Tagged by Faded&XueQi , loves !

Bloggers Whom Were Tagged Have To Start With 1O Random Facts About them , At The End Of The Quiz Choose 1O People To Tag [:

1. I'm even more fuckin' ugly :D then whoever-who-is-reading-this-post.
2. I LOVEEE my audi BL,Maple BL, and my msn <3
3. I have NO LIFE):
4. I'm looking forward to go out with greenie,siti,yumeki,faded, SiaOzSiNner,wawababy,janeeyy,brenda, msian-people & mahabodhi-ean peeps :D
5. I dont believe in ghosts&zombies and whatever.
6. I'm SO IN LOVE audi-ing with sharkiie & yenbaby <3
7. I dont feel loved D:
8. I'm willing to do or give anything to my loveeees <3
9. I majestically hate people who tries to snatch him away =x
1O. I ... am ... bloodthirsty :D


Tagged by faded,poison and B BRENDAAAAA<3

Name 2O People . At The End Of The Survey Choose 5 People To Do The Survey .
Don't Read The Questions Name The People First !

1.faded
2.poison
3.yumeki
4.brenda
5.shirley
6.xia0walk
7.janeey
8.SiaOzSiNner
9.spez
1O.greenie
11.siti
12.wittygirlz
13.xiiaogirlx
14.judyx3
15.deathangelzz
16.wawababy
17.x3blackiie
18.myself :D
19.yenbaby
20.badshark

1. How Did You Meet Number 14 ?[judyx3]
- In muh school ? o.O

2. What Would You Do If You Have Not Met Number 1? [faded]
- DEAD LONG AGO . she saved my life.

3. What If Number 9 [spez] & Number 2O [badshark] dated with Each Other ?
- NOOOOOOOO spez wont do this to me ): but if she did ... I'LL SLAP HER F5

4. Will Number 6[xia0walk]& Number 17[x3blackiie] Date Each Other ? ?
- i'll kill blackiie for doing this to me T.T

5. Describe Number 3 [yumeki] .
- she's wei da xD she helped me in hell lots of things . including helping me tell someone i like him ? =x (break le la)

6. Do You Think Number 8 [SiaOzSiNner] is attractive ?
- like DUHHHHHHHHH. she's my laogong ! <3

7. Describe Number 7 [janeey] .
- she's my laogong too =x she's scary. she often rapes people =x

8. Do You Know Any Family Members of Number 12[wittygirlz] ?
- uh. no ? o.O

9. What Language Does Number 15 [deathangelzz] speaks ?
- English & chinese lahh -.-

1O. Who Is Number 9[spez] Hanging Out With Most Of The Time ?
- ... erm. His "girlfriend" LOHHHHHHHHHHH. i hate her man -.-

11. How Old Is Number 16 [wawababy] this year ?
- uhh. 15 ! (:

12. Who Is Number 2 [poison] Favourite Singer or Band ?
- idk . she loves practically ALL SONGS =x

13. Have You Ever Dated Number 4 [brenda]?
- she's my jie lehh .. <3

14. Would You Ever Date Number 1 [faded] ?
- yepps , we're still tgt :D

15. Is Number 19 [yenbaby] Single Now ?
- no she's mine . hahaas jk . i think ... no ?

16. What Is Number 1O [greenie]Last Name ?
- I'M SORRY BUT IDK T_________T

17. Would You Ever Be In A Relationship With Number 11 [siti]?
- uh ... yep ? :D

18. What Is The School Of Number 3 [yumeki] ?
- erm. lemme think. ZhengHua Secondary ?

19. Where Does Number 6 [xia0walk] Stay ?
- uh ... i'm sorry IDK T_T

2O. What Is Your Favourite Thing About Number 5 [shirley] ?
- she's funny , she never failes to make me laugh :D she's my audi+maple partner , whenever i'm sad and down she's there for me :D

Now Name 5 People To Do This Survey.

1.meifang
2.xuanhui
3.janeey
4.siti
5.greenie

[sorry , cuhz all mapletards taken le ! ):]

i'm scared.

