. pro ! LOL jkjk [:
3.im .. a racist !
4.i hate indians
5.i "love" exams .
6.i hate school.
7.i love japan [:
8.i love roti prata
9.i like to sleep.
10.i don't like to go out.
11.i'm gonna love my eoy's results.
12.i like to msn with meifang [:
13.i love audition .
14.im always very suay LOL
15.im scared of everything .
16.i like to eat pineapple.
17.my audi name is --xNat & my maple name is Naturexx
18.people call me nat.
19.im a timid & silly-looking girl [:
20.my name is lee pei shin !

Tags:
anyone who just saw this mustmustmust do [:
if not i slap your batok.
not botak but batok kays .
lawls [x


I'm so darn sorry .
for my BHB-ness .
LOL [:

scored 9/30 for maths test =="
tcher said th marks are soooo high
that he has to include that in EOY's .
nice work, peishin.



How i wished .
i could have just died .
last year when i had dengue .
& i wonder .
why did'nt i die .
things would have been so much better with me dead .
i wanted to die .
but somehow i lived =="

i bet everybodys' happy if i'm gone dead .
i know .
people just tell me that .
they miss me , and blahblahblah etc etc
just to make me happy .
but it wus just lies , right ?

same as now ,
people tell me that im chio ,
& whatever whatever .
just to make me happy .
but i know they're just lies .
don't have to lie la ..
lulz .
i won't scold u (:

haiiz .
so much for today .
I felt that i was better off dead.


)= ..

morning i wokeup and took th whole time looking for my tie.
& obviously i wokeup to play abit luhh xD

then i go school.
it's raining , i LOVE it.
PE, played badminton.
like whateverr.
heard some rumours of people who cheated in maths test Oo"
hehe.

after school,
someone told me to stay back.
but of course i didnt & i went home :D
& then,
i .. found out that my comp is ON =.=
with the 'End Now' and 'Cancel' thingy there.
& I REALISED THAT I DIDNT OFF MY COMP COMPLETELY IN THE MORNING.
=______=
aiya nvm la.
this comp can stay for 2months w/o shutting down to rest de :D
not like my laptop
only 20 30 hours jiu kena burned =="


__________________________________________

I'm just still so sad.
even after talking to someone about it,
th tears still appears.
everynight ;


hmm.
i totally forgotten about it =="
ohwell .
i deserve to die anw.
(=

could'nt sleep today.
tossed and turned ,
tears drop , heart ached .

what can i do to forget about it. ):


tag replies:

shannon : EHHHHS. how you get my blog LOL. && you got blog mah ? i'd link you :DD
add me msn also xiia0girl_angel@hotmail.com & yeah , i play audi . you ?
my ign --xNat . if can we play tgt someday ^^ miss you loads !! ♥♥♥
LOL. you didnt even see my pic you anyhow say me oh. piak your face XD

passerby : thnks. [: you are ?


haiiiiiiiiz.

im. so. un-worried about exam -.-
soOoOoOoOoO boreddddd.
zxzxzxzxzxzxz

anybody got grand theft auto vice city de cheatcodes tell me pl0x
ty =]


In th previous post ,
th class pictures.

I'm the one in th 2nd row.
Count 5 from th left.
There - i'm the whitest. :D
(i kknow i look weird la. mai kp)

please get used to be bhb-ness.
you'll just have to either,
bear with it or get used to.
or just dontcare about me.
[:


___________________________________________________

seems like th troubles' still on.
why cant it just stop.
have peace.
why does it have to be this way.
):

lawls.
i STILL cant concentrate on my studies =="
whatever.
tell me if you hate this skin;
i'll change asap x_x





everyone looked so retard ! ))):
btw i AINT a twiter ><



iiee lykk tuu twiit becuhz iie thynk it iish verehh funn ><
fr0m n0w 0n , iie shall twiit bec0hz iie lykk iit ^-^
muahahahhahahhaas !
tmrr iish muhh eng letter writinqq exam xD
guess iie'd have tuu reviise later >< ... n0rt.
heh heh heh ..

t0daee iish sh0 fun.