-.- ...

i'm seriously scared .. ==" ...

today wus supposed to be a happy happy day .

played audi with yen&sharkiie till 1am , then slp =x

5am wake up

10am go sch ...

and there's no one

and i'm like the only sec1 over there

...

then there's this super tall guy lookin' at me -.- + his friends

then i look away luh =x

then after a super-long time , melissa came .

then went to find miss fud .

waited in the staff room for like 30mins.

alone with melissa. i didntknow whad to say to her -.- and i didnt dare to look at her . LOL

finally miss fud came .

she didnt see me and she said loudly ' whr's peishin ?' infront of so many ppl -.-

damn , idontwant people to know my name -.-

got the stupid form =x

then i wanted to get out of the staff room ;

i did'nt know how to open the glass door , i kept on pushing the thing . then suddenly miss fud called me to press the 'emergency button'. i pressed and it opened -.-

so embarrassing .

...

then i finally got out of school .

i walked .

alone .

...

then suddenly i saw that super-tall guy with his gang of friends -.-

then he suddenly stopped

and asked for my number

his friends was smiling -.-

so irratating -.-

and embarrassing.

why cant they just mind their own business =x

i dont want any friends .

then i look at him like guailan liddat .

then he like say 'friend friend luh' ..

then i gave -.-

and i walked home -.-

and he sms-ed me.

he kept on asking me if i liked anyone in school and such

that's even more irrating .

grr ... i hate making new friends =="

my hp bill is sooo gonna burst .

after sms-ing sharkiie in msia , and he kept on pranking call me

there's a time i answered . i said hello . and he hanged up -.-

wtf man ,


i'm pissed .





Tagged by BRENDA`&&JANEEY ~

1. Wat's th connection between ue && th last person dhat called ue ?
- sharkiie ; my maple/audi lengzai ! <3

2. Do ue ever turn ur cellfone off ?

- NEVER !!!

3. Wat happened at 10am todae ?

- waiting for someone in school -.-

4. When did ue last cry ?
- just now . my cousin meddled with my maple account .

5. Wat is ur fav thing to eat wif peanut butter ?
- nvr liked eating peanut butter ;x

6. Wat do ue wan in ur life rite now ?
- him ♥

7. Do ue carry an umbrella when it rains , or jus put up ur hood ?
- well i dont carry an umbrella ; i never bothered about covering myself. the most is that i'll just make a call to call someone to fetch me home -.-

8. Wat's ur fav thing to hav on ur bed ?
- my pillow ? blanket ? my TEDDY BEEEEEAR ♥♥

9. Wat bottom r ue wearing now ?
- shorts ,

10. Wat's th nicest text in ur inbox sae ?
- on msn please =x

11. Do ue tend to make relationships complicated ?
- i dont flirt that much o_o

12. R ue wearing anithing ue borrowed frm sumone ?
- i hate borrowing.

13. Wat was th last movie ue caught ?
- erm . forgot o_o

14. Wat r ue proud of ?
- my manners .

15. Wat does th oldest text msg in ur inbox sae ?
- lol ew ? i've been having a series of dreams lately .. I need a book to write down what i remember down when i wake up incase of forgot. I believe everthing is pre-planned, and our sub-concious knows it. Sometimes we see it when we sleep, and dejavu occours when it happens in te future . Diao .. just a theory of mine.