kkaes .
iie`ve decidedd thart ,
fr0m n0w 0wardds ,
iie am g0nna studyy hardd.
&& st0p disgracinqq myself ><
iie ..
iie am g0nna study ..
&& try tuu get go0d resultts ..
^-^

iie am n0rt inspiredd 0r anythinqq .
but iie just feel th sensati0n .
from t0m0rrow :

no more msn
no more audition
no more see-ing online friends.
feel abit getting apart from friends
no more stayback
no more daydreaming in class (dammmit)


kaaes .
thiis iish th w0rst p0st evarr .
all twiitts . HAHA ..
byeee <3



somehowww ..
i ..........
><


_________________________________________________

i .....
i .......
i ...
I HAVE THE SUDDEN INTENSE TO STIDY ...
THE THING IS ..
i dont feel like it -.-
I MEAN LIKE
let's say ..
i WANT to study .
but in the same time i dont feel like studying .

erm .
nono .. not that ..
like ..
i WANT to study but i prefer playing more =/
& whenever i see th comp ,
i cant control myself ? -.-

heh heh .
=X
i didnt know today got science test ..
wus about to die ,
thn found out it wus easy (=
heh heh ..
.. =/

um .
pont-ed maths remedial ,
wus laughing like hell to see th bored faces inside the classroom during remedial xD
got ppl saw me la , of cuhz
thn th chairman still SEE ME
STILL SMILE AND WAVE AT ME
AND MADE A SIGN TO TELL ME TO COME IN
LOL!
he's dumb.
EH NO .. HE'S SMART DE -.-
he all sub .. like 10marks higher then me ..
wtf .. lol

k whadevers .
YEN LOVEEEE IS EATTING HAHA ..
audi audi time ! <3

will start my chiong-study next week .
bye , toot-asses ! xD




freakssssssss T_T
school wus never never never fine -.-
hmmmmmmmmm.
becuhz ..
i wus never doing fine things in school :D

once again i feel so paiseh insch.
especially after school.
i hate to think that ..
i'm scared -.-

whadever.
had pratical test i lost my calculator i dontknow how to do
& home econs pratical i dontknow what to do either i didnt hand in my project
i spoiled my _ _ _ i had a big flu i keep sneezing having bad mood feel so bored
kk done



-.-
i ...
dont even FEEL like doing that whateverrrrrrr home econs thingy lah ..
screw that cher luh ..
i duwan get marks her prob mehh .. =="
scold me somemore ..
want call my dad call la .. i scared arr ..zzz

home econs not even important loh ..
waste my time do your projects ..
I ASK YOU ..
HOME ECONS ..
CAN CONTRIBUTE HOW MUCH TO MY FINAL EXAM ?

let me tell you this ..
i dontcare how badly i fail for exams .
i don't plan on studying .

& hear me ,
cuhz no matter how much i got for my exam ,
whether i pass or not ,
i won't shed a tear.

& scold me how nice you like
& fail me as nicely as you can.
cuhz not matter WHAT happens to me,
i'll still be smiling everyday .

exam's not even important to me ..
try to make me sad ,
do your best .



i want to study but i cant .
becuhz everytime i see th computer ,
i get sucked away by th computer .
and left me non-studyable .
sobs .


(picture NOT by me)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE SI YI !!!!!!!
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y Y Y Y Y L E E S I Y I ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
HAPPY BDAY !!!!!!!!

sry i donthave presents for u .. cant meet mah ><
mayb if childrens day can meet give u anything u want bah ^^



left my books under my table .
wanted to bring it home to revise,
but too heavy .. =="
whateverrrr.
how come i didnt see him today. D:

_________________________________________________

i dontknow whether I'd regret or not .. ><

this decision that i've made...



haiiz .
whadeverr .

i can't sign in MSN ..
haiiz ><

somehow, i feel that ..
i ... want to ... study =X
& get good results in end of year . ><
i FEEL that i need to do that .
D:
but in th other hand,
i dont feel like leaving my friends ):

i got a feeling ..
somehow ..
if i study and dont online often ..
i'll lose them T_T

and my MSN's not working either.
maple tio hacked .
audi too many sot ppl ..

like ytd
it wus like



_____________________________________
i wus in a room with sharkiebaby (yenbaby)
thn we playing the DB8 mah.
then got one GUY ,
called AiMeiBoi or something like that
he wus CHANCING SIX . (c6)
thn i wus like

--xNat: wah .. so pro ... can c6
AiMeiBoi: yea i no cb
--xNat: ???
GoOdShArK1: ..
AiMeiBoi: -barkbarkbarkbarkbark-

and that wus how it started.
SOT DE LO HE ..
thn in th end ..
he .........
KICK ME & YENBABY OUT. =.=

wlao .
damn hum siaa ..
dont dare talk jiu kick us .. zzz
______________________________________

whatever.
who cares.
problem is .
I STILL CANT LOGIN MSN T-T
same goes my sister's comp. T_T
same IP address i think.
SOMEONE must have did something wrong f3








I don't know whether to talk this path ,
I don't know whether I'd regret .
I want to give it a try ,
But I'm not sure whether I can take th consequences..
D:

-still considering-

a path, which has no turning back ..



haiiz . it's no use saying all this anyway .
deleted my previous post .
too bad if you didnt see it (:
all that matters is that foreigners are stupid.

anw there's a fucker imposter in my tagboard. sad ):

i really freaking wonder whoooo it is.
heh. :3

i'm seriously thinking that it's .. ___ =X

haiz .
who cares.

iLy ,
YeN & sHaRkiEEE [: <3



like, whatever.
enough said.



HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH ! <3
HE'S BAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK <3
:DDDDDDDD

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

liek OH EM EFF GEEE Y_Y
omgomgomg
i miss him alot man f5f5

im ..
so boredd ..
i dont even have the mood to play le loh ..
& i dont feel like going out .
*shivers at thought*

Sobs ..
today's like th last day of my holidays .
screw his home interneet which FAILED during my holidays .
dammnit zzzz
i did'nt even touch my homework .
i didnt even LOOK at it .
haiiz .
i guess at night i chiong ba =-=
did'nt bother to do .

somehow ..
after hearing what people say about my studies ..
i kind of giveup le ..
happened during before june holidays ..
so ..
you might notice ..
i don't hand up homeworks anymore right ?
i don't even BOTHER bringing books to school .
i don't care what teachers say about me ,
whether i'm a good pupil or not ,
scold me if you like ..
it's my future not yours ..
you don't have to care ..
no one told you to care .

i completely give up on my studies .
don't try to force me,
cuhz i've made up my mind.

cuhz it's SHE'S going express next year,
i'd love to go normal instead.




....
D: :D !!!!!!!!!

....

i still miss you I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333333

T_T :DDDDDD


This world was never a perfect place to live in and never will it be.
Ask yourself, then what would be the purpose left for Heavens to stand?


how could you just leave me like this..
even if you wanna leave ..
just tell me right .. D:
YOU'RE BACK <3 :DDDDD
OMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ><
ILYILYILYILYILY IMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMYIMY <3 T_T :DDD <333
ILY SHARKIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE [:

becuhz your 5-days absense will be taking me life away ..
and even if you don't come back ,
i'll wait for you till you're back <3





I STILL miss you D:

now i know.
how it feels.
to be alone & broken.
& how it feels to be left alone.
w/o a warning , w/o a word.




I've learned that you cannot make somebody love you. All you can do is let yourself be loved. Everything else depends on the others.

I've learned that, no matter how much I might care, others might not care at all.

I've learned that it could take years to earn somebody's confidence, and only a few seconds to lose it.

I've learned that it is not WHAT you have in life, but WHO is there for you to have.

I've learned that when you have to depart from your dearest ones, you should do it with the warmest words. It could be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you could carry on for a long time after saying you cannot take it
any longer.

I've learned that heroes are those who do what is right, when they ought to,
regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that there are people who love you, but do not know how to show it.

I've learned that when I am upset I have the RIGHT to be so. But I do not have the right to be mean as well.

I've learned that true friendship continues to exist even when great distances are involved, and that goes for true love too.

I've learned that, if somebody does not love you the way you might want to be loved,
It does not mean they do not love you with all their heart.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend might be to you, they will inevitably hurt you from time to time and you will have to forgive them.

I've learned that it is not always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you must learn how to forgive yourself.

I've learned that, regardless of how much you might suffer, the world will never cease running because of your pain.

I've learned that, if two people argue, it does not mean they do not love each other, as well as their not arguing would not prove that they are in love.