16. Wat was th last song ue sang out loud ?
- Abc ~

17. R ue currently liking sumone dhat is liking other ppl ?
- i'm not sure =x

18. Wat does ur last received text msg sae ? Hu was it frm ?
- 'Wan go grandlink play ? haha ' by someone i met in school -.-

19. Wat time did ue go to bed last nite ?
- i didnt. i slept today at 1.30am , thanks to sharkiie hahas

20. R ue currently happy ?
- not really .

21. Hu gives ue th best advice ?
- simi advice man -.-

22. Do ue eat whipped cream straight frm th can ?
- disgusting man.

23. Hu did ue tok on fone last nite ?
- Sharkiie , he called me when i was outside =x

24. Is anithing bugging ue rite now ?
- yeah , i cant play maple -.-

25. Wat/Hu was th last thing/person to make ue luff ?
- to see me sister missing fm in audition . haha

26. Do ue wear toe sock's ?
- wtf is that ?

27. Hu was th last person ue missed a call frm ?
- sharkie , i refused to pick up his call -.-

28. Hav ue ever had ur heart brokened ?
- like duh.

29. Wat annoys ue most in a person ?
- people who hates other ppl just because of their looks . example people from my school .

30. How long hav ue been in ur relationship ?
- break liao la

31. Hav ue ever done cocaine ?
- simi lai de ? ==

32. Wat is th colour of ur rm ?
- erm , light purple ? =x faded purple bah.

33. Wud ue kill sumone ue hate fer a billion dollar ?
- idk . what can money do zzz

34. Do ue believe in th saying "tok in cheap"?
- wat's th meaning of it ? o.O

35. Hu was th last person to lay on ur bed ?
- myself , NO ONE GETS INTO MY BED >:D

36. Hu was th last person to hug ue ?
- my TEDDY BEEEEEAR ♥♥♥♥

37. Did anione see th last person ue kissed ?
- i'll never kiss anyone -.- it's rude.

38. Do ue hav a life ?
- like DUUUUUUHHH ,

39. Hav ue ever tink sumone died , when they rly din ?
- yeps. myself .

40. Wat is th reason behind ur pwofile song ?
- idontknow , i like mah .

41. Hu was th last person ue saw in ur dream ?
- erm . sharkie ? xD and yen . outside my school waiting for me . hahahas <3

42. Last time ue smiled ?
- just now ?

43. Hav ue chnged tis yr ?
- yeps. i become more ... ill-mannered.

44. Wat r ue listening to rite now ?
- my sister playing audition de song ?

45. R ue talking to sumone when ue doing tis ?
- no

46. Do ue walk wif ur eyes open or closed ?
- open la ; crazy ah ? LOL

47. Is dere a quote ue live by ?
- meaning ? o.o

48. Do ue wan sumone ue can't hav ?
- YEAAAAAAAAA♥♥♥♥♥♥

49. Hav ue ever felt betrayed ?(editted)
- DUHHHHHH ? o.o

50. Wat was th worst idea u've had in tis wk ?
- never being able to see/talk/play with yen&sharkie

51. Wat were ue doing last nite at 11pm ?
- chionging home to play audi with sharkie =x

52. R ue happy wif ue love life rite now ?
- nop . unless ...

53. Wat song describe ur love life ?
- canon ? :D

54. Does th person noe dhat ue like him/her ?
- HE DOES'NT KNOWWWWWWWW ):

55. Hu owaes make ue luff ?
- greenie , yen , sharkie , spez , shir , faded , xueqi ! <3{:

56. Do ue speak other language other dhen English ?
- chinese . malay . alien language .

57. R ue blond ?
- mai ki siao -.-

58. Wat do i LOVE to do th most ?
- audi-ing with sharkie o_o

59. Wat r ue doing tmr ?
- cleaning my room . it's a promise to kept just to get my hands on THIS laptop =x

60. Wat do ue tink ue r like ?
- me ? erm . bitch ? o.o

61. Hu will ue choose to die wif ?
- ... myself

62. Whr hav ue been todae ?
- home la

63. Wat game do ue plae often ?
- maple , audi . others seldom touch =x

64. Hu r ue missing rite now ?
- sharkie , yen ! shir , poison , faded ! lynn , brenda , clpp .. aiya . my maple bl luh =x

65. If u've to choose between fwen && love , hu will ue choose ?
- i won't answer this ques ♥♥

66. Wat r ue doing rite now ?
- downloading msn , audi , and this survey .

67. Which pri sku r ue frm ?
- Maha Bodhi

68. Name 3 colours dhat ue like .
- white black ♥ purple ?

69. Wat emotion ue like to show ?
- [: :] ): o.o xD :x

70. Wat is life to ue ?
- something which is used to live on

71. If ue hav smth troubling ue , wat will ue do ?
- bear with it -.-

72. Hu did ue last chat in msn wif todae ?
- sharkie , 2am [:

73. Which model of fone do ue use ?
- nokia 27OO 3G;

74. Which month r ue born in ?
- august the first♥♥

75. How r ue feeling rite now ?
- SiENx , bored , frustrated , scared ♥

76. Wat is th time now ?
- 11.1Opm

77. Whr r ue now ?
- outside my room . studying area (aka playing area xDD)

78. Wat colour did ue use to dye ur hair ?
- brown ?

79. Why r ue doing tis test ?
- janeeyy told me to T.T

80. Wat feeling ue hate most ?
- seeing my friends being bullied , accused for no reason at all , being left alone

81. At which age ue wish to get married ?
- 2O can? =x

82. Hu is more impt to ue ? Boifwiend or fwiends ?
- ♥♥ignores♥♥

83. Do ue tink u hav enuff confident ?
- i have but the time is'nt right yet .

84. Hu is th person ue trust th most ?
- yen,sharkie,greenie,spez,brenda,dsh ♥♥

85. Do ue believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
- yup. cuhz i've seen it before (:

86. If ue can hav a dream come true , wat wud it b ?
- go msia to find sharkie¥ ♥

87. Wat is ur goal fer tis yr ?
- DONT LAUGH AH . i wanna get top1O

88. Do ue believe in eternity love ?
- yups

89. Wat feeling do ue love most ?
- being LOVED ,

90. Wat r the requirements dhat ue wish frm ur other half ?
- to love me , like i love ue . ♥♥

91. Wat feeling ue hate th most ?
- freaking irritating annoying FUCKERS {:

92. Do ue cherish every single fwiendship of urs ?
- not really . i regretted not cherishing afew relationships with my former friends.

93. Do ue believe in God ?
- maybe . idontknow o_o

94. Hu cares fer ue th most ?
- no one ! D: ♥♥

95. Wat do ue tink is th most impt thing in ur life ?
- erm . friends ? [=

96. Describe th person hu tagged ue .
- Janeeyy : she's my sweetheart okays ?!

97. Wat hav ue regretted doing in ur whole life ?
- giving my account away D:

98. Wat wud ue feel dhat no one no longer cares fer ue ?
- i`ll die , i swear {:

99. Wat if ur stead two-timed ue ?
- break lo

100. Wat is ur greatest wish ?
- to be together , forever ! ♥♥

iNSTRUCTiONS :
Remove 1 question frm th abv , add in ur own personal question , and bold it .
Next , list 1O ppl whom ue wud wan dhen to do tis , at th end of th post .
Notify dhem in their tag box dhat he/she has been tagged .

8 ppl to do tis survey :
♥karen
♥Siti
♥Shafi`ah
♥joan
♥faded
♥xueqi
♥xuanhui~
♥meifang

8 can le ba :D

♥ Love dhat can't be defined ;

Fuck holidays .

So boring .

Bad things happen .

Holidays = EMO ! ):


1) my blog is dead .
2) my laptop is burnt due to long hours of playing .
3) my father refuses to buy me a new laptop.
4) my old PC comp is not even able to play .
5) meifang is controlling my maple acc ):
6) haves a feeling everybody is deleting me T.T
7) wants to go out with meki&faded but CANT .
8) wants to go out with meifang&siyi next week .
9) my hands are getting stiff-er.
10) i lost my audition skills
11) i'm guilty for not loving my hamster
12) need to help with housework -.-
13) need to cut my hair soon (damn it)
14) so darn bored
15) annoying annoymous people sms-ing me -.-

&& ,

1) my hamster died
2) no one cares about me at home .
3) getting sicker and sicker
4) totally not feeling well
5) can't see him


i hate holidays .

my hamster died .

i can't take it anymore ):




to faded's tag : i can't find number 18 D:


&& guys ; i'm not repling tags anymore cuhz it's just so headache-ky .