I've learned that you should sometimes put the person in the first place and not their deeds.

I've learned that two persons could be watching the very same thing and perceive two totally different meanings.

I've learned that one's life could be changed in only a few hours' time, by people who might have never even known them.

I've learned that when you believe there is nothing more you could offer, you will always find the strength to help a friend who is in need.

I've learned that writing, just like speaking, could soothe your inner pain.

I've learned that the ones you hold dearest, are taken away from you far too soon

I've learned that it is far too difficult to realize where to draw the borders between kindness, not hurting the others and firmly sustaining your ideas.

I've learned to love in order to be loved in my turn...



& now that you've gone ,
i don't know how to be happy again D:



wheree are youu D: D: D:
where've you been D:
imy ):
alotalot ..
why didnt you tell me anything before you left.
for this long disappearance.
not a sms,
not a word.
& you just left me like that.
imy ><

imy T_________________________T

Now I know how it feels.......

To have have a broken heart

To actually cry myself to sleep

To love someone who dosn't love you back

To be lied to

To be alone

To disapear

To feel lonely in a huge crowd.

And thanks to you, I know so much more.

i'll be waiting for you <3



WELLLLLLLLLL :D
is'nt it obvious that i pont-ed SCIENCE REMEDIAL CLASS TODAY ???
XDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOLLLLLLLL x3




Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.

Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friend and family, for they have
helped
make you the person that you are today.


sharkiieee,ily ):

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a
cashier hand this
little boy some money back..


The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years
old.


The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have
enough money to buy this
doll.'


Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to
him: ''Granny, are
you sure I don't have enough money?''


The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have
enough money to buy
this doll, my dear.''


Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes
while she went to look
around.
She left quickly.


The little boy was still holding the doll in his
hand.


Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he
wished to give this doll
to.


'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted
so much for Christmas.


She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to
her.'


I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring
it to her after
all, and not to worry.


But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't
bring it to her
where she is now.


I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can
give it to my sister
when she goes there.'


His eyes were so sad while saying this.


'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that
Mommy is going to
see God very soon too, so I thought that she could
take the doll with her to
give it to my sister.''


My heart nearly stopped.


The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told
daddy to tell mommy
not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back
from the mall.'


Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he
was laughing. He then
told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so
she won't forget me.'


'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to
leave me, but daddy
says that she has to go to be with my little
sister.'


Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very
quietly.


I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy.
'Suppose we check
again,
just in case you do have enough money for the
doll?''


'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added
some of my money
to his without him seeing and we started to count
it.


There was enough for the doll and even some spare
money.


The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me
enough money!'


Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night
before I went to sleep
for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this
doll, so that mommy
could give it to my


sister. He heard me!''


'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white
rose for my mommy,
but I didn't dare to ask God for too much.


But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white
rose.''


'My mommy loves white roses.'


A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I
left with my basket.


I finished my shopping in a totally different state
from when I started.


I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.


Then I remembered a local news paper article two
days ago, which
mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car
occupied by a young


woman and a little girl.


The little girl died right away, and the mother was
left in a critical
state.
The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on
the life-sustaining
machine,
because the


young woman would not be able to recover from the
coma.


Was this the family of the little boy?


Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I
read in the news
paper that the young woman had passed away.


I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white
roses and I went to
the funeral home where the body of the young woman
was exposed for people
to see and make last


wishes before her burial.


She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful
white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll
placed over her chest..


I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life
had been changed for
ever... The love that the little boy had for his
mother and his
sister is still, to this day, hard


to imagine.


And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had
taken all this away
from him.

is this how it should be? ):

omfg f3
i wus checking through my email inbox ,
which i didnt even delete any mails since i signed up.
and realised i got like 700++ mails LOL!
cool eh f3

f3

Here are some China stories that you may like [:
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SOOOO ,
i wus happy mapling.
thn i hacking marhs ,
thn alot kp ppl keep ask
'why your dmg so high'
zzzzz
thn i say 'i rebirthed. haha.'
and they actually BELIEVED !
they didnt even notice i got godmode.
how stupid are people these days ?!
cant they open their eyes BIGGER ?
HAHAA ..
i mock MAPLETARDS .. >:D

how i hate to think i wus once a mapler .. a 24hours online maplerr ..