BORED ...

TAGGED BY XUEQI ; poison :D

1)What Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life ?
erm . HIMMMMM ; maplecards ; friends ; maple ; laptop ; and handphone :D

2) What Is The Last Thing You Bought With Your Own Money ?
erm erm . lemme think . 2Ok maplecash card ? Oo ...

3) Where Do You Wish To Get Married ?
Define simplity . in a church is fine :D

4) How Old Do You Think You Will Be Permanently Owned By Your Love ?
uh . maybe ... forever ? x]]

5)Are You in Love ?
To make it sounds more .. accurate ; I'm lovesick lol

6) Where Was The Last Restraunt You Had Dinner ?
err ... Sakae Sushi i guess ... =/

7) Name The Lastest Book You Bought.
i dont buy books T_____T

8) What is Your Full Name ?
leepeishin ?

9) Do You Prefer Your Mother Or Father ?
i dont have a mother .

10) Name a Person That You Really Wish To Meet In Real Life For The First Time .
erm . ALOT LEH =x mapletards ? example .. SINNER ! XINPEI ! XUEQI !!! MEKI ! SHAFI`AH :D & some msians . yenbaby & her bro ? =x

11) Christina Or Britney ?
who are they ? LOL =x

12) Do You Do Your Own Laundry ?
eh . i'm trained to but i never do it -.- bleh .

13) The Most Exciting Place You Want To Go
Maple world !!

14) Hugs or Kisses ?
nah . Hugs . kisses are .. well . disgusting =x

15) Point Out The Five Things About The Person Who Tagged You .
Xueqi .
a) she's the one who cheered me up when i was sad.
b) she was the one who i shared all my feelings with.
c) she was the one who i trusted with of my crush :D
d) she was the one who always made me laugh when i was bored and lonely
e) she was the one who brightened up my life :DDD

Eight things im Passionate About :
1)MAPLEEEE
2)AUDITIONNNN
3)MONEY
4)CASH
5)... someone
6)mbs : D
6)meetingup' with former friends : D
7)sleep
8)financial problems . LOL

Eight Things I Say Too Often :
1)OMFG
2) HUH ?!
3) EHHHHH
4) ahhh ...
5) HIIIIIII !
6) i'm a GOOOOOOOOD girl
7) i'm so guai (...)
8) EEEEEEEEEE

Eight Books I Read Recently :
1)Twilight
2)New Moon
3)Esclip
4) readers digest -.-
5)Comics ..
6)my .. science textbook ? == ...
7)-
8)-

Eight Songs that I Could Listen To Over And Over Again :
1)Arigato by BON`Z
2)ALONES by TV SIZE
3)Please don't stop the music by Rihanna
4)witch yoo hee by unknown
5)Potential Breakup Song by Aly & Aj
6)爱的主选力 by Xiau Gui & Zuo Wen Xuan
7)Himawaru by Aqua Timez
8)Jiang Han by (idontknow the han yu pin yin) -.-

Eight Things I've Learnt Last Year :
1)Never neglect your friends
2)love and forgive before it's too late.
3)study hard ; it's better then regret-tions =x
4)listen to advices ; you`ll regret later in life if you dont.
5)Best friends are for LIFEEEE :D
6)Not to fight or argue with people without atittudes
7)Ignore and stay away from people who are weird . LOL
8)selling cash is easy money HAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

Eight People To Tag [or Sabo . in that sense -.-]
1)meifang . UPDATEEEEEEE
2)Siyi . UPDATEEEEEEEE
3)Xueqi . UPDATEEEEEEE
4)Jiahui<3 . UPDATEEEEEEE
5)shaffi`ah . UPDATEEEEEEE
6)Brenda . your posts are interesting ; but i prefer not to tag.
7)Xinpei . long posts :DD
8)yumeki . interesting life ; but won't hurt to update :D


WOOOOOTS . I'M DONEEEEEEEE :]

andyeahs;iloveyou*****.i`llneverleaveyouevenifyoutrytoleaveme.i'lldoanythingjusttomakeyouhappy;although
i'mnotalwaystherewhenyou'resad,justrememberthatyou'llalwaysbeinmyheart.ILY!

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me , yen , and sharkie ! eeeeks . LOVEEEEEES ! >< ~ ahahahs . 3 years ; still counting on !



&ohs ; YENBABY AND ME ! :DDD and sinz . ahahahas . ILY BOTH ! =x



teeheees x] never got to see you , but still .... :]



3 years ; still counting on now . ILY! =x



it's been 2years i think , still counting on. never leaving you ; PROMISE! ><



members of Lycoris ; ILY!



i rmb-ed whad fun we had . but it'll never stop ! LOVES ! [:



spez&pefi . it's been 3years too , never forgotten <3 i wus so noob by then .. lol



&yeahs , muh goodie friends :] loves ! :DD



yeah , shir . you`re muh darling too <3 you never failed to make me laugh . Hugs!



&now ; i`ll never forget these times :D



rumours fly about you ; but dont worry , i'm still yoor friend ! (:



though we`re not from th same sch ; i hope we`ll keep in touch . FOREVER! x3



and yes , 3years , still going on! AUDITION WID MEEEE :D



&& poi ; ever since i joined Lycoris , i knew i would find something good . you[:



&yeahs ; trix though you ex-mbs , never talk to you =x mekimeki , you`re just soooo weida xD thnks for everything ! anddddd SPEZZIE ; ILYT <3



yeah; faded . i'll never forget those times we were sooo hyper . we had so much in common ; but i still felt i'm a nobody to you in the other side of singapore . but still ... LOVES! <3



and yay ; who's that guy ? LOLLLLL [: 3 years too !



&& OHS , muh mbs friends . LOVEEEEEES ! x3




brenda ; clpp ; honeymelon . 3years ; still counting on . LOVES&HUGS! x3



&greenie; you never failed to make me smile ! LOOOOOVES! <3 :DD



inferno ; you`re alwaays there to make me laugh. but you`re so evil sometimes ! >:( and you`re the only one there when i reached 3rd job . wEEEEE :D



ps to those who is'nt in this picturees , i donthave your ss ... sorry ! =x online to tell me then , hahahahas :DD




I'm a loser cause im not friends with ur group
i'm not a poser,i just like everything.
i am wat i am,can't help myself if u don really like it.
I'm not mean,you're just weak
Im a nerd,and im lovin it:D
im wild,silly,weird,naughty.evil,crazy,playful
I'm a fucker,ur a sucker
im weird cause im not like you
im sux cause i hate you.
i hate annoying kids
im annoying cause im not chill enought
haters make me famous
call me a bitch,ill show u one
judge me hate me,it shows tat im better then u..
my heart is broken into million pieces today... the one who can fix it is gone... no one can help me!!feeling meaningless to stay here... meaningless to stay alive...

heart is broken, sky is dark, my soul is dead and the spirit is gone... what else left for me??

im annoying cause im not chill enought
haters make me famous
call me a bitch,i`ll show u one
judge me hate me,it shows tat im better then u
im juz an ordinary girl tat try to be an extrodinary girl
im a lonely girl,some times get crazy=)
im fake cause most of the time im happy
Note to self:i love you.i miss you くがぉげぁのぢどズゾ[peishin]愛してる


butyounevercared,right?

Every moment...

Every day...

I watch you grow...

I watch you change...

I do not change...

I do know why...

I am Alone...

For that I cry...

But normal tears I do not weep...

For tears of blood...

Is all that seeps...

From my eyes...

When I cry...

Fear me...

Pity me...
I am...


Sad...

I am...

Alone...


I mourn to be held when I drift off to sleep,
and wake up to the one who's in my dreams.
But this I have come to realize is just another dream,
another fantasy that's only seen by me